 kaya-Saalaa
Ap`ola 2002
phlaI s~I
 [sa
pRqvaI kI phlaI s~I ³caaho Aap ]sao hvvaa‚ [-va yaa manau kI Eawa ka naama
doM´ ]sa saaMJa bahut baocaOna qaI. kuC idna hao calao qao‚ saRiYT ko
p`qama puÉYa ³ caaho Aap ]sao Aadma khoM‚ eDma yaa manau´ ko saaqa
ivacarto‚ zhrto‚ phaD,aoM‚ vanap`antraoM‚ JarnaaoM‚ naidyaaoM kI gaaod
maoM p`Nayaaonma<a haoto hue. tna mana pr ek Ajaba saI @laaint qaI. vah ]sa
iSalaa sao ]z Aa[- qaI jahaÐ ]saka puÉYa Aba BaI gahro p`Nayavyaapar ko
baad inad`amagna qaa.
nadI ko
Saant iknaaro pr ek iSalaa pr jala maoM pOr Dubaao vah baOz ga[-. Pahlaa
ivacaar jaao Aayaa vah yahI qaa ik @yaa p`oma ka vah phlaa svaad caK khIM
]sanao svayaM kao puÉYa ko AQaIna tao nahIM kr ilayaaÆ khIM ]sakI svatn~ta
Kao tao nahIM rhI. kuC idna phlao tk vah iktnaI svatn~ qaI‚ ]sao fUlaaoM
sao BarI GaaiTyaaÐ psand qaIM‚ jahaÐ maIzo fla ]gaa krto qao. [sao Ganaoro
iSakar sao Baro jaMgala psand hOM‚ iktnaI baorhmaI sao yah inarIh
jaanavaraoM kao maar igarata hO AaOr svayaM Kata hO ]sao BaI iKlaata hO.
jabaik ]sao rMga‚ rsa‚ mahk sao Baro fla Kanao kI caah haotI hO. p`oma
maoM BaI vahI inama-mata‚ vahI jabardstI.
haÐ phlaI
baar jaba ]sanao CuAa qaa tba khIM saMkaoca AaOr ihcak Baro ]sako spSaao-M
nao p`oma AvaSya jagaayaa qaa AaOr ]saI p`oma ko vaSaIBaUt vah yahaÐ tk
ivacarto hue ]sako saMga calaI Aa[-. maanaa [saka saaqa inarapd hO‚ baD,o
sao baD,o KtraoM sao bacaa laota hO vah‚ hhratI Aaga maoM iGaro jaMgala
maoM sao fUla kI trh gaaod maoM ]za laata hO. pr…yah ekaiQakar…yah kzaorta…yah
manamaanaI….
maoro
pasa Aba samaya nahIM bacata ik maOM Apnao bacapna ko Kola KolaUM‚ fUla
caunaUM‚ ittilayaaoM ko pICo daOD,UЂ gaunagaunaa}M‚ hr pla basa [sakI
prCaM[- haokr rh ga[- hUÐ maOM. maOM nao kuC kaomala QvainayaaM [jaad kI
hOM‚ ijanhoM yah nahIM samaJata‚ yah tao basa ËaoQa‚ BaUK sao BarI huMkar
jaanata hO. maOM nao p<aaoM‚ lataAaoM kao caunakr [sako ilayao ek vas~
baunaa vah BaI jald naYT kr idyaa ]sanao AaOr ]sao ek gaMQaato camaD,o
maoM lapoT idyaa qaa. iktnaa Alaga hO yah mauJasao. p`oma ka Aqa- yah
jabardstI @yaaoM samaJata hOÆ maOM @yaaoM maanaUM [sakI AQaInataÆ AaiKr hO
kaOna yahÆ
jahaÐ
jaata hO GasaIT kr lao jaata hO Apnao saaqa. [sa baar maOM nahIM jaa}MgaI
[sako saaqa Aagao‚ fUlaaoM kI GaaiTyaaoM maoM laaOT jaa}MgaI‚ basa Ktrnaak
isaMhaoM ka Dr hI tao hO vahaЂ @yaa laaOT pa}MgaIÆ rasta BaI tao yaad
nahIM AbaÑ sad- rataoM maoM Alaava jalaa kr gama- gaufaAaoM maoM [sako
saaqa rh kr Aba saMGaYa- kI Aadt CUT saI ga[- hO. hr mauiSkla ka hla hO [sako
pasa. takt hO‚ yaui@tyaaM hOM. pr bahut kzaor AaOr inama-ma BaI tao hO
yah.
bahut ]papaoh
maoM qaI s~I. pr ]sakI AQaInata svaIkar nahIM‚ vah laaOT hI jaaegaI. ]sao
Apnao baunao vas~aoM AaOr ek~ ikyao rMgaIna pardSaI- p%qaraoM ka maaoh hao
Aayaa‚ vah gaufa kI Aaor baZ,I ]nhoM laonao‚ qaaoD,a saa saaMBar ka
namakIna Baunaa maaMsa BaI rK ilayaa. saba samaoT mauD,I tao…payaa…puÉYa
AaËaoSa AaOr AaÐsaU daonaaoM sao BarI laala AaÐKaoM sao ]sao tak rha qaa.
gaufa ko War pr iTko ]sako daonaaoM haqaaoM ko naIcao sao inakla kr jaanaa
caaha tao ]sakI kzaor Baujaa nao ]sao ksa kr jakD, ilayaa. ja,aor kI
huMkar ko saaqa ek Qa@ka dokr…]sao kaonao maoM pD,o camaD,o ko Zor pr pTk
idyaa AaOr ]sako daonaaoM haqa‚ daonaaoM pOr bargad kI jaD,aoM sao baaMQa
idyao…gaufa ko War pr p%qar lagaa idyaa. dor rat laaOTa tao‚ ]sako haqaaoM
maoM vahI rsaIlao fla qao…kuC rMgaIna pardSaI- p%qarÑ AaÐKaoM maoM ek
maaoh‚ ek AaSvaasana AaOr p`oma qaa…AaMsaU BaI.
vah
SaarIirk baMQanaaoM sao mau@t qaI ikntu mana ko baMQanaaoM nao ifr ]sako
inama-ma p`omapaSa maoM baaMQa idyaa qaa. AaOr vah jaana gayaI qaI ik Aba
[sa puÉYa sao Alagaava saMBava nahIM. sahjaIvana hI inayait hOÑ
– Anaupmaa isasaaoidyaa
Ap`ola 21‚ 2002
laGau kqaa
phlaI s~I – Anaupmaa isasaaoidyaa
kivata
ek vas~ maoM AaiKr… – AiBanava Sau@la
"Kud kao ZUÐZtI AaOrt…Ñ" – Aasqaa
gaj,ala – raoiht kumaar 'hOpI"
maoro
saMrxakÑ
– rajaond` kRYNa
maaOna ka saMgaIt – ivajaya zakur
svatn~ta ka ZIz svaPna – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
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