s~I ]poixata Á p`Baa Kotana³ d saOkoND saO@sa ka ihndI $pantr´ kI cacaa- Aaja saRjana maoM‚ Antra-YT/Iya maihlaa idvasa ko ]plaxya maoM

s~I pOda nahIM haotI ]sao banaa idyaa jaata hO — saImaaona d baao]vaar

hmaoM baD,I ]darta sao saamaanya s~I AaOr ]sako pirvaoSa ko baaro maoM saaocanaa haogaa. saImaaona nao ]nhIM ko ilayao [sa pustk maoM ilaKa hO AaOr ]nhIM sao ]naka samvaad hO‚ ivaiSaYTaoM yaa ApvaadaoM sao nahIM.
                                   — p`Baa Kotana

maihlaa idvasa manaanao ka k[- AaQauinak‚ s~IvaadI‚ svayaMisawa maihlaaeM ivaraoQa krtI hOM. vao yah maanatI hOM‚ ik vao svayaM kao maihlaa haonao ko naato iksaI Alaga inamna EaoNaI maoM nahIM rKnaa caahtIM. vao ek svatn~ naagairk hOM‚ puÉYa ko knQao sao knQaa imalaa kr calatI hu[-M. eosao maoM maihlaa haonao ko ]%sava kao manaanao kI @yaa AavaSyaktaÆ ]naka haonaa ek SaaSvat sa%ya hOM‚ vaOsao hI jaOsao puÉYa ka haonaa. ek hd tk yah baat saca hao saktI hO.

ikntu yahaM AaOrt haonaa inamnatr haonaa nahIM hO‚ ivaiSaYT haonaa hO. AaOrt Apnao Aap maoM ek sampUNa- ]%sava hO. vah ]%savaaoM kI jananaI hO. ]sako haonao sao rIityaaM hOM‚ prmprayaoM hOM‚ ]%sava hOM‚ samaaraoh hOM bailk yah sampUNa- maanavata hO. tao [sa sampUNa- maanavata kI jananaI ko ilayao ' maihlaa idvasa ' ka manaayaa jaanaa khIM sao BaI mah%vahIna nahIM hO.

maihlaa idvasa pr hma maihlaaAaoM kI mahanatma\ ]plaibQayaaoM kao yaad krto hOM‚ Apnao svatn~ Aist%va kao mahsaUsa krto hOM.
ivaiSaYT maihlaaAaoM kao smarNa krto hOM tqaa sammaainat krto hOM. svayaM ko AaOrt haonao pr gava- krto hOM. pr yahIM mahja hma pZ,I – ilaKI AaQauinak maihlaaAaoM kI saaqa-kta pUNa- nahIM haotI. hma ga`amaINa maihlaaAaoM‚ garIbaI roKa sao naIcao ipsa rhI maihlaaAaoM‚ prmpraAaoM ko GaUMGaT maoM Aaja [@kIsavaIM sadI maoM GauT rhI pZ,IilaKI‚ AQapZ,I‚ AnapZ, maihlaaAaoM kao BaUla jaato hOM AaOr ek CaoTa saa JauND banaa kr maihlaa idvasa manaa kr svayaM kao Aaja,ad mahsaUsa krto hOM.

maanaa maihlaa idvasa s~I ko dlana kao‚ ipCD,o AtIt kao‚ mausaIbataoM AaOr ipCD,opna kao yaad krnao ko ilayao nahIM banaa. pr @yaa hma nao~hIna hOM‚ Apnao maihlaa haonao ko ]%sava kao manaato hue hma saD,k ek iknaaro pr caUlha jalaae idna Bar kI qakI maaMdI majadUirnaaoM kao @yaaoM BaUla jaato hOMÆ @yaa hma maihlaaeM imala kr Anya maihlaaAaoM kao }pr ]zanao ka baID,a nahIM ]za saktIMÆ
maanaa bahut saI maihlaaeM‚ saMsqaaeM [sa idSaa maoM inarntr p`yaasart hOM. pr ABaI p`yaasaaoM maoM AaOr ja,aor laanao kI AavaSyakta baaik hO. hma sampUNa- maihlaa vaga- kao saaqa-k‚ svatn~‚ ivakisat mahsaUsa krvaa sakoM ]saI maoM hmaaro maihlaa haonao kI AaOr Antra-YT/Iya
maihlaa idvasa manaanoa kI saaqa-kta hO.

yahaM [saI sandBa- maoM maOM ihndInaosT ko pazkaoM ko ilayao p`stut kr rhI hUÐ Da^º p`Baa Kotana kI pustk s~I ]poixata³ d saOkoND saO@sa ka ihndI $pantr´ kI BaUimaka maoM 1949 maoM ilaKI ga[- ' d saOkoND sao@sa ' ko sandBa- maoM ]nako BaartIya is~yaaoM kao laokr ilaKo gayao ivacaar‚ jaao ik 1989 maoM ilaKo gayao AaOr Aaja BaI ]tnao hI p`saMigak hOM. Aaja BaI ga`amaINa va dilat s~I tqaa garIbaI kI roKa sao naIcao kI s~I kI isqait vahI hO‚ yahaM tk ik parmpirk magar pZ,oilaKo BaartIya maQyama vaga- maoM knyaa Ba`UNa h%yaa ka isalaisalaa s~I haonao kI ~asadI kao baKUbaI p`itibaimbat krta hO. yahaM s~I ]poixata maoM p`stut ivacaar s~I ka svayaM s~I ko p`it puÉYa kI sahApraQaI haonaa Aaja ko sandBa- maoM BaI Kra ]trta hO.

p`stut hOM s~I ]poixata kI BaUimaka ko AMSa                                   

" [sa pustk ka Anauvaad krnao ko daOrana kBaI – kBaI mana maoM ek baat ]ztI rhI hO. @yaa [sakI ja,$rt hOÆ Saayad iksaI kI Qaraohr maoro pasa hO‚ jaao mauJao laaOTanaI hO. yah iktaba jahaM tk bana pD,a maOM nao sarla AaOr saubaaoQa banaanao kI kaoiSaSa kI. maorI caah basa [tnaI hO ik yah AiQak sao AiQak haqaaoM maoM phuMcao. [sakI hr pMi@t maoM mauJao Apnao Aasa – pasa ko na jaanao iktnao caohro JaaMkto naja,r Aae. maUk AaOr AaMsaU Baro. yaid kao[- [sasao p`orNaa pa sako‚ AaOrt kI inayait kao harra[- sao samaJa sako‚ tao maOM ApnaI maohnat baokar nahIM samaJaUMgaI. haMlaaik jaao [sao pZ,ogaa‚ vah Akolao pZ,ogaa‚ laoikna vah sabakI khanaI haogaI. haЂ [saka Baavanaa%mak p`Baava Alaga – Alaga haogaa."

" Aaja yaid kao[- saImaaona kao pZ,o‚ tao kao[- Kasa caaOMkanao vaalaI baat nahIM BaI laga saktI hO. Aaja s~I ko ivaiBanna pxaaoM pr bahut kuC ilaKa jaa rha hO‚ laoikna maOM yah saaocatI hUÐ ik yah pustk hmaaro doSa maoM Aaja BaI bahsa ka maud\da hao saktI hO. hma BaartIya k[- thaoM maoM jaIto hOM. yaid hma mana kI salavaTaoM kao samaJato hOM‚ tao ja,$r yah svaIkaroMgao ik AaOrt ka maanavaIya $p sahaodra khI jaanao ko baavaja,Ud svaIkRt nahIM hO. hmaaro doSa maoM AaOrt yaid pZ,I – ilaKI hO AaOr kama krtI hO‚ tao ]sasao samaaja AaOr pirvaar kI ]mmaIdoM AiQak haotI hOM. laaoga caahto hOM ik vah saarI BaUimakaAaoM kao ibanaa iksaI isakayat ko inaBaae. vah kmaa kr BaI laae AaOr Gar maoM Akolao Kanaa BaI banaae‚ baUZ,o saasa – sasaur kI saovaa BaI kro AaOr baccaaoM ka Barna – paoYaNa BaI. pD,aosana Agar fUhD, hO tao ]sasao fUhD, ivaYayaaoM pr hI baatoM kro‚ vah pit ko D/a[-Mga$ma kI SaaoBaa BaI banao AaOr plaMga kI maKmalaI ibaCavana BaI. caUMik vah pZ,I – ilaKI hO‚ [sailayao toja – tra-r samaJaI jaatI hO‚ saIQaI tao maanaI hI nahIM jaa saktI. spYTvaaidta ]saka gaunaah maanaa jaata hO. vah Gar inaBaanao kI saaocao‚ Gar ibagaaD,nao kI nahIM. saba kuC tao ]saI pr inaBa-r krta hOÆ samaaja nao [tnaI svatn~ta dI‚ pirvaar nao ]sao kama krnao kI [jaaja,t dI hO‚ yahI @yaa kma rhmaidlaI hOÑ ifr iSakayat @yaaÆ"

" yah pustk na manau saMihta hO AaOr na gaIta na ramaayaNa. ihndI maoM [sa pustk kao p`stut krnao ka maora ]d\doSya isaf- yah hO ik ivaiBanna BaUimakaAaoM maoM jaUJatI hu[-‚ nagaraoM – mahanagaraoM kI is~yaaM [sao pZ,oM AaOr ApnaI p`itiËyaa mauJao ilaK kr BaojaoM. yah saca hO ik s~I ko baaro maoM [tnaa p`amaaiNak ivaSlaoYaNa ek s~I hI do saktI hO. bahuQaa kao[- paizka jaba Apnao baaro maoM puÉYa ko ivacaar AaOr BaavanaaeM pZ,tI hO‚ tba ]sao laoKk kI naIyat pr khIM saMdoh nahIM haota. ' Annaa kOroinanaa pZ,to hue yaa Sart cand` ka 'SaoYa p`Sna' pZ,to hue hma ibalakula BaUla jaato hOM ik [sa s~I – cair~ kao puÉYa gaZ, rha hO‚ AaOr yaid laoKk yaad BaI Aata hO tao Eawa sao mastk nat hao jaata hO. pr yah baat BaI mana maoM AatI hO ik yaid 'Annaa' ka cair~ iksaI s~I nao ilaKa haota‚ tao @yaa vah 'Annaa'  kao rola ko naIcao kTkr marnao dotIÆ yaid dovadasa kI ' parao' kao s~I nao gaZ,a haota‚ tao @yaa vah yaUM GauT – GauT kr martIÆ"

" ÍaMsa kI jaao isqait 1949 maoM qaI‚ piScamaI samaaja ]na idnaaoM ijasa Aaiqa-k AaOr saamaaijak pirvat-na ko daOr sao gauja,r rha qaa‚ vah saayad hmaara Aaja ka BaartIya samaaja hO‚ ]saka maQyamavaga- hO‚ nagaraoM AaOr mahanagaraoM maoM ibaKrI hu[- is~yaaM hOM‚ jaao saMËmaNa ko daOr sao gauja,r rhI hOM."

" Aaja 1989 maoM hao sakta hO ik saImaaona ko ivacaaraoM sao hma pUrI trh sahmat na haoM‚ hao sakta hO ik hmaaro pasa Anya bahut saI saUcanaaeM eosaI haoM‚ jaao [na ivacaaraoM kI kmajaaoiryaaoM kao saaibat kroM‚ ifr BaI bahut saI is~yaaM ]nako ivacaaraoM maoM Apnaa caohra pa saktI hOM. kuC AaQauinakaeM yah kh kr maKaOla ]D,a saktI hOM ik hma tao laD,ko – laD,kI ko Baod maoM plao hI nahIM. saImaaona ko [na ivacaaraoM maoM maOM doSa tqaa ivadoSa maoM Anaok maihlaaAaoM sao baatoM krtI rhI hUÐ. hr AaOrt kI ApnaI khanaI haotI hO‚ Apnaa AnauBava haota hO‚ pr AnauBavaaoM ka AaQaar saamaaijak saMrcanaa tqaa isqait haoto hOM. pirisqaityaaM vyai@t kI inayaMta haotI hOM. Alagaava maoM jaItI hu[- is~yaaoM kI BaI saamaUihk Aavaaja, tao haotI hI hO. Aaja sao baIsa saala phlao AaOsat maQyavagaI-ya GaraoM maoM svatn~ta kI baat krnaa maanaao Apnao }pr klaMk ka TIka lagavaanaa qaa. maOM yahaM pr ]na is~yaaoM ka ija,Ë nahIM kr rhI‚ jaao Baagya sao sauivaQaasampnna ivaiSaYT vaga- kI hOM tqaa ijanhoM ka^nvaonT kI iSaxaa imalaI hO. maOM ]sa AaOsat s~I kI baat kr rhI hUЂ jaao gaaya kI trh iksaI Gar ko drvaajao pr rMBaatI hO AaOr baCD,o ko badlao Gaasa ka putlaa qanaaoM sao saTae katr haokr dUQa dotI hO.
hmamaoM sao bahutaoM nao piScamaI iSaxaa pa[- hO‚ piScamaI pustkaoM ka gahra AQyayana ikyaa hO‚ pr saarI pZ,a[- ko baad maOM nao yahI Anaubava ikyaa ik BaartIya AaOrt kI pirisqait 1980 ko AaQauinak piScamaI maUlyaaoM sao nahIM AaMkI jaa saktI. kBaI zNDI saaMsaaoM ko saaqa mauMh sao yahI inaklaa‚ " kaSaÑ hma BaI [sa Gar maoM baoTa hao kr janma laotoÑ " laoikna jaba parmpirk samaaja kI GauTna maoM rhto hue AaOr yah saaocato hue ik piScama kI AaOrtoM iktnaI BaagyaSaalaI hOM‚ iktnaI svatn~ evaM sauivaQaa sampnna hOM AaOr tba saImaaona ka yah Aalaaocanaa%mak saaih%ya saamanao Aayaa‚ tao maOM caaOMk ]zI. saaro vaayavaIya sapnao TUT gae. na parmpirk samaaja maoM pICo laaOTa jaa sakta hO AaOr na hI AaQauinak khlaanao vaalao piScamaI samaaja ko pICo JaaMkta huAa AsalaI caohra svaIkar krnao yaaogya qaa. saImaaona nao ]nhIM AadSaao-M kao caunaaOtI dI‚ ijanaka p`itinaiQa%va vao kr rhI qaIM. AaOrt haonao kI ijasa inayait kao ]nhaoMnao mahsaUsa ikyaa ]sao hI ilaKa BaI. ]nhaoMnao piScama ko kRi~ma imaqakaoM ka pda-faSa ikyaa. piScama maoM BaI AaOrt dovaI hO‚ Sai>$pa hO‚ laoikna vyavahar maoM AaOrt kI @yaa hstI hOÆ"

" saImaaona kao pZ,to hue AaOrt kI sahI AaOr [-maanadar tsvaIr AaMKaoM maoM tOrtI hO. yah samaJa maoM Aata hO ik hma Akolao AaOrt haonao ka dd- evaM ~asadI kao nahIM Jaola rhIM. yah BaI lagaa ik hmaaro doSa kI ja,maIna Alaga hO. vah khIM – khIM bahut ]pjaa} hO tao khIM – khIM ibalakula baMjar. khIM jalata huAa roigastana hO‚ tao khIM fOlaI hu[- hiryaalaI‚ jahaM AaOrt ko naama sao vaMsa calata hO. saaqa hI yah BaI lagaa ik saImaaona svayaM ek ]dga` p`itBaa qaIM AaOr ]nakI caotnaa kao takt dI saa~- nao‚ jaao [sa sadI ko mahanatma daSa-inakaoM maoM sao ek hOM. @yaa saa~- kI sahayata ko ibanaa saImaaona [tnaa saaoca patIMÆ hmaarI saMskRit ka ZaMcaa Alaga hO. saImaaona AaOrt ko ijana Ba`maaoM evaM vyaamaaohaoM ka ija,Ë krtI hOM‚ hao sakta hOvao hmaaro ilayao Aaja BaI ja,$rI haoM."

" pustk ilaKto hue s~I kI isqait ka ]nhaoMnao ibanaa iksaI pUvaa-ga`h ko ivaSlaoYaNa ikyaa. ]nhaoMnao khaÁ " s~I khIMM JauND banaa kr nahIM rhtI. vah pUrI maanavata ka ihssaa haoto hue BaI pUrI ek jaait nahIM. gaulaama ApnaI gaulaamaI sao piricat hOM AaOr ek kalaa AadmaI Apnao rMga sao‚ pr s~I GaraoM‚ Alaga – Alaga vagaao-M evaM iBanna – iBanna jaaityaaoM maoM ibaKrI hu[- hO. ]samaoM Ëaint kI caotnaa nahIM‚ @yaaoMik ApnaI isqait ko ilayao vah svayaM ija,mmaodar hO. vah puÉYa kI sahApraiQanaI hO. AtÁ samaajavaad kI sqaapnaa maa~ sao s~I mau@t nahIM hao jaayaogaI. samaajavaad BaI puÉYa kI savaao-pirta kI hI ivajaya bana jaaegaa. — saImaaona d baao]vaar³ d saOkoND sao@sa´"

" naarI%va ka imaqak AaiKr hO @yaaÆ @yaaoM s~I kao Qama-‚ samaaja‚ $iZ,yaaM AaOr saaih%ya – SaaSvat naarI%va ko imaqak ko maaQyama sao p`stut krto hOM. saImaaona ivaSva kI p`%yaok saMskRit maoM patI hOM ik yaa tao s~I kao dovaI ko $p maoM rKa gayaa hO yaa gaulaama kI isqait maoM. ApnaI [na isqaityaaoM kao s~I nao sahYa- svaIkar ikyaa‚ bailk bahut saI jagahaoM pr sahApraiQanaI BaI rhI. Aa%mah%yaa ka yah Baava s~I maoM na kovala Apnao ilayao rha‚ bailk vah ApnaI baoTI‚ bahU yaa Anya is~yaaoM ko p`it BaI Aa%mapID,ajainat WoYa rKtI Aa[- hO. pirNaamasva$p s~I kI AQaInsqata AaOr baZ,tI ga[-."

                                         — p`Baa Kotana ³ s~I ]poixata kI BaUimaka ko AMSa´

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