Shaishav: Karm Ki Parakashtha by Aseem Nidhi

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SaOSavaÁ kma- kI prakaYza

iSaSau kao hma AbaaoQa maanato hOM. ijasao iksaI baat ka baaoQa na hao ikntu saca maoM eosaa nahIM hO. janma ko samaya hI iSaSau ijasa kiznata AaOr saMkT sao saamanaa krta hO vaOsaa vah pUro jaIvana maoM nahIM krta‚ yah vah samaya haota hO jaba ]sako Aist%va maoM Aanao ka p`Sna KD,a haota hO. eosao saMkT sao AiQaktyaa saBaI iSaSau inapT laoto hOM. saca tao yah hO ik ijatnaa maaM kao pID,a haotI hO p`sava ko samaya svayaM iSaSau BaI kma proSaainayaaoM sao nahIM gauja,rta. yah p`kRit kI phlaI saIK hO iSaSau kao Apnao Aist%va kI rxaaqa- jaUJanao kI.

gaBa- maoM iSaSau ApnaI naaiBa sao maaM ko sampk- maoM rhta hO‚ naaiBa sao hI ]sao p`aNavaayau AaOr paoYaNa tqaa }jaa- sao Bara r@t p`aPt haota hO. janma ko samaya naala kTto hI ]saka sampk- maaM sao CUT jaata hO. p`aNa vaayau ko ABaava maoM p`aNaaoM ka saMkT hI ]sao janma ko baad ekdma sao ja,aor sao Élaata hO AaOr vah Apnao Aist%va kao bacaanao ko ilayao ja,aor ja,aor sao raonao lagata hO AaOr raoto raoto hI saaMsa laonaa saIK jaata hO. basa yahIM sao AarMBa haota hO ]saka navajaIvana ik vah [sa baD,o saMGaYa- ko baad iSaSau Apnao Aasa pasa ko maahaOla sao baD,I toja gait sao saIKto hue‚ iËyaa AaOr p`itiËyaa ko GaoraoM maoM ivakisat hao jaato hOM. yah p`akRitk tao hO magar Ad\Baut BaI ik ijatnaa maanava Apnao SaOSava ko p`qama vaYa- maoM saIKta hO ]tnaa vah jaIvana Bar nahIM saIKta. raoga p`itraoQak xamataAaoM ka ivakasa BaI phlao dao vaYaao-M maoM savaa-iQak haota hO. [nhIM p`arMiBak ek yaa dao vaYaao-M maoM ]sako ivakasa kI eosaI AvasqaaeM AatI hOM ik vah ABaUtpUva- AnauBavaaoM ka saamanaa krta hO AaOr ]nasao inapTnaa BaI saIK jaata hO.

idna rat‚ sadI- gamaI- ka AnauBava‚ stnapana‚ BaUKo haonao pr maaMga krnaa‚ ]%saja-na kI iËyaaeM saIKnaa‚ daMt Aanaa‚ plaTnaa‚ baOznaa ifr KD,o haonaa AaOr calanaa Aaid saIKnaa‚ hMsanaa‚ KuSa haonaa‚ naaraja, haonaa Aaid eosaI AnaokaoM AvasqaaeM hOM ijanhoM vah kiznaa[-yaaoM kao Jaola Jaola kr saIK hI jaata hO. [na iËyaaAaoM ko baIca iSaSau ka tna‚ mana‚ bauiw pUNa- caotnata ko saaqa iËyaa-p`itiËyaa krto hOM‚ Balao hI hmaoM ]naka AaBaasa na hao pr iSaSau pUNa- caotnata ko saaqa pirvaoSa kao p`itQvainat kr rha haota hO. ]saka manaaomaistYk AcCI trh saiËya haota hO‚ vah bahut kuC ga`hNa krta jaata hO pirvaoSa sao. [na p`arMiBak AvasqaaAaoM ko baad Apnao pirjanaaoM AaOr AjanabaI laaogaaoM sao samvaad sqaaipt krnaa‚ Apnao CaoTo Baa[- yaa bahna ka Aanaa‚ phlaI baar Apnao manaaoBaava vya@t krnaa‚ phlaI baar Gar sao baahr inaklanaa‚ hr nayao AnauBavaaoM sao gauja,rnaa‚ pirjanaaoM kao CaoD, skUla maoM inatant Apircat laaogaaoM ko baIca kuC GaNTaoM rhnaa Aaid baatoM BaI iSaSau ko mana maoM WnW pOda krtI hOM. AaOr vah [na WnWaoM sao inatant Akolaa jaUJata hO AaOr safla BaI haota hO.

iSaSau maoM svayaM kao nayao pirvaoSa maoM Zalanao kI Ad\Baut xamata haotI hO. tBaI tao khto hOM jaIvana ka p`qama vaYa- maanava jaIvana ko kma- ka carma kala haota hO. eosaI Ad\Baut xamata vaalao iSaSauAaoM kao CaotI CaoTI AsauivaQaaAaoM sao bacaa kr rKnao kI caoYTa maoM hma ]sasao [sa xamata ko p`yaaoga ka Avasar CInato hOM AaOr ]sao kuC AaOr BaI saIKnao sao vaMicat kr doto hOM.

baala manaaoiva&ana ko dao ivaSaoYa&aoM nao nasa-rI sao phlaI kxaa ko baalakaoM ko AQyayana pr AaQaairt ek iktaba maoM baalakaoM kI manaaodSaa ka ica~Na ikyaa hO‚ ]nhaoMnao payaa ik calanaa saIKnao sao phlao ko k[- idna phlao iSaSau rataoM maoM baocaOna AaOr idna maoM icaD,icaD,a hao sakta hO. [saI p`kar Apnao Baa[- yaa bahna ko janma sao phlao BaI ]samaoM Asaurxaa kI Baavanaa Gar kr jaatI hO ijasasao vah caup saa haokr Apnao Aap maoM Kao jaata hO AaOr rat kao ibastr BaI gaIlaa kr sakta hO. eosaa hI skUla jaanao ko p`arMiBak idnaaoM maoM hao sakta hO.

jaIvana ko AarMiBak kala maoM hI hma bahut saI ivakT pirisqaityaaoM sao jaUJa laoto hOM jaao ik jaIvana maoM ifr kBaI nahIM AatI yaa AatI hOM tba tk hma KUba xamata ivakisat kr cauko haoto hOM. AjanabaI BaaYaa baaolanao vaalao laaogaaoM ko baIca haonaa‚ Akolao CUT jaanaa yaa inaja-na maoM Akolao BaTk jaanaa‚ iksaI AjanabaI ko saaqa ivavaah ko baad nayaa jaIvana AarMBa krnaa‚ naaOkrI na laganaa jaOsaI GaTnaaeM BaI SaOSavakala kI ]na ivakT pirisqaityaaoM sao sarla hI haotI hOM.

baat ko maUla maoM basa yahI hO ik jaIvana ka AarMBa hI hma raokr p`aNavaayau kao laonao ko carmakma- kI ivakT pirisqait sao krto hOM‚ jabaik phlaI saaMsa pr sampUNa- jaIvana iTka haota hO‚ [sako baad tao kBaI eosaI pirisqait AatI hI nahIM. janmaaoprant tao eosao duYkr kma- saM#yaa kma haotI jaatI hO &ana AaOr xamata baZ,tI jaatI hO.yahI Ëma calata hO AaOr &ana AaOr saaQana baZ,to hOM kma- GaTta jaata hO AaOr hma &ana AaOr AnauBava ko carma pr phuMca kr kma-hIna haokr inaScaoYT yaaina maRt hao jaato hOM. AtÁ iSaSau AbaaoQa nahIM haoto. ]nhoM jaIvana maoM kma- kI Ainavaaya-ta ka &ana haota hO‚ Aist%va ko saMGaYa- sao vah janma laonao ko saaqa hI vaaikf hao jaato hOM.

palana paoYaNa sambaMQaI hr pustk yahI khtI hO ik maata ipta kao iSaSau kI p`itiËyaa pr SaaMt rh kr QaOya-pUva-k inapTnaa caaihyao. Aap baalak ka svaBaava badla nahIM sakto. jaba Aap jabarna eosaa krnaa caahto hOM tao Aap ]sao yah jatato hOM ik Aap ]sao psaMd nahIM krto. baalak ko ivakasa ko ilayao ]sako maata ipta maoM saMyama haonaa caaihyao ikntu Afsaaosa kI baat ik yauvaavasqaa maoM iksaI ko pasa jyaada samaya AaOr saMyama nahIM haota hO. tBaI tao Baart maoM phlao saMyau@t pirvaar kI p`qaa qaI AaOr baccao dada–dadI‚ naanaa–naanaI ko saayao maoM plato qao AaOr vaRwaoM maoM saMyama AaOr samaya daonaaoM ka ja,ra BaI ABaava nahIM haota. na[- AaOr puranaI pIZ,I ko [sa mamatamaya saaqa AaOr pUNa- svasqa vyavasqaa ko ilayao saMyau@t pirvaar sao AadSa- vyavasqaa @yaa hao saktI qaI ik baD,o baUZ,o BaI ApnaI BaUimaka maoM p`sannaica<a rhto AaOr baalakaoM kao ]naka mamatamaya‚ saMskarpUNa- saaqa imalata qaa. yah daonaaoM ko iht kI vyavasqaa hO‚ [sao Aaja BaI maanyata imalanaI caaihyao.

– AsaIma inaiQa
idsambar 2‚ 2001

AiBaBaavak AaOr ikSaaoravsqaa – AsaIma inaiQa
Asaurxaa puÉYaaoM maoM BaI – saImaa isanha
Aap samaJato hOM navajaat kI BaaYaa – AsaIma inaiQa
Aapko pit kOsao ipta hOMÆ – AsaIma inaiQa
AaohÑ Aap kuC nahIM krtI isaf- gaRhNaI hOMÑ – rajaI taomar
knyaa Ba`UNa ko p`it ËUr rvaOyao maoM kaOna ijammaodarÆ – sauQaa ranaI
kamakajaI maihlaaeM banaama gaRhiNayaaM – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
dao baoiTyaaM – ek sauKd AnauBava – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
pit p%naI ko baIca samvaadhInata kI isqait – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
baccao AaOr maaÐ ko baIca ko snaoh kao p`gaaZ, krta hO stnapana – sauQaa ranaI
baccao ko inamaa-Na maoM pairvaairk vaatavarNa ka p`Baava – sauQaa ranaI
baccao JaUz @yaaoM baaolato hOMÆ – sauQaa ranaI
baccaaoM ko CaoTo CaoTo Baya – AsaIma inaiQa
baccaaoM maoM ekaga`ta kOsao jaagaRt kroM – sauQaa ranaI
maoro AnauBava – AnaIta jaaoSaI
SaOSava: kma- kI prakaYza – AsaIma inaiQa