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 kaya-Saalaa # 15
ilaTrocar – 2
 Qa@ka
laoikna ]sa AaiKrI payadana tk kI naaObat hI AayaI. saoz ka laD,ka yaUko sao maoiDsana kI }McaI iDga`I laokr p`kT hao gayaa yakayak AaOr ]sa blaUip`nT pr paMva rK
kr KD,a hao gayaa.
" Aap iksa iSalaajaIt AaOr makrQvaja baocanao vaalao AaidvaasaI laD,ko ko ca@kr maoM Aa gayao
vanaspityaaM @yaa iksaI ko baap kI bapaOtI hOMĆ elaaopOqaI BaI ]naka [stomaala krta hO¸ vaojaITobalsa hI kao[- [MthaM nahIM AaOr BaI fIlD\sa Aa rho hOM…." pta nahIM AaOr @yaa @yaa kha ]sanao AaOr maOM nao
kanaaoM sao jaao saunaa vah kanaaoM maoM naa[iT/k eisaD pD,nao jaOsaa qaa¸ " iSaTŃ hO tao vah AaidvaasaI hI naŃ ]sasao kihyao vaao ek Topirka^D-r pr Apnaa p`caar irka^D- kr bajaata rho ipCD,o AMcalaaoM ko
baajaaraoM¸ fuTpaqaaoM pr¸ dao caar phlavaanaaoM ko caaT- AaOr KaopiD,yaaM¸ saaMp¸ ibacCU¸ igarigaT AaOr Anaap Sanaap Bar lao maaobaa[la PlaaisTk KaoKo maoM AaOr Kae – kmaae. jaojao [ja naa^T maonT fa^r saca
naoiTvsaŃ AaOr jyaaoitŃ bahut hmaddI- hao rhI hao tao GaaGara phna kr jaa baOzo ]sakI CaoladarI maoM."
" nahIM¸ vah baat nahIM hO¸ tuma KamaKaM hmaoM galat samaJao jaa rho hao," jyaaoit nao kha qaa.
"basa AaOr nahIM." maOM nao mana hI mana Kud pr laanatoM BaojaIM. maOM Saaipt tpsvaI saa svaga- sao naIcao Qakola idyaa gayaa qaa Aasamaana ko caaMd ko valaya ko naIcao gaagargauD,I ko ga*var maoM¸ }pr
jyaaoit ka ]dasa caohra qaa. ]dasa…Ć ' naa¸ nahIM…yah tumhara vahma hO¸ vaao saba p`IPlaanD qaa.' Andr iksaI nao kha.
' AaOr Agar vahma hao tao….'
' baap kI trh marna caahto haoĆ'
maOM ifr saMBa`ma kI isqait maoM calaa gayaa. iKisayaahT maoM maOM nao QaUla JaaD,I¸ 'calaao jaao huAa¸AcCa huAa. vaoSyaa $zo Qama- bacao.' vaoSyaa…Ć vaoSyaa na sahI¸ JaUzI tao hO hI. ]sanao kBaI batayaa BaI
nahIM ik ]saka ek É@ma jaOsaa Baa[- BaI hOĆ
jyaaoit kI Aaor pIz krto hI mauJao Apnao AMQaoro najar Aanao lagao. mana maoM Aayaa kao[- caaya – pana kI dukana hI Kaola laUM AaOr jaojao kao laatmaar kr jaa baOzUM dukana pr. kao[- skUlaTIcarI yaa T\yaUSana
hI sahI. magar mana jamaa nahIM. [sa ]QaoD,bauna maoM jaojao ka dvaa ivaËota vaalaa kama maOM CaoD, na payaa. haM [sa baIca saadI kr DalaI¸ bahna evaM Baa[- kI BaI AaOr saaih%ya ko Apnao puranao Aa%maIya
saMsaar maoM ifr laaOT Aayaa. p%naI AaOr pirvaar kao maora yah saaih%ya – raga ł raogaĆ´nahIM sauhayaa ifr BaI jaIvana kI gaaD,I sarktI rhI.
jyaaoit ka @yaa huAa¸ saara pirvaar kba iSaFT kr gayaa naagapur mauJao kuC nahIM maalaUma. Aaja [tnao idnaaoM baad saozjaI kao maorI sauiQa @yaaoM AayaI. maOM
samaJa nahIM pa rha qaa. kOsao haoMgao saoz itrlaaokcand jaIĆ bauZ,a gayao haoMgao. AaOr ]naka baulaDa^ga¸ ]naka ivalaayat plaT sapUtĆ ema DI banaa baOza haogaa. AaOr jyaaoit…Ć p%naI kI jagah sqaanaapnna kr
maOM nao Anaumaana lagaayaa¸ Aba tk inaScaya hI baala baccaodar qaulaqaula saoza[na bana caukI haogaI.
AaScaya-Ń jaao jyaaoit ABaI maoro saamanao Aa rhI hO¸ vah tao khIM sao BaI qaulaqaula saoza[na nahIM¸ p@kI AaQauinaka hO. isalk kI hldI ko rMga kI saaD,I¸ gahra laala blaa]ja¸ Kulaa – iKlaa caMp[- rMga¸
naIcao tk JaUlato kalao koSa¸ galao maoM Éd`axa¸ vahI sammaaoiht krta caohra.
" magar Aap Aa[-M ikQar saoĆ dIvaar maoM tao kao[- iKD,kI naja,r nahIM Aa[-."
vah hMsaI¸ jaOsao p`Sna baovakUfI Bara qaa.
"GaNTo Bar [Mtja,ar krnaa pD,a naĆ"
" Aap naagapur kba Aa[-MĆ"
" @yaaoM¸ maOM nahIM Aa saktI @yaaĆ"
" nahIM¸ maora matlaba hO¸ icaT\zI tao saoz jaI kI imalaI qaI."
" ]nhIM maoM [MTrosT hO¸ mauJamaoM nahIMĆ [tnao idna baad imalao hOM¸ yah BaI nahIM pUCoMgao ik AaiKrI payadana sao Aapkao Qa@ka iksanao idyaaĆ"
"nahIM¸ Aap isaf- yah bata[yao ik Aapko papa khaM hOMĆ"
" ]nasao tao Aap imala nahIM sakto." ifr tinak Ék kr kha¸ " haM caahoM tao ]nakI Aavaaja, sauna sakto hOM¸ saunaI BaI haogaI Aapnao Aba tk."
"yahaM tao AapkI Aavaaja ko isavaa kao[- Aavaaja nahIM Aa[-. haM ek Aalaap jaOsaa qaa kuC¸ maora Kyaala hO Kyaala gaayakI ka."
" vahI papa kI Aavaaja, hO — krah."
" AroŃ @yaa huAa hO ]nhoMĆ" maOM icahuMk ]za qaa [sa ivaBa`ma pr.
" @yaa khUMĆ" ]sanao haqa malao tao laala laala caUiD,yaaM KnaKnaa ]zIM¸ " kafI baImaar hOM."
" @yaa baImaarI hOĆ"
" kao[- ek hao tao bataeM…]naka caohra ivakRt hao cauka hO."
" AaohŃ"
" Éike maOM ABaI Aa[-." kh kr vah ]zkr calaI gayaI AaOr dIvaar maoM samaa gayaI.
dIvaar kI saMrcanaa hI paMDvaaoM ko mahla jaOsaI qaI. magar ]sa saMrcanaa sao hOrtAMgaoja saMrcanaa maoro saamanao qaI — kRYNa ko ivaSva$p dSa-na ka baD,a saa ica~¸
baIisayaaoM baar doKa hO [sao. k[- k[- caohro¸ khIM ba`*maa¸ khIM ivaYNau¸ khIM iSava¸khIM Aigna¸ khIM pvana¸ khIM isaMh¸ khIM bandr¸ khIM GaaoD,a tao khIM haqaI¸ bakra… [namaoM sao iksa caohro jaOsaa lagata
haogaa itrlaaok candjaI ka caohraĆ
kao[- yaixaiNa Aa[-. ]sako haqa maoM T/o maoM imaza[yaaM¸ saUKo maovao¸ tajao fla vagaOrh… maOM nao caaor najar sao KMBaaoM maoM ]%kINa- maUit-yaaoM kao doKa. [namaoM sao kaOna saI qaI vahĆ
" kihyao Aaja [tnao vaYaao-M baad mauJao yahaM @yaaoM baulaayaa gayaa hOĆ" maOM nao falatU saMdBaao-M sao bacanaa caaha. ]sanao haqa malao¸ ifr ]nhIM laala caUiD,yaaM kI Knak¸ magar svar Bara-yaa huAa¸ "
hmaoM bacaa laIijae."
" Aapkao bacaa laUM…maOMĆ Aap hI kI fma- kI dvaaeM baoca baoca kr maorI raojaI raoTI calatI hO. AaphI kI dvaaAaoM nao laaKaoM ko p`aNa bacaae haoMgao AaOr eosaa @yaa hao gayaa ik Aapko papa yaina [sa mahana
jaIvanadayaI jaIvana jyaaoit kMpnaI ko mailak kI jaana nahIM baca pa rhI hOĆ"
" yahaM kI dvaaeM Ka Ka kr hI tao raoga [tnaa BayaMkr hao gayaa. saaro badna maoM gaaMzoM¸ mavaad bahta hO. Aba [nako naama tk sao icaZ,to hOM.
" ifr @yaa [laaja cala rha hOĆ"
" vao tao pagala hao gayao hOM¸ kBaI mahamaR%yauMjaya jaap tao kBaI taMi~kaoM ka jamaGaT. yah Gar ka saara na@Saa jaao Aap doK rho hOM¸ [nhIM kI ijad pr hOÂ ek BaI ivadoSaI Tca nahIM¸ saba Apnao paOraiNak."
" ]sasao kuC fayada huAaĆ"
" QaOya- hI nahIM rh gayaa hO. @yaa nahIM krvaayaa ]nhaoMnaoĆ ku<aaoM sao GaavaaoM kao caTvaayaa. khto hOM ik ku<ao kI jaIBa maoM AmaRt haota hO. jaaoMkaoM sao KUna causavaayaa gayaa. khto hOM KUna ganda hao
gayaa hO. saaro GaavaaoM pr jaaoMkoM …KUna pI pI kr maaoTI hao haokr Kud igar jatIM. iktnaI baohUdI GaRiNat baatŃ magar yahIM [MthaM nahIM¸ gaaO – maU~ ipyaa¸ gaaobar Kayaa¸ Aba svamaU~ pana krto hOM."
maOM isahr gayaa Baya sao. jaInao ka [tnaa ]%kT Aaga`h¸ iksaI BaI trh jaI laoM.
" yao svamaU~ vaalaa [laaja @yaa naocaraopOqaI hOĆ"
" nahIM¸ AapkI pOqaI."
" maOMĆ"
"haMŃ 'maOTr' ka'enTImaOTr'¸ eNTIbaa^DI jaOsaI baatoM Aapnao hI kBaI fID kI qaIM ]nako idmaaga maoM." ifr ]sanao ek puranaI DayarI Kaola kr idKa[- — " eMTI maOTr kI AvaQaarNaa phlao phla iba`Tona ko vaO&ainak
pI iDrak nao p`stut kI sana\ 1933 maoM. baad maoM elao@T/ana ka eMTI maOTr pajaIT/ana ]saI AaQaar pr AivaYkRt huAa. ABaI [sakI vyapk saMBaavanaaAaoM kI Kaoja cala rhI hO…." maOM nao Gabara kr pUCa — "magar…"
" idna AaOr tarIK doK laao… AaOr" ]sanao pnnao plaTo¸ " yah BaI doKlaoM¸ Aapnao kha qaa¸ kaoiSaSa kI jaayao tao laa[f saoivaMga D/ga BaI banaa[- jaa saktI hO. papa nao [sa kqana kao laala syaahI sao Gaor rKa
hO."
" pta nahIM iksa saMdBa- maoM maOM nao kha qaa¸ mauJao Kud yaad nahIM Aa rha." maOM KasaI mausaIbat maoM pD, gayaa qaa. [sasao bacanao ko ilayao maOM nao p`saMga badlanaa caaha¸ " Aapka vaao Baa[- khIM nahIM
idK rha hOĆ"
" vah hmasao JagaD,a krko Alaga rhta hO."
" ifr tao kao[- p`a^blama nahIM haonaI caaihyao qaI."
" p`a^blamsa tao Baa[- kI hI pOda kI hu[- hOM."
maOM jyaaoit ko mauMh kao taknao lagaa.
" papa ko vao saaro raoga ]Bar Aayao jaao AapkI dvaa sao zIk hao rho qao. Baa[- nao Apnao hI ZMga sao T/ITmaoMT krayaa. ]sakI kula maanaisakta hI ivadoSaI qaI jabaik papa Aapko saMsaga- maoM dosaI kI Aaor
mauD, rho qao. raoga GaTnao ko bajaaya nayao nayao isampTmsa era[ja, krnao lagao. jaojao rNaxao~ bana gayaa¸ papa ApnaI Aaor KIMcato¸ Baa[- ApnaI Aaor. papa kmajaaor pD,nao lagao tao maOM ]nako saaqa hao
gayaI.Baa[- nao ivadoSaI maihlaa sao SaadI kr laI. vao dao AaOr hma dao — Tga Aa^f vaar. ifr ]sanao ibanaa papa sao pUCo ek 'yaUinavasa-la D/ga kMpnaI' naamakI malTInaoSanala sao kaolaobaaorosana kr ilayaa.
ijad baZ,I tao Apnao Saoyar laokr Alaga haojaanao kI QamakI dI.ABaI vaao bamba[- maoM hmasao Alaga rhta hO. ]Qar daonaaoM Aaor kI laD,a[- maoM Apnao Apnao ZMga sao faOjaI Baro gayao. puilasa¸ p`Saasana¸ maM~I
pu~¸ ApaoijaSana ko laaoga¸ maaifyaaja,¸ dlaala daonaaoM hI Aaor hOM…."
vah ek xaNa kao zmak ga[-¸ Ct sao JaUlato JaaD,fanaUsa pr naja,roM iTkI rhIM¸ ifr QaIro QaIro batanao lagaI¸
"phlao ]sanao AapkI bao[jjatI kI AaOr hT jaanao kao baaQya ikyaa¸ ifr ek ek kr papa ko dUsaro ivaSvaasapa~aoM kao BaI iknaaro lagaa idyaa. hmaoM yaaina mauJao AaOr papa kao tao yahaM tk lagata hO ik papa kI
baImaarI kao BagaMdr sao naasaUr banaanaa BaI ]sakI caala ka Ahma ihssaa hO. ]Qar ]nako Saoyasa- baZ, rho hOM¸ hmaaro GaT rho hOM. eosao hI halaat rho tao vah idna dUr nahIM jaba hma saD,k pr Aa jaayaoMgao."
mauJao lagaa¸ yah ivaËmaaid%ya ko isaMhasana ka saara vaOBava jaanao kao hO. ek ek yaixaNaI ]D, jaayaogaI ek idna AaOr sabasao AaiKr maoM pUro isaMhasana AaOr itrlaaokcaMd jaI kao BaI yaixaNaI laokr ]D,ogaI¸
]saka naama haogaa jyaaoitŃ
" Aapnao jaojao kao [Qar doKa Ć" vah ifr SauÉ hao gayaI qaI¸ " dvaa ka vah puranaa karKanaa kba ka ]D, gayaa¸ Aba tao T/ansaporonT kaMca ka ek baD,a Saao pIsa hO
jaojao¸ baahr sao hI safod ep`na phnao SaaoQakta-¸vaO&ainak enailasT Apnao ]pkrNaaoM ko saamanao kama krto idK jaato hOM. baD,o baD,o KaMcao AaOr e@vaoiryama hOMÂ caUho¸ KrgaaoSa¸ iganaIipga¸ bandr AaOr
jaanao @yaa @yaa p`yaaoga ko ilayao baahr sao hI idK jaato hOM AaOr…" "AaOrĆ"
" sabasao baD,a KaMcaa hO yah hvaolaI ijasamaoM p`yaaoga ko ilayao isaf- ek jaIvana hO — papaŃ"
" e@sapoirmaonT tao ja,$rI hO."
" Aap @yaa samaJato hOM¸ sacamauca ko e@sapirmaonT haoto hOMĆ saba falsa hOM¸ Aa[-vaaSa¸ taik laaogaaoM kao maUK- banaayaa jaa sako."
maora jaI Gabara rha qaa saao maOM nao saIQao taOr pr pUCa¸ " Aba jabaik maOM Aapko papa sao tao nahIM imala sakta Aap hI bata[yao ik Aap mauJasao @yaa caahtI hOMĆ maOM tao bahut maamaUlaI AadmaI hUĐ."
" Aap maamaUlaI nahIM hO¸ AaFTr Aa^la ek #yaaitp`aPt AaOr samaqa- saaih%yakar hOM¸ saaqa hI doSa kI AaOYaQaIya yaa kihyao baaOiwk sampda ko &ata hOM."
" vaao tao KOr AQa-sa%ya hO¸ ifr BaI saunaUM."
" saaih%ya kI naOitkta ka paz Aap hI mauJao pZ,ayaa krto qao kBaI ¸ @yaa [tnao dIna hIna yaa ja,$rtmand janata kao lauTnao sao bacaanaa ilaTrocar ka Qama- nahIM hOĆ
" mauJao krnaa @yaa hOĆ"
" kuC BaI nahIM¸ isaf- hmaaro salaahkar ko $p maoM jaojao maoM ApnaI BaUimaka ifr sao inabaahnaI hO. Aap vahaM hmaaro ilayao kama kroMgao. hmaaro ejaoMT ko $p maoM…Ć mauJao Afsaaosa hO ik maOM Aapkao phlao
[sa AaiKrI payadana pr¸ ifr yahaM sao maMijala pr tba baulaa pa rhI hUM¸ jaba yah maMijala KNDhr haonao kao hO. Aap Aa jayaoM tao saayad saba kuC baca jaayao. maOM hI ]sa samaya tinak baaolD hao payaI haotI
tao hmaaro baIca ka [tnaa kImatI samaya yaUM baokar na bah gayaa haota." ifr ]sanao isar Jauka ilayaa¸ " Aapkao maalaUma hO ABaI tk maOM nao…" vaa@ya AaQaa hI rh gayaa¸ baaik AaQaa inaÁSabd Qvainat haonao ko
ilayao CaoD, idyaa gayaa qaa — tPt laaOhipND saa maoro mana ko saraovar maoM. maoro Andr AjaIba saa ]baala AaOr }Ymaa sanasanaanao lagaI.
maOM nao [sa baar BarpUr inagaahaoM sao ]sao doKa— kalao kuMtlaaoM ko baIca bahtI hu[- kumaarI maaMga sao najar ]sakI AakYa-k dohyaiYT pr ifsalatI hu[- paMva ko
ibaCue tk phuMcaI. vah balaa kI sammaaohk qaI¸balaa kI ]_Iopk¸ AiBasaairka kI trh baOzI qaI maoro saamanao — svaga- kI APsara saI.
" ABaI Aap gaosTha]sa maoM jaakr ivaEaama kIijayao. kla saubah dsa bajao [saI jagah Aapkao baaoD- kao fosa krnaa hO. Gabaranai kI baat nahIM¸ saba naa^ma-la hO." ]sanao jaOsao mauJao naIMd sao jagaayaa AaOr
maOM yah saaocato hue ]z pD,a ik [tnao idnaaoM maoM hma ' tuma – tuma' sao 'Aap – Aap' hao gayao qao.
AaiKrI payadana
vaolakma vaolakmaŃ maoro svaagat maoM QvainayaaM ibaCaI hu[- qaIM. vao kula jamaa dsa qao. ]saI baOzkKanao maoM yaa ha^la maoM Aw-vaR<aakar kuisa-yaaoM pr baOzo
hue¸ paMca ek Aaor¸ paMca dUsarI Aaor. baIca kI Bavya kusaI- ir@t qaI Saayad saoz itrlaaokcandjaI ko ilayao. p`qama paMca maoM jyaaoit ko Baa[- jaIvana kI ivadoSaI p%naI qaI¸ dUsaro paMca maoM jyaaoit¸ baaik
puÉYa p`qama paMca maoM dao doSaI baakI ivadoSaI caohro qao¸ dUsaro paMca maoM p`ayaÁ saBaI doSaI. sabanao haqa imalaae¸ jyaaoit nao namaskar ikyaa AaOr mauJasao baOznao ka AnauraoQa ikyaa gayaa.
" AaOr bata[yao dIpk saahba" baatcaIt phlao paMca ko ek sadsya nao SauÉ kI¸ jaao Sa@la – saUrt sao AQaoD,vaya ka BaartIya lagata qaa¸ kuC kuC jaanaa – phcaanaa BaI¸ " ipClao idnaaoM Aapko Kasao cacao- rho
Kasakr ]sa ]pnyaasa 'vaoNau – vana' ko — naa[saŃ" Aba yaad Aayaa ik yao SafIk saahba qao¸ p`#yaat ]pnyaasakar jaao [na idnaaoM maIiDyaa maoM Cayao hue hOM¸ Saayad ABaI jaojao ko maIiDyaa e@sapT- haoM.
" jaI vaao tao AapkI ja,ra-navaaj,aI hO¸ magar vah ]pnyaasa tao caar saala puranaa hO."
vao tinak JaoMpo ifr cahkto hue ApnaI JaoMp JaaD,nao lagao¸"tao nayaa @yaa hOĆ phlao tao qaOlao rhtI qaIM AapkI caIjaoM¸ vaao — saaqa maoM maOKanaa ilayao GaUmato hOM¸ jaba ja,ra gad-na Jauka[- pI ilayaa."
dao javaana AaOrtaoM ko saamanao ]nakI baohyaa[- pr maOM kTkr rh gayaa. baad maoM lagaa maorI ekaga`ta taoD,nao kI yah ek caala hao saktI hO.
" KOr yah tao bata[yao dIpk saahba Aap ilaKto kba hOM¸ maOM tao nahIM ilaK pata."
" jaI¸ ilaKnaa tao maoro ilayao caaObaIsaoaM GaNTo kI p`iËyaa hO."
" iktnao pOsao imala jaato hOMĆ"
ifr vahI pOsaaoM vaalaI baat. vahI Ada¸ vahI tovar. eosaa lagata qaa ik yao saaro ko saaro saoz ko @laaona hOM — saoz ko ivakaraoM sao riht¸ magar saoz sao jyaada baD,o saoz. mauJao baura lagaa ¸ mauJao
baulaayaa tao gayaa qaa dUsaro maksad ko ilayao ifr baocaaro saaih%ya kao @yaaoM jauityaanao lagao yao saoz ko baccaoĆ saoz kI kusaI- ABaI BaI KalaI hI qaI¸ ijasa pr ]nakI krah yada kda ]D,kr Aa baOztI .
" jaI¸ A@sar tao kuC nahIM¸ ]laTo ilaiTla maOgaja,Insa kao hmaoM hI kBaI kBaI sapaoT- krnaa pD,ta hO."
" yaaina pOsaaoM ko ilayao nahIM ilaKtoĆ"
" ilaKnaa tao maorI Aa%maa hO¸ jaOsao AapkI Aa%maa hO Aapka ibajanaosa." maOM nao ]nhoM JaTka idyaa.
" va@t tao ja,ayaa krtI hI haogaI yah Aa%maaĆ"
"haM sar¸ magar kama ko va@t isaf- maOM kama krta hUM."
" kama yaanaI jaojao ka saolaĆ"
" jaI¸ jaI."
" jaI jaI nahIM jaojao." ]nhaoMnao ek Flaa^pI inakalaI AaOr kMPyaUTr maoM Dalakr baTna dbaa idyaa. AaMkD,o ibaClanao lagao.
" yao rho hmaaro kmpITITsa- ko Tna-Aaovar¸ AaOr baa^@sa maoM hmaaro. hmaoM [nhoM sauprsaID krnaa hO,. AaOr vah kOsao kroMgao…Ć T/oDISanala dvaaAaoM sao tao kama calaogaa nahIM. piblak BaI p`caar doKto¸
saunato – pZ,to }ba gayaI
hO. sabakI ek jaOsaI jaubaana jaOsao Aaja kI hmarI pa^laIiTkla paiT-yaaM.saba ek jaOsaI. raoga BaI vahI— vahI sadI-¸ KaMsaI¸ jaukama¸ malaoiryaa¸ blaDp`oSar¸ saugar vagaOra – vagaOra. band krao yah saba¸ [T
[ja, TU maca. sarvaa[va krnaa caahto hao tao kuC Alaga saaocaao. samaiqaMga iDfronT¸ samaiqaMga spoSala…" pta nahIM¸ vao iksa sandBa- maoM¸ inaralaa¸ naja$la¸ najaIr sao SauÉ hue AaOr rabaT- Ía^sT tk KIMca
laayao¸ " maa[lsa TU gaao ibafaor Aaya slaIp. hmaoM Aapsao ek hI iSakayat hO¸ ijatnaa sapaoT- yaa iDvaaoSana Aapkao jaojao kao donaa caaihyao qaa Aap nahIM doto. hr AadmaI ek ka^ja, ko ilayao banaa haota hO¸
mauiSkla hO vah ]sa ka^ja, kao phcaanata nahIM."
" sar¸ Apnao TargaoT kao tao pUra krta hI hUM maOM."
" ABaI Aapnao Kud svaIkar ikyaa hO ik Aap hMD/oD prsaonT ilaTrocar maoM [navaa^lva rhto hOM."
" laoikna saola BaI tao hMD/oD prsaoMT hO sar…"
" [tnaa maOqaomaOiT@sa tao ek baccaa BaI jaanata hO dIpk jaI ik hND/oD prsaoMT iksaI caIja, sao inakla jaayaogaa tao bacaogaa @yaa ]saka — j,aIraoŃ Aap kao[- maaQvaI tao hOM nahIM ik jaba caaho kao[- Aapsao
baccaa pOda krvaa lao AaOr Aap ifr BaI rhoMgao kumaarI kI kumaarI." " vao ifr baohyaa[- pr ]tr Aae qao.
" jaI."
" yah tao Aap maanaaogao hI ik Aap Aaja laa[f AaOr ilaTrocar maoM jaao BaI hao jaojao kI badaOlat hI hao." vao hMsa hMsa kr baoQa rho qao.
" Aap AsalaI mau_o pr @yaaoM nahIM AatoĆ" maOM itlaimalaa gayaa.
" QaIrja mat Kao[yao. hma yah saba Aap jaOsaI Sai#sayat sao [sailayao nahIM kh rho hOM ik hma Aapkao AnaeifiSayaMT maana rho hOM. Aap eifiSayaMT hOM¸ magar hmaara yah BaI maananaa hO ik Aap ]sa CaoTo ka^ja,
ko ilayao nahIM banao hOM. Aapka irkmaMDoSana ek baD,o ka^ja, ko ilayao Aayaa hO AaOr hma Aapkao Apnao pirvaar maoM ]sa pd pr mayaa-da ko saaqa p`itiYzt doKnaa caahto hOM — ivad TaoTla [nvaa^lvamaoMT."
maOM Avaak saa ]nhoM doKnao lagaa.
" doiKe¸ AaidvaaisayaaoM kI AaOYaiQa kI baaOiwk saMpda ka [sa samaya Aapsao baD,a jaanakar kao[- nahIM hO Apnao doSa maoM. AapkI [sa ]plaibQa ka laaBa Aapko qa`U jaojao kao imalanaa caaihyao."
"phlaI baat¸ sar¸ sarasar JaUz hO.rhI dUsarI baat tao ]sa baaOiwk saMpda pr BaI ]naka yaa doSa ka AiQakar haonaa caaihyao."
" AaoŃ svadoSaIĆ AapkI saafgaao[- AaOr naOitkta kaibala e dad hO¸ magar hujaUrŃ jara yah tao bata[yao ik vah kama krnao vaalao hma phlao hOMĆ kaOna nahIM duh rha hOĆ AmaIr Kusarao sao BaI phlao sao Aaja tk ko
gaIt saMgaIt kao kaOna nahIM yaUiTlaa[ja, ikyaa iflmaaoM naoĆ na krtIM tao @yaa Acaar Dalaa jaata ]nakaĆ eosao ijanda tao rh gayao vao. AaOr ]nako [stomaala sao kaOnasaa ramaayaNa ASauw hao gayaa. ifr yao
svadoSaI – svadoSaI @yaa hO jaIĆ Aapko yahaM svadosaI nahIM laUT rho hOM¸ Aapkao AaOr qaD- valD- kaoĆ svadosaI @yaa sacamauca svadosaI hOĆ isamaTtI dUiryaaoM vaalao [sa glaaobala ivalaoja kI hkIkt maoM
svadoSaI ek TUTta huAa imaqa hO. pirMdaoM kao kOsao raok laogao Aap¸ yahaM candna ka baIja inagalaa¸ vahaM jaakr baIT kr idyaa¸ vahaM sao pqaoinayama ilayaa¸ yahaM ]gala idyaa. kIT ptMgaaoM¸
vaa[rsa¸baO@Toiryaaja AaOr dUsaro jaIvaaoM kao raok sakaogao AapĆ,hvaaAaoM pr baMidSa lagaa daogaoĆ panaI pr phroĆ raoSanaI ko paMva maoM baoiD,yaaM…Ć"
" yao poToMT pr haya taObaa @yaa caIja, hO jaIĆ Aap BaI [tnao samaip-t banaao ik kbjaa kr laaoĆ raoka hO iksaI naoĆ ifr 'vasauQaOva kuTumbakma\' AaOr ' sabaO BaUima
gaaopala kI'— hujaUr yah QaarNaa 'svadosaI' hO yaa 'ivadoSaI'Ć Aapka Kjaanaa pD,o – pD,o saD, jaayao [sasao baohtr hO ik dUsara ]sao laokr ja$rtmaMdaoM maoM baaMT doĆ"
' Aro baap ro' maOM mana hI mana Dr gayaa. vao kalao¸ gaaoro¸capTo¸gaaola¸lambao trh trh ko mauK qao¸saba ek hI jaubaana baaola rho qao — Alaga Alaga Andaja, maoM. Ajaba maayaalaaok qaa — [sa Alaga ivaSva$p
dSa-na ka.
" Aapkao ek fina-SD baMgalaa yaa FlaOT¸ ek kar¸TolaIfaona¸ dUsarI sauivaQaaeM imalaoMgaI¸magar hmaaro Plaana pr saIiryasa hao jaaeMŃ
Apnao Ap`%yaaiSat saaOBaagya pr mauJao sahsaa yakIna nahIM Aayaa¸sahara panao ko ilayao maOM nao jyaaoit kI Aaor
doKa¸ magar vah [tnaI tTsqa qaI jaOsao vah mauJao jaanatI BaI nahIM. jaao kuC krnaa haogaa¸mauJao Akolao hI krnaa haogaa. baohtr hao saca hI kha jaayao.
" qaaoD,I dor ko ilayao maana BaI laoM ik ek Kaka hmanao tOyaar kr idyaa¸ magar haoMgaI vao jaD,I – baUiTyaaM ËUD fama- maoM.ABaI ]na pr AaOr saaoQa ikyaa jaanaa ja$rI hO."
[sa baar mauJao paMca imanaT ko ilayao baahr jaanao kao kha gayaa. maOM baahr jaakr KaMcaaoM kao doKnao lagaa. vah iganaIipga ka KaMcaa qaa Saayad. jaaonaaqana
isvaFT ko 'gauilavasa- T/Ovaola' sao inakla kr Aayaa jaIva AaOr tuma…Ć— AMdr sao iksaI nao savaala ikyaa. poStr [sako ik maOm [sa savaala ko JaMJaT maoM fMsata¸ ]naka baulaavaa Aa gayaa.
" vaolakma Agaona."]namaoM sao iksaI nao kha¸ " AapkI sabasao PyaarI caIja, @yaa hOĆ"
" matlabaĆ"
" Gabara[yao nahIM¸ yaUM hI pUC rho hOM."
" ipta jaao maar idyao gayao.maaM jaao jaIto jaI mar ga[-."
" vaola¸ Apnao maata ipta kI Sapqa laonaI pD,ogaI Aapkao."
" @yaaoMĆ"
" @yaaoMik [sako baad jaao cacaa- haogaI ]sao Aap iDsa@laaoja, nahIM kroMgao."
" AaOr Sapqa laonao ko baad BaI iDsa@laaoja, kr dUM taoĆ"
"tba tao Aap maoM rajanaota AaOr baD,o AfsaraoM ko saaro gauNa phlao sao maaOjaUd hOM." vao zhaka lagaakr hMsao. Gabara kr maOM nao ifr jyaaoit kI Aaor doKa. [sa baar ]sako haoMz ihlao¸ [na fO@T qaaoD,I saIËosaI
bartnaI pD,tI hO hmaoM p`aofoSana maoM. Aap tao jaanato hI hOM ik cand pOsaaoM ka poya jara saI saIËoT caIja, Dala kr Aaz naaO $pe maoM ibakta hO¸ vah Alaga hI caIja, ]sa kMpnaI ka Ta^p saIËoT hO. saba vahI
banaato hOM Apnao Apnao ZMga kI¸ sabakI ApnaI ApnaI saIËosaI hO¸ vahIM sao SauÉ haotI hO p`itspQaa- kI laD,a[-¸ Aaoqa [sailayao ja,$rI hO."
maOM nao saInao pr haqa rK kr Sapqa laI tao maorI AaMKaoM maoM KUna psaIja Aayaa¸sahdova tUrI ko pu~ @yaa kr rho hao tumaĆ @yaa tuma ftuho maoM qaMsao KMjar AaOr
KUna ko laala QabbaaoM kao BaUla gayaoĆ — magar vah Baavauk haonao ka samaya nahIM qaa.
" Aap ]na jaD,I baUiTyaaoM kao hmaarI kMpnaI jaojao ko qa`U ivaiSaYT ]padana ko $p maoM lao Aa[yao.]naka @yaa banaogaa¸ @yaa nahIM AlTImaoTlaI banaogaa BaI yaa nahIM yah hma saba pr CaoD, dIijayao. doKto
jaa[yao ik ]sao hma kOsao idKato hOM ik [na dvaaAaoM ko prIxaNa ivaSva kI AaQauinaktma laOba maoM hue hOM AaOr ]nhaoMnao [nhoM saiT-fa[- ikyaa hO. jaInao AaOr Baaoganao kI ilaPsaa kI maarI yah janata parMpirk
dvaaAaoM sao }ba kr hba-la yaa yaUM khoM T/a[balsa vaolqa pr laaOT rhI hO¸hma laaOTaeMgao BaI¸]sao kOSa BaI kroMgao Aapko sahyaaoga sao."
" magar maOM nao Sapqa laI hO¸saao ek baar ifr bata dUM¸Aapnao jaao qaaoD,I dor phlao kha qaa ik maOM [sa ivaYaya ka sabasao baD,a jaanakra hUM. vah JaUz hO. ek sao baZ,kr ek jaanakar laaoga hOM¸maOM tao kuC
BaI nahIM hUM ]nako saamanao. [<aa baD,a JaUz…"
" JaUz nahIM imaqa." ]nhaoMnao baat baIca maoM hI kaT laI."hma jaanato hMO ik vah saca nahIM ¸ jaOsao yah saca nahIM ik Aap sabasao baD,o saaih%yakar hOM. baT vaI ivala p`ojaonT [T laa[k dOT. saba kuC imaqa
hO. AapkI ApnaI Saaohrt ek imaqa hO¸T/a[blsa ek imaqa hO¸irsaca- eND DovalapmaonT ek imaqa hO. imaqa nahIM hO tao imaqa iËeT krao Aap AaOr Agar hOM tao ]nhoM TUTnao na dao."
" magar [na KaoKlao imaqaaoM sao @yaa haogaaĆ"
" @yaa nahIM haogaaĆ CaoTa saa e@j,aampla hO — maIiDyaa kI takt @yaa hO¸ vah caaho tao iËkoT iKlaaD,I kao eosao p`aojao@T kr saktI hO ik vah iKlaaD,I karigala yauw
maoM maaro gayao SahIdaoM sao j,yaada baD,a doSaBa@t hO¸ vaao @yaa madr TOrosaa sao BaI baD,a dyaavaana¸ Ama%ya- saona sao baD,a dosa drdI hO vaao¸ vaao Apnao Bagat isaMh¸gaaMQaI vagaOrh ko samakxa ka hIrao
hO.maIiDyaa caaho tao BaIYaNa yauw kao kaOtuk AaOr kaOtuk kao BaIYaNa yauw ko $p maoM poSa kr sakta hO. saaih%ya¸klaa¸saMskRit ka hmasao baohtr [stomaala kaOna kr sakta hO¸BaaYaa tk ka BaI — basa¸Aap jaOsaaoM
ka saaqa hmaoM imala Bar jaayao.… qaa]jaOND\sa Aa^f Aavar fOnsa maok saa[laonT irvaolyaUSansaŃ" ]nhaoMnao AaMK maTka[-¸ " isamplaI hmanao 'fOna' AaOr 'irvaaolyaUSana' ka [stomaala ikyaa¸ qaaoD,a saa iT\vasT
AaOr irja,lT doiKe — ibanaa iksaI saaor ko hmaaro hjaraoM pMKo GaUma BaI rho hOM. hmaaro hjaaraoM p`SaMsak inaÁSabd ËaMit BaI kr rho hOM." vao maayaaivanaI hMsaI hMsa rho qao jaOsao ivaSva$p dSa-navaalao $p
maoM Aigna¸ pva-t AaOr vaÉNa ko mauMh sao lahroM fUT rhI haoM.
"drAsala vaao @yaa hO dIpk jaI¸ yah jaao hkIkt AaOr sapnao ko baIca kuhro ko JaInao jaala saa JaUlata imaqa hO na vahI vah Aaojaaona kI prt hO jaao laaogaoM kao
babaa-d haonao sao bacaa laotI hO. Aba Aap hI doK lIijayao¸ yao jaao saalao baMba[yaa hIrao hOMÂ ek ek pcaIsa pcaasa kao maarkr zNDa kr dota hO.@yaaoM nahIM Baoja doto hOM [nhoM saImaa prĆ @yaaoM yao yauw
maoM jaanao kI bajaaya mahamaR%yauMjaya jaap yaa ApIla krto ifrto hOM. hkIkt @yaa hO¸ yah hma BaI jaanato hOM¸Aap BaI¸tao hmanao kha ik vahI¸yaaina hkIkt AaOr sapnao yaa Aaga`h ko baIca raola Aata hO
ilaTrocar ka BaI."
" jaI eosaa Bar tao nahIM hO."
" eosaa hI hO. Agar nahIM hO tao hma banaa laoMgao. nahIM banaaeMgao tao vah ]sa fUla kI trh kumhlaa yaa saD, jaayaoga¸jaao iksaI kI vaoNaI maoM nahIM gauMqaa. saaih%ya¸klaa¸saMskRit kI barsaaoM kI ivarasat
AaOr Aaja tk kI ]plaibQayaaoM kao eD maoM [stomaala kr hmanao ]sao marnao sao bacaa ilayaa hO. Aaja vaao ]tnaa hI safla hO¸ jaao ijatnaa baD,a imaqa iËeT kr sakta hO. hma AaOr aap imala kr yah kama kr sakto
hOM."
mauJao lagaa¸ maorI rIZ, ko naIcao kuC sarsara rha hO — @yaa pta maorI kuNDilanaI jaaga rhI qaI yaa maorI pUMC ]gaI Aa rhI qaI.
'baaolaao baIr¸icar ]nnat mama saIr' ko Andaja, maoM maOM nao isar }pr ]zayaa tao payaa ik saarI AaMKoM mauJaI pr caU rhI hOM.
" zIk hO¸mauJao maMjaUr hO¸magar maujao Aapkao SaaoQa krto rhnao kI CUT BaI doto rhnaI haogaI." maOM SahIdanaa AMdaja, maoM baaola ]za.
" Syaaor. naa] kma Aa^na. hma laaOTto hOM Apnao maona TargaoT pr — samaiqaMga spoSala¸samaiqaMga royar¸Aapkao Apnaa Sapqa yaad hO naĆ"
" jaI."
" taijandgaI yaad rho."
"jaI rhogaI."
]nako sahs~ fNa Jauk Aae qao¸maanaao [sa baar AaOr ek saaqa hI ifsaifsa rho qao¸" hmanao ek royar dvaa banaa laI hO."
maorI saarI caotnaa koind`t hao AayaI¸" vaao @yaa sarĆ"
" vaao ek laa[f saoivaMga D/ga hO¸ ihndI maoM @yaa khto hOM ]sao…Ć"
maoro idmaaga maoM phlaa #yaala saoz itrlaaok cand ka Aayaa¸" yah tao bahut hI AcCa huAa¸kma sao kma Apnao saoz jaI ko ilayao…" maOM Éka.
jaIvana kI ivadoiSanaI p%naI hMsa pD,I¸ jaOsao maOM nao kao[- maUK-ta kI baat kr dI hao¸ "yaU naao¸saoz yaa hmamaoM sao kao[- [nDIivajauAla [sa p`aojao@T maoM [tnaa [mpaoTo-nT nahIM hO ijatnaa ik hmaara
imaSana¸jaao yauw str pr cala rha hO¸yauw maoM laaoga marto – Kpto rhto hOM¸vaI vaanT iva@TrI eT enaI kaosT¸vaao @yaa khto hOM valD-…" "ivaSva ivajaya."iksaI nao pUra ikyaa.
maorI najar ]sa maihlaa pr sao ]D, kr jyaaoit ko caohro pr jaa baOzI¸magar AaScaya-¸vahaM kao[- p`itvaad na qaa. tao @yaa jyaaoit nao kla jaao kuC kha qaa
vah naaTk qaa¸ yaa [sa baIca daonaoM maoM kao[- gauPt samaJaaOta hao cauka hOĆ ]fŃ baaolaao jyaaoit¸ kuC tao baaolaaoŃ
" maorI BaUimaka @yaa haogaI [sa dvaa maoMĆ" maOM nao p`kTtÁ pUCa.
" AapkI hI tao BaUimaka hO Aba." SafIk saahba baaolao. ifr baarI baarI sao saBaI baaolanao lagao.
" Aapkao yah idKanaa hO ik yah raoga kOnsar sao BaI Ktrnaak hO."
"eD\sa sao BaI Bayaanak."
" hOpoTa[iTsa – baI sao BaI baD,a jaanalaovaa."
" iktnaa sT/ona sah sakta hO AadmaIŃ ]sasao jyaada sT/ona pOda krao Aap."
" kr dao."
" pagala banaa dao."
" ]samaoM [tnaI GabarahT Bar dao jaOsao ]sakI baila dI jaa rhI hao."
" haMka baaolakr KdoD, laaAao pUro jaMgala sao ]sakI katr caotnaa kao hmaarI [sa dvaa kI SarNa maoM¸ jahaM ek ABayadana haogaa ik Agar [sa dvaa ka inayaimat saovana ikyaa jaayao tao vah baca jaayaogaa."
" AaOr isaf- hmaIM yaaina hmaarI dvaa hI bacaa saktI hO¸ baaik kao[- nahIM."
" AmaaM gaMjao kao [tnaa ]ksaa dao ik vah kMGaI KrIdnao kao baaQya hao jaayao."
maOM }MT kI trh pgauranao lagaa. vao ek qao yaa dsa¸ yaa dsa ko ek qao yaa ek ko dsa. [sa ibaMdu pr ]namaoM kao[- duivaQaa nahIM qaI. vao naoSanala qao yaa
malTInaoSanala [saka fk- yahaM K%ma hao cauka qaa. maora mauND kTkr dSaananaaoM maoM jauD,ogaa yaa Akolao Akolao jyaaoit ko Éd`axa ko laa^koT maoM JaUlaogaa — [sa baat sao BaI kao[- fk- nahIM pD,ta. yao dao
BaoiD,yaaoM kI laD,a[- yaa sainQa qaI — Apnao – Apnao svaaqa-¸ maunaafo ko Saoyar kI.
AaOr tuma…Ć tuma BaI lar Tpkato Apnaa saara kuC Baulakr khaM calao Aae hao. Apnaa Saoyar laonao¸ bacao Kucao jaUzna ka ]icCYT caaTnaoĆ ]sa ivaSva yaa ivaYa maaihnaI kI jaaMGaaoM kI KaoKla maoM DUbanaoŃ Aba BaI
nahIM samaJa pae ik vah BaI ]sa ivaraT ivaSvadSa-na krato ivaYNau ka maaoihnaI $p hO jaao hMsa hMsa kr dovataAaoM kao AmaRt iplaa iplaakr Amar banaatI rhI AaOr tumhoM — tumhoM isaf- mauskanaŃ
yah kaOna hO jaao [sa trh maorI caotnaa pr kaoD,o barsaa rha hOĆ maOM itlaimalaa ]za.
yaad Aayaa ipta eosaI hI Aa%maaAaoM ka Aa*vaana ikyaa krto qao kBaI . Aaja bahut saaf saaf sauna rha qaa vao Aavaaja,oM…
'Aba tao AaScaya- nahIM hao rha na ik kOsao gala jaato hOM p%qar maidra kI nadI gaagargauD,I maoMŃ yao }pr sao Gaornao vaalao haoMz AaOr naIcao sao Gaornao vaalao haoMZ jyaaoit ko hOM AaOr tuma…Ć tuma caUmao
nahIM caUsao jaa rhao hao.'
maOM qar qar kaMpnao lagaa.
vahaM maoora FlaOT¸ maorI kar¸ maorI dUsarI ja$rtoM AaOr maoro vaotna pr baat cala rhI qaI. Banna – Banna krtI yao AavaajaoM bahut dUr sao AatI lagaIM. jaOsao vao ipta kI trh AbaUJa BaaYaa ko maM~ sao maora
BaUt ]tar rho qao… ]nhaoMnao ]tar idyaa.
maOM sahsaa hI duivaQaa JaTkkr baaolD hao gayaa. vao mauJao @yaa yaUiTlaa[ja, kroMgao¸ maOM ]nhoM yauiTlaa[ja, krko idKa dUMgaa. jamaanao badla gayao hOM¸ laD,a[-
ko trIko BaI badlanao haoMgaoĆ
" maaf kroMgao sar¸ maOM ja,ra…" maOM nao JaoMpto hue kha.
" kao[- baat nahIM Aap jaakr rosT lao laoM."
" nahIM¸ maOM zIk hUM Aba. haM tao vaao raoga…Ć
" dvaa hmanao banaa laI hO."]nhaoMnao inahayat hI zNDI Aavaaja, maoM kha¸ " raoga Aap bataeMgao."
" @yaaĆ"
"haM jaI¸ ]sa dvaa ka raoga Aapkao tOyaar krnaa hO¸ ]sako laxaNa¸ ]sako [fo@T\sa. Aap phlao ilaTrocar tao tOyaar krao¸ifr ek QaaMsaU naama BaI Aap do daogao. ilaTrocar ka TayaTla tao Aap doto hI hao¸ maanava
mana ko eosao icatoro ko ilayao yah baaMe haqa ka Kola hO. [j,aMTĆ"
Janna – saa bajaa maoro isar pr. mauJao lagaa tmaama doSaI AaOr ivadoSaI QaunaoM ek saaqa kk-Sa AMdaja, maoM baja ]zIM hOM¸ AaOr ]nakI Qauna pr saarI yaixaiNayaaM
SaIYaa-sana krtI naaca ]zI hOM — isar naIcao¸ pOr }pr jyaaoit¸ jyaaoit kI BaaBaI¸ SafIk saahba AaOr kalao – gaaoro¸ gaaola – capTo¸ naaTo¸ lambao¸ maaoTo – ptlao tmaama caohro maTk rho hOM. baIca baIca maoM
Kyaala gaaiyakI ko Aalaap kI trh pagala krtI saoz itrlaaok cand kI Aavaaja,. gaagargauD,I ko tmaama ga)var AaOMQao hao gayao hOM. pIz pr KuBao KMjar AaOr Kunaae daga ilayao ipta sahdova tUrI maM~ pZ, rho hOM.
mauJao imargaI Aa gayaI. Aba tk maOM ijasa maOlao ko gaaolak kao ba`*aND samaJakr sak-sa ko naT ko AMdaja, maoM Qakolata Aa rha qaa¸ sahsaa hI vah Ëma ]laT gayaa — maOlao ko ba`*aND maoro }pr qaa AaOr maOM
]sako naIcao pIz ko bala haqa paMva sao CTpTata huAa.
ipClaa pRYz
saMjaIva
Agast 15¸ 2005
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