saar saar kao gaih ilayao qaaoqaa doya ]D,aya

Aaja baat krto – krto ApnaI ek iËiScayana daost sao maorI bahsa hao gayaI. ]saka khnaa qaa‚ ek samar – kOmp maoM vah Apnao baoTo kao Baojanaa caahtI qaI‚ vaOsao bahut AcCa qaa samarkOmp maoM saba kuC… bahut kuC isaKayaa gayaa baccaaoM kao pr vahaM ]sanao Apnao baoTo kao mahja ek hI vajah saoo nahIM Baojaa @yaaoMik vahaM ' gaIta – vaIta ' BaI pZ,a rho qao. kuC ivavaokanand sao irlaoToD qaa.

maOM nao kha – " taoÑ iktnao ka^nvaonT\sa hOM jaao raoja, ihndU baccaaoM kao iËiScayana p`oyasa- krato hOM‚ bailk ka^nvaonT\sa ko Alaavaa piblak skUla‚ galaI galaI Kulao AMga`ojaI maaQyama ko skUla BaI [-Svar kI jagah 'gaa^D' hI isaKato hOM. AaOr rhI baat gaIta kI‚ tao mauJao kao[- BaI Qama-ga`nqa pZ,nao maoM kao[- Aapi<a nahIM rhI bailk maOM nao SaaOk sao baa[ibala kI khainayaaM pZ,I hOM. yahaM tk kI kurana kI BaI."
" nahIM nahIM‚ Aaya DaonT baIlaIva [na yaa^r iflaa^safI…maora baccaa phlao Apnao rIlaIjana maoM tao qaa^rao hao jaayaoM.baD,o haokr baat Alaga hO‚ jaba Aap Apnao rIlaIjana maoM qaa^rao hao tao ifr iksaI BaI Qama- kI iktaba pZ,ao Aap pr Asar nahIM haota ]sa Qama- ka‚ laa[k vana Aa^f maaya ihndU ÍoND… SaI TaolD maI… jaba BaI ]sao kao[- p`a^blama hu[- ]sako mana maoM jaIsasa ko ilayao p`oyasa- inaklatI qaIM‚ bacapna sao kanvaonT maoM pZ,nao kI vajah sao."
" yah ]sakI ApnaI saaoca haogaI‚ varnaa maoro BaI baccao skUla maoM ' Aao jaIsasa'… krto hOM‚ Gar Aakr naanaI ko saaqa ' Aaoma jaya jagadISa hro ' gaato hOM … AartI laoto hOM…. hmasao khIM j,yaada hmaaro baccao ]dar hOM."

]sanao kha ‚ " kuC BaI hao bacapna maoM maOM Apnao iËScaOinaTI ko Alaavaa Apnao baccaaoM kao kao[- AaOr Qama- nahIM pZ,nao donaa caahtI. fa^r maI maaya rIlaIjana [ja, baosT fa^r maI. maorI madr tao hmaoM ibandI BaI nahIM lagaanao dotI qaI. SaI vaaja, maaor isT/@T dOna maI Ñ "
maOM nao kha‚ " [samaoM kuC Kasa baat nahIM hrok ko ilayao ]saka Qama- sava-EaoYz haota hO. mauJao BaI gava- hO ik maOM ihndU hUM. pr maOM hr Qama- kI AcCI caIjaaoM maoM yakIna krtI hUÐ na hI Qama- kao laokr maOM Aa^foinsava rvaOyaa nahIM rKtI ik tumharo yahaM kI pUjaa ko baad ka Kanaa na Ka}M."
tba ]sanao dlaIla dI‚ " Aaya ema Aa^lsaao naa^T Aafoinsava baT Aaya ema vaOrI maca iDvaaoToD TU maaya irlaIjana… maOM tao iksaI kImat pr Apnaa Qama- na badlaUM."
" maOM BaI kBaI nahIM‚ bacapna sao ijasa Qama- maoM saMskairt hue vahI Apnaa Qama-…
]sanao baat kaT kr kha… " hmaaro Qama- maoM pOsao ka kao[- kama nahIM. garIba hao yaa AmaIr sabakI trf sao ÍI p`oyar haota hO caca- maoM. tumharo yahaM pUjaa krvaanao ko ilayao BaI pNDa PaujaarI laaoga pOsao maaMgato hOM. maMidr maoM jaanao kI fIsa lagatI hO."
" vaao Alaga baat hO… vah BaI kuC vaga- –ivaSaoYa ko laaogaaoM ko svaaqa- kI vajah sao Qama- ka vyavasaayaIkrNa huAa hO. varnaa ihndU Qama- maoM tao svayaM mana sao kI ga[- pUjaa maMidr ko drvaajao sao hI svaIkar hao jaatI hO."
" hmaaro Qama- maoM AmaIr – garIba saba barabar hOM‚ kao[- dilat nahIM‚ kao[- ]Mcao jaatvaalaa nahIM. tumharo Qama- ko laaogaaoM nao Apnao laaogaaoM kao BaI naIcaI jaait ko laaoga kh kr CaoD, rKa hO…tBaI tao tumharo garIba ihndU [-saa[- Qama- Apnaa laoto hOM."
" pOsaaoM AaOr sauivaQaaAaoM ko laalaca maoM…."
" yah tumharI galatI hO ik ApnaI jaait ko laaogaaoM ka #yaala nahIM rK pato. jaao ik imaSanarI krto hOM. ivaSva ihndu pirYad yaa saMGa ko laaoga iktnaI JaaoMpD,piT\TyaaoM maoM jaakr saovaa krto hOMÆ ihnduAaoM ko iktnao skUla hOM jaao ÍI ejaUkoSana doto hOMÆ AaOr imaSanarI ha^ispTla…Ñ klak<aa maoM madr TOrosaa ko imaSanarI garIba laaogaaoM kI saovaa krto hOM."
yahaM maOM caup qaI‚ @yaaoMik ]saka tk- sahI qaa.

vah khtI rhI‚ " eND lauk eT d Dak-r saa[D… vaao fadr ga`ahma sTonsa nao ApnaI fOimalaI ko saaqa dilataoM kI saovaa maoM ApnaI pUrI laa[f lagaa dI ]sao ihnduAaoM nao @yaa idyaa … ]sao ]sako baccaaoM ko saaqa jalaa idyaa. saa]qa maoM nansa ko saaqa rop huAa.… "

yahaM BaI maOM Saima-nda qaI‚ maOM nao kha BaI‚ "Apnao ]na AiSaixat‚ rajanaOitk ihtaoM maoM bargalaayao‚ ihMsak ihndU Baa[yaaoM pr bailk maOM @yaa pUra doSa Saima-nda qaa ]napr… ijanhaoMnao yah kukR%ya ikyao. pr ihMsak jaanavaraoM ka jaba ivavaok hI nahIM haota tao Qama- tao baad kI caIja, hO. ApraiQayaaoM ka kao[- ivavaok‚ kao[- Qama- nahIM haota."

" yaU naao janarlaI Aaya DaonT Ta^k Aa^na saca saonsaiTva [SyaUja,‚ maaya hsabaonD Aalavaoja, sTa^Psa maI… eosaI baat pr laaoga hmaoSaa Aa^fonD krto hOM ik tumharo imaSanarIja, hmaaro laaogaaoM ka Qama- pirvat-na krto hOM‚ [sailayao ga`ahma sTonsa AaOr nansa vaalao kosaoja, hue."
"naa Ñ maOM ]na laaogaaoM maoM sao nahIM hUM‚ ik ]na ApraQaaoM kao kao[- jaisTifkoSana dUM‚ vaao galat qao hr trh sao. laoikna iksaI ek vyai@t kI vajah sao pUra Qama- galat nahIM hao jaata.rhI Qama- Apnaanao  kI baat jaao Qama- Aapko Apnao Andr sao svaIkRt hao vahI Aapka Qama-.[samaoM kao[- BaI Aapkao ivavaSa nahIM kr sakta. AapkI majaI-, Aap jaao Qama- Apnaanaa caahoM. ]samaoM pOsaaoM sauivaQaaAaoM ka laalaca nahIM haonaa caaihyao."
" naao naao manaIYaa‚ vaI iËiScayansa Aar maaor h\yaUmanToiryansa… vaI kanT ikla enaI baDI fa^r rIlaIjana saok… hma tao maanava kI saovaa krto hOM… kBaI iksaI iËiScayana nao iksaI Aaor Qama- ko laaogaaoM kao pUjaa krto hue nahIM maara haogaa. baT ihndUja, … do Aar kT\Tsa- … iËiScayana kanT ikla enaI baDI."
" yahaM mauJao Aa^bajao@Sana hOÑ mauJao basa ek baat ka ]<ar do do… @yaa ]na doSaaoM maoM eosao Ëa[ma nahIM haoto jaao iËiScayana bahulya hOMÆ baOsaaKI kI pUjaa ko va@t jailayaaMvaalaa baaga maoM ijasa janarla Dayar nao hj,aaraoM laaogaaoM kao maara @yaa vah iËiScayana nahIM qaaÆ  saukrat kao ja,hr iplaanao vaalao kaOna qaoÆ AaOr gaOilailayaao… "
Aba caup rhnao kI ]sakI baarI qaI. tba maOM nao kha —

" doK yaar… hr Qama- maoM kuC kT\TrpMqaI haoto hOM‚ kuC ApraQaI haoto hOM… jaao Qama- kao rajanaOitk ihtaoM ko ilayao KUna sao rMganaa caahto hOM. laoikna ]na mauT\zIBar AcCo maanavaIyata ko pujaairyaaoM ko saharo kI vajah sao hI kao[- Qama- calata hO…. doKnao vaalaI AaMK caaihyao‚ hr Qama- maoM AcCa[yaaM BaI AaOr baura[yaaM BaI idK jaatI hOM. hr Qama- ka ek ]_oSya hO…maanavaIyata kI Baavanaa kao baZ,anaa hO."

" PlaIja, DaonT maa[nD‚ [T vaaja, jasT fa^r iDskSana saok Ñ" vah baat K%ma krnaa caahtI qaI.
" mauJao pta hO‚ maOM kBaI Qama- kao laokr Aa^foinsava nahIM haotI. vah maora inajaI masalaa hO. pr maOM Apnao baccaaoM kao ja,$r ]darvaadI banaanaa caahUMgaI…]nhoM p`oirt kÉMgaI ik hr Qama- kI iktabaoM pZ,ao… AaOr ' saar saar kao gaih ilayao qaaoqaa doya ]D,aya ' kI saIK mana maoM rKao."
" maInsaÆ"
" maInsa … hr Qama- maoM jaao sahI AaOr saca hO ]sao Apnaa laao‚ jaao zIk na lagao ]sao CaoD, dao‚ jaOsao ik saUp haota hO‚ Anna ko saaf danao rK laota hO‚ kcara – kcara ]D,a dota hO."

baat tao vahIM K%ma hao gayaI. daostI BaI ]saI AMtrMgata sao vahIM kayama rhI. pr mana ivakla rha @yaa hma yao CaoTI CaoTI galatfhimayaaoM kI‚ dUsaro Qama- kao hIna samaJanao kI‚ kT\Trvaaidta kI draroM Bar sakoMgaoÆ  AaOr [na draraoM kao paT kr @yaa hma Apnao baccaaoM kao ek nayaI ]darvaadI saMskRit do payaoMgaoÆ

– manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
 jaulaa[- 8‚2003

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