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mau#ya pRYz 
khanaI  
kivata na[- 
  kivata saUcaI 
kaya-Saalaa 
kOSaaoya-  
ica~–laoK 
dRiYTkaoNa 
naR%ya  
inabanQa  
dosa–prdosa 
pirvaar 
baccaaoM kI duinayaa  
Bai@t–kala Qama- 
rsaao[-  
laoKk 
vyai>%va  
vyaMgya  
ivaivaQaa  
saMsmarNa 
saRjana 
saaih%ya kaoYa 
 

 

 

maihlaa idvasa pr ivaSaoYa 
laD,kI haonaa

bahut phlao ApnaI ikSaaoravasqaa maoM khIM yao kivata pZ, kr ]tar laI qaI. tba DrI qaI ik laD,kI qaI‚ Aaja BaI DrtI hUĐ‚ dao laD,ikyaaoM kI maaĐ hUĐ. tba yao kivata kuC samaJaI qaI kuC nahIM‚ Aaja yao pUrI samaJa maoM AatI hO‚ [sako sahI saMdBaao-M maoM – 

laD,kI
vah nahIM jaanatI ]saka haonaa
[tnaa duYkr haogaa
vah nahIM jaanatI
vah AadmaI kba ]sako SarIr maoM jaa iCpa
jaao inarntr ]sao Apmaainat va prast kr rha hO
]saka ]%saah
inaiScat taktvar hO
vah jaanatI hO
]sakI AaËamak maud`a maoM 
kaOnasaa Dr dubak gayaa hO
jaao ]sao Andr tk KalaI kr rha hO
baar–baar ]saka ivaSvaasa
jaInao ko maaoh ko baahr 
]sao vyaakula banaata hO
]saka Ant-mana
saaf–saaf idK rho samaya ko BaItr
idlacasp JaUz maoM laqapqa haokr
jaao bana rha hO‚ vah iktnaa Bayaavah haogaa
]sakI klpnaa maoM p`sanna ica~aoM ko rMga
iksa kdr syaah hao cauko hOM
vah nahIM jaanatI.
vah nahIM jaanatI
Apnao ivaÉw Apnao kao tOyaar krnaa
iktnaa duÁK Bara saahsa hO.

AaOr ABaI kuC idna phlao tsalaImaa nasarIna kI kivata pZ,I –

tuma laD,kI hao‚
yah AcCI trh yaad rKnaa‚
tuma jaba Gar kI caaOKT laaMGaaogaI‚
laaoga tumhoM ToZ,I–maoZ,I naja,raoM sao doKoMgao.
tuma jaba galaI sao haokr gaujaraogaI‚
laaoga tumhara pICa kroMgao‚
saITI bajaaeMgaoŃ
tuma jaba galaI par krko 
mau#ya saD,k tk phuĐcaaogaI‚
laaoga tumhoM cair~hIna kh kr
gaailayaaĐ doMgao.
tuma vyaqa- haoAaogaI‚ Agar pICo laaOTaogaI
varnaa‚ jaOsao jaa rhI hao jaaAaoŃ

]fŃ kuC BaI tao Alaga nahIM‚ vahI jaGanya AnauBaUityaaĐ laD,kI haonao kI caaho kao[- doSa hao‚ kao[- BaI Qama-. caaOKT na BaI laaMGao tao @yaa GarŃ saurixat hOŃ gaaĐva sao inakla Aanao AaOr baahr jaakr pZ,nao vaalaI yauvaityaaĐ Asaurixat hOM tao @yaa gaaĐva maoM pdao-M maoM rhnao vaalaI is~yaaĐ saurixat hOMĆ 

p`taD,naaeM‚ yaaOna ihMsaa‚ maanaisak dbaava‚ saba kuC tao vahI hO‚ haĐ badlaa basa [tnaa hO ik BaĐvarI dovaI kI trh nyaaya idlaanao maoM saup`Ima kaoT- tk Axama hao jaae‚ magar Aba Kula kr saamanao Aato hOM yao ikssao. AaMkD,o nahIM baZ,to‚ baZ,tI hOM vaao Aat- pukaroM‚ GaT ga[- hO Anyaaya sahnao kI galat iksma kI xamata‚ Aba vah caIK pD,I hO varnaa AarMBa sao hI [sa Qama- AaOr puÉYa p`Qaana samaaja nao ]sao yahI kha ik ''sahaoŃ magar ]f mat krnaa‚ [jjat AaOr Qama- tumhara jaaegaa‚ hmaara @yaa‚ hma puÉYa hOMŃ''

Qama-Ń vah kba s~I ko saaqa rhaĆ caaho vaodaoM sao laokr saMivaQaana tk maoM maihlaaAaoM kI samaanata AaOr pUjanaIyata pr pnnaaoM pr pnnao rMgao jaaeM laoikna vyavahar maoM ivaraoQaaBaasa hI idKta rha hO.

iktnaI Kodjanak baat hO ik Baart maoM gaaoh%yaa pr [tnaa Saaor maca jaata hO‚ maMidr–maisjad kao laokr dMgao hao jaato hOM‚ vahIM knyaa Ba`UNaaoM kI h%yaa pr kao[- caUĐ tk nahIM krta. ek naisa-Mga haoma maoM ek ga`amaINa dmpi<a kao bargalaatI ek maihlaa icaik%sak kao maOMnao svayaM doKa hO. [sa pr kao[- p`itbanQa nahIM‚ kao[- gaMBaIr kanaUna nahIM‚ [sao lagaatar naja,r Andaja, ikyaa jaa rha hO‚ kao[- BaI Qama-‚ inamna hao yaa ]cca‚ maQyama vaga- [sa kukR%ya maoM saba barabar sao SarIk hOM. ]<araiQakar ko kanaUna BaI baoTo AaOr baoTI ko baIca fk- krto hOM. dhoja p`qaa pr sarkar Aba tk kao[- raok nahIM lagaa sakI hO‚ [tnaI jaagaÉkta‚ [tnao Saaor‚ Asama-qa sao kanaUnaaoM ko baad BaI Aaiqa-k samasyaaAaoM ko calato laD,kI baaoJa hO. AaOr yah khnaa galat nahIM ik Qama-‚ rIit irvaaja,aoM kI kuC galat baoiD,yaaoM‚ pu$YaaoM ko saaqa–saaqa bahut hd tk svayaM s~I BaI ApnaI AaOr Anya is~yaaoM kI dud-Saa kI ij,ammaodar hO. maaĐ hO tao kro ivaraoQa knyaa Ba`UNa kI h%yaa ka‚ baoTI hO tao dhoja p`qaa ka saaqa na do. kro ivaraoQa SaarIirk SaaoYaNa ka‚ ]z KD,I hao balaa%kar ko iKlaaf.

hmaaro saMivaQaana maoM saaf–saaf ilaKa gayaa hO ik ilaMga ko AaQaar pr iksaI ko saaqa BaodBaava na haogaa‚ mataiQakar kI BaI pUNa- svatn~ta hO‚ [sako baavajaUd maihlaa ]poixat hO‚ caaho vah svaasqya saovaaeM haoM yaa saaxarta ka maamalaa. sarkar BaI @yaa kro‚ ]sako naama pr imalaI sauivaQaa jaba ]sa tk hI na phuĐcaoŃ 

baoSak Aaja,adI ko baad kuC p`gaitSaIla maihlaaAaoM nao ApnaI svatn~ta kao ]pBaaoga kr pu$YaaoM kI [sa duinayaa maoM ApnaI jagah banaa[-‚ ikntu saamaanya s~I ApnaI iJaJak kI gazrI maoM hI baĐQaI rhI. QaIro–QaIro s~I nao p`gait kI rah TTaolaI AaOr Aagao baZ,I AaOr iSaxaa kao maaQyama banaa kr Anaok xao~aoM maoM Apnao spYT hstaxar ikyao. gaRhNaI ko $p maoM BaI iSaixat maaĐ bana kr pirvaar kao sahI idSaa dI AaOr Aagao kI ApnaI pIZ,I kao jaaga$kta kI maSaala qamaa[-. [samaoM daoraya nahIM ik Apnao AiQakar ko p`it Aaja hr vaga- kI s~I sacaot hu[- hO laoikna [saka ek AMQakarmaya Aayaama yah BaI hO ik [sako evaja maoM k[- baar ]sao k[- trh ko maanaisak–SaarIirk A%yaacaaraoM sao BaI jaUJanaa haota hO.

s~I ko svaivakasa ko saaqa jauD,a hO pirvaar‚ samaaja‚ doSa ka ivakasa. s~I ko saaqa A%yaacaar duKd hO‚ ]sako AaOr ]sako pirvaar ko ilayao‚ samaaja ko ilayao‚ doSa ko ilayao. ek s~I ko saaqa A%yaacaar AnaokaoM Aagao baZ,tI maihlaaAaoM ko kdmaaoM kao laaOTa laata hO AaOr ivakasa kI EaRMKlaa maoM k[- kiD,yaaĐ TUT jaatI hOM. pu$Ya‚ samaaja AaOr Qama-‚ sarkar kao Apnaa najairyaa badlanaa haogaa ik vah s~I kao ivakisat haonao ka Avasar do ibanaa iksaI Baya ko.  

manaIYaa kulaEaoYz 
maaca- 4‚ 2001 

s~I ivaSaoYaaMk maaca- 10 

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