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vaapsaI – 2

pr ifr BaI hmaoSaa sao hI kuC laaoga rho hOM jaao‚ Apnao dayaro maoM saIimat rhnaa caahto hOM. Aajakla ifr sao eosaa p`caar jaaor–Saaorsao hao rha hO ik sabakao Apnaa pMqa‚ Qama-‚ vyai>%va Ktro maoM laga rha hO. pr saca tao yah hO ik iksaI BaI Qama-‚ Eawa kao kao[- baahr sao haina nahIM phuÐcaa sakta. baahr sao kao[- A%yaacaar kr sakta hO‚ [-T p%qaraoMsao banao
inamaa-NaaoMkao taoD, sakta hO pr manamaoM basaI Eawakao nahIM. Qama- tBaI Aaht haota hO jaba‚ Apnao Aapkao ]sa Qama-ko AnauyaayaI khlaana vaalao Apnao duYT AacarNasao ]sa Qama-ko mahana t%vaaoMkao‚ maUlyaaoMkao Apnao ËaoQa‚ svaaqa-‚ AhMkarkI BaMoT caZ,a doto hOM. Qama- naama hO
kt-vyapalana ka‚ sadacaar ka‚ saIimat sao inaklakr AsaIimat kao panaoka. Apnao Aapkao Ba>‚ baMdo khlaanao vaalao‚ khnao kao tao khto hOM ik p`Bau‚ Allaah kNakNa maoM hO‚  hr maanavamaoM hO pr Apnao ]saI [-Svar ko naamapr dUsaraoM kao caaoT phuÐcaato hOM‚ @yaa yah ZaoMga nahIMÆ Aba Qama-yauw‚ ijahad ko naamapr isaf- inadao-YaaoM‚ AsahayaaoM pr A%yaacaar haota hO. jaba maasaUmaaoMka r> bahta hO tao‚ saaqamaoM hI r> bahta hO ]sa Qama-ka‚ ijasako rxaNaka DMka pITto yao A%yaacaarI nahIM qakto. maOMnao sa%ya‚ nyaaya‚ maanavata AaOr AcCa[- jaOsao sanaatna maUlyaaoM kao hr Qama-ka AaQaar banaayaa. maOMnao hr maanavakao ek jaOsaa tna idyaa‚ laala r> idyaa‚ [Mid`yaaÐ dI‚ saMvaodnaSaIla mana idyaa taik vao ek dUsarokao samaJaoM‚ sahayata kroM. bauiw dI taik vao svayaM prKoM‚ sa%ya–Asa%yaka inaNa-ya kroM‚ kao[- ]nhoM Barmaae nahIM. baabaajaI‚ iksaIsao BaI pUiCe‚ ]sakI maUlaBaUt ApoxaaAaoM ko baaro maoM. ek jaOsaa ]%tr imalaoogaa‚ "Apnaapna‚ ivaSvaasa‚ Aadr‚ saMtaoYa‚ flanao fUlanao ka Avasar‚ svatM~ta‚ SaaMit." sabakI ApoxaaeЂ j,a$rtoM ek jaOsaI hOM‚ jaao kovala AapsaI sahyaaoga‚ saaqa‚ samaJadarI sao hI pUrI hao saktI hOM‚ pr ifr BaI laaoga laD,to JagaD,to rhto hOM. maOMnao sabakao samaana $psao svatM~ta dI pr doKta hUЂ yao k+rvaadI Kud ]nmau> rhnaa caahto hOM‚ pr dUsaraoM ko ilae AnyaayapUNa- Sat-oM lagaato hOM. Apnao AaOr Apnao Bagavaanako vyai>gat naato kao duinayaa ka ekmaova sa%ya maanato hOM AaOr Anya saBaIkao galat zhrato hO. Apnao Qama-ga`MqaaoM maoM ilaKoka galat matlaba lagaato hOM.

baabaajaI : matlaba‚ p`Bau Æ

Bagavaana : matlaba … Ñ saunaao baabaajaI‚ ek p`saMga saunaata hUÐ. EaMRgaorI ko jagad\gau$ svaamaI EaI saiccadanaMd iSavaaiBanava narisaMh BaartI jaI sao imalanao Aae ek ivadoSaI maohmaana nao ]nasao pUCa "jaba jagamaoM ihMdU Qama-ko Alaavaa BaI [tnao ivaivaQa Qama- hOM‚ tba Aap jagad\gau$ haonao ka davaa kOsao kr sakto hOMÆ" tba svaamaIjaInao ]sa p`Sna ka baura na maanato hue ]%tr idyaa "jagad\gau$ Sabd ka Aqa- kt[- yah nahIM ik maOM jaga ko hrok ka gau$ haonao ka davaa kr rha hUÐ. [sa Sabdka matlaba kovala [tnaa hI hO ik jaga ko iksaI BaI p`doSaka naagairk hmasao AaQyaai%mak ivaYayamaoM maaga-dSa-na pa sakta hO. yah Sabd hmaaro jaga pr AiQakar ko baaro maoM sava-qaa nahIM‚ yah tao hmaaro kt-vya kao spYT krta hO." doKa … baabaajaI Æ

saamaanyat: laaoga SabdaoM ka saIimat AaOr [saIilae g,alat Aqa- hI lagaa pato hOM. pr svaamaIjaI jaOsao mahapu$Ya Apnao ‘vasauQaOva kuTumbakma\’ kI ivaSaala dRYTIsao sahI‚ [-Svarko samaana ]da%t Aqa-kao Apnao AacarNamaoM ]jaagar krto hOM. vao ivaSvakao Apnaato hOM AaOr ifr ivaSva BaI ]nhoM ‘ivaSvaaima~’ ko $pmaoM Apnaata hO. galat Aqa- lagaanaovaalao k+rta‚ saMkuicatta AaOr ]sasao ]pjaI AaËmakta kao hI Qama-inaYza ka p`maaNa maananao lagato hOM. k+rvaad kao Qama-yauw‚ ijahadka naama dokr phlao Kud kao AaOr ifr dUsaraoM kao gaumarah krto hOM. dMgao‚ inadao-YaaoMpr A%yaacaar‚ maar–kaT‚ taoD,–faoD, jaOsao baba-r ApraQaaoM kao Qama- ko naamapr sammaana doto hOM AaOr idlaanaa caahto hOM. baabaajaI‚ maOMnao r%naakr jaOsao DakUkao ‘mara’ sao ‘rama’ tk AaOr ifr ?iYa vaalmaIik bana‚ ramakao pato doKa hO. pr Aaja maOM laaogaaoMkao ‘rama’ sao dUr jaakr ‘mara’ maarao ko AMQakarmaoM Kaoto‚ saMkuicatta‚ duYTta kao pUjato doK rha hUÐ. jaOsao ravaNanao ~otayauga maoM saaQauka BaoYa banaakr‚ Qama-ko naamapr Clakr saIta kao hr ilayaa qaa‚ ramasao ivaCaoh kra idyaa qaa vaOsaohI‚ Aaja maOM ifr duYT p`vaRi%tyaaoMkao Qama-rxak ka BaoYa banaakr‚ Qama-–maj,ahbako naamapr maoro ip`ya maanava kao mauJasao hrto doK rha hUÐ. C: baar Apnao baccaaoMka r> bahta doKnao kao ivavaSa kRYNamaata dovakIka du:K Aaja maOM sahnaSaIla QartI ko manamaoM baar baar ]maD,to doK rha hUЂ mahsaUsa kr rha hUÐ.

ek laMbaI cauPpI … . baabaajaInao AnauBava ikyaa Bagavaanako dd-kao AaOr ]sasao BaI j,yaada tIv`atasao ]nako ApnaI sava-EaoYz rcanaa‚ Apnao baccaaoM ko p`it AgaaQa p`omakao . haÐ… ijasasao p`oma haota hO‚ ]saka du:K,‚ ]sakI haina bahut pID,a dotI hO.

baabaajaI sao rha na gayaa AaOr ZaÐZsa baÐQaato kha "icaMta mat krao . Bagavaana sa | ba zIk kr doMgao. saba zIk hao jaaegaa". ifr Acaanak ]nhoM yaad Aayaa ik yah tao Kud hI Bagavaana hOM. sakpkakr kha "p`Bau‚ maaf kroM . mauJao yaad nahIM rha". dUsarI trfsao Aa[- Sarart BarI svacCMd hMsaI nao baabaajaI ko caohro pr BaI mauskurahT ibaKor dI.

Bagavaana : kao[- baat nahI‚M baabaajaI . maOM tao hmaoSaa hI eosaa Pyaara naata‚ Apnaapna caahta hÐU‚ AaOpcaairkta nahIM. kRYNaavatar maoM Apnao Garpr BaMDar haoto hue BaI maOM [%to sao maaKnako ilae pUro ba`jakI gaaopIyaaoM ko talapr naacata qaa. SabarI ko jaUzo baoraoM nao mauJao tRPt ikyaa qaa. saca‚ Aapka tsallaI donaa mauJao bahut AcCa lagaa. maOnao Aapko jaOsao hI laaogaaoM kao doKa hO‚ jaao dUsaraoMko dd- kao baaÐTto hO‚ ina:svaaqa- madd krto hOM. ]nhoM doKkr mauJao rcanaakarkI saaqa-ktaka AnauBava haota hO. vaoo mauJao sahI Aqaao-M maoM samaJato hOM‚ Pyaar krto hOM‚ pUjato hOM. dMgaaoM kI BaIYaNata AaOr maanavaIyatapr hao rho A%yaacaaraoM ko baIca ]nhaoMnao KudkI pvaa- na krto hue Apnao pDaoisayaaoM kI‚ AjanabaIyaaoM kI rxaa kI. mauJao yaad Aa rha qaa Wapryauga ka mahaBaartka yauw. saaO kaOrva AaOr paÐca paMDvaaoMko baIcaka Qama-yauw‚ saMGaYa-‚ baura[- AaOr AcCa[- ko baIca ka. khnaokao tao A%yaacaarIyaaoMkI ApoxaamaoM ]nakI saM#yaa bahut kma haotI qaI. bahut baar tao vao Akolao qao‚ pr ifr BaI ]nhaoMnao ApnaI maanavaIyata kao BaID, kI maanaisakta ko BaoMT nahIM caZ,ayaa. AQama- ko‚ WoYa ko Claavao maoM na Aakr Apnao Qama- ko maUla idvya t%vakao AaQaar banaakr ]sao ksakr pkD,a. baabaajaI tba na maOM dovala maoM qaa‚ AaOr na hI maisjadmaoM. maOM tao qaa Qama-ko saaqa … Apnao ]na saccao Qama-inaYz Ajau-naaoMko saaqa … sada hUÐ ‚ sada rhUÐgaa. ]nhaoMnao Qama-sao Sai> pakr laaoMgaaoMkI rxaa tao kI hI‚ varna\ Apnao Qamaa-carNa sao Apnao Qama-kI BaI rxaa kI. ravaNako rajyamaoM BaI jaOsao saIta‚ ivaBaIYaNa AaOr ihrNyakSyapU ko A%yaacaaraoM maoM BaI p`lhad piva~‚ Qama-inaYz banao rho‚ vaOsaohI yao mauJasao jauD,o rho. Qama- haota hO‚ Aa%masaMyama AaOr ivavaok sao jaIvana maoM Apnao sa%ya idvya sva$pkao ]jaagar krnaa. jahaÐ maOMnao taoD,–faoD,‚ baba-rta pUNa- AacarNa sao A&anaIyaaoM kao Apnao hI Qama- kao AaOr pirNaamasva$p‚ Apnao sa%ya sva$p kao Aaht krto doKa‚ vahIM saamaanya sao idKto laaogaaoMkao AsaaQaarNa inaDrta‚ Apnao Qama-kI sahI samaJa‚ [-SvarIt%va maoM dRZ, ivaSvaasa ko balapr Qamaa-carNa sao Apnao Qama- kao‚ Apnao Aapkao saMjaIvanaI doto doKa hO.

baabaajaI : haÐ Bagavana\‚ yao laaoga hI saccao Qama-rxak hOM. jaOsao faOja ka isapahI doSa kI baahrI AaËmaNaaoMsao rxaa krta hO‚ vaOsao hI yao laaoga doSako saMskRit kI‚ maUlyaaoMkI rxaa krto hOM.

Bagavaana : saca kha‚ baabaajaI. eosao hI laaogaaoM nao Baart BaUima ko AaQyaai%mak sva$p kao saÐBaalaa‚ ]jaagar ikyaa hO.

baabaajaI‚ hr kao[- kovala Apnao AacarNako ilae hI ij,ammaodar haota hO. jaOsaa baaoegaa vaOsaa hI paegaa AaOr‚ Qyaana rho‚ vaao BaI k[- gaunaa haokr. Apnao kma-ka fla Kud kao Akolao hI Baaoganaa pD,ta hO. [sa nyaayapUNa- inayama sao maoro ivaivaQa Avatar BaI nahIM CUTo. baabaajaI‚ maOM tao sava-vyaapI hUÐ. maOM hr xaNaka saaxaI hUÐ. hrok ka sa%ya idvya sva$p hUÐ. hrok ko AMtrmaoM rhta maOM‚ p`itxaNa hrok kao sa%ya–Asa%ya‚ AcCo–bauro ka f,k- idKata hUÐ. pr kuC laaoga ApnaI manakI [cCaAaoM‚ BaavanaaAaoM AaOr svaaqa- ko dasa banakr mauJao Anasaunaa krto hOM. jaao laaoga mauJao Apnaa maaga- dSa-k maana kr Ajau-na ko samaana Qama- AaOr AcCa[- kao caunato hOM‚ ]naka AacarNa krto hOM‚ ]nhoM maOM‚ hrokka idvya sva$p manaka saMtaoYa‚ Sai>‚ piva~ta dota hUÐ. vao mauJao Apnao AaOr krIba pato hOM. ]nako yao hI AcCo kma-‚ Qamaa-carNa ‘kma-—fla’ ko inayamaanausaar‚ ]nhoM Aagao BaI AcCo pirNaama doto hOM‚ ]nakI rxaa krto hOM. [sap`kar vao ‘Qamaao- rxait rixat:’ kI sa%yatakao AnauBava krto hOM.

baabaajaI‚ jaao Apnao Aapkao Bagavaana ko‚ Kuda ko saovak‚ baMdo maanato hOM‚ ]nhoM Apnao AacarNa sao mauJao‚ svayaM kao hmaoSaa [saka p`maaNa donaa haogaa. tumharo Qama- ko maUla idvya%vasao Apiricat yaa kma piricat dUsaraoM ko ilae tumhara AacarNa isaf- tumhara hI nahIM‚ bailk tumharo Qama- ka BaI p`maaNa haogaa. vao tumharo AcCo yaa bauro AacarNa sao tumharo Qama- kao BaI AcCa yaa baura maanaoMgao. g,alatf,himayaaЂ p`Sna‚ kzIna pirisqaityaaÐ BaI tao eosaI hI prIxaaeÐ haotI hOM. ku$xao~ maoM maoro AaOr Ajau-na ko baIca gaIta ko $pmaoM saMvaad huAa‚ ivavaad nahIM. Agar maanato hao kI tumharI BaUima AaQyaai%mak hO‚ tumhara Qama- mahana hO AaOr tuma Qama-inaYz hao tao masalaaoMkao AapsaI Apnaapna‚ ivaSvaasa‚ sahyaaoga ko sausaMskRt ZMgasao AaOr sahI maanaaoM maoM saulaJaanaokI kaoiSaSa krao. ivavaadsao masalao AaOr jyaada ]laJato hOM‚ saulaJato nahIM. Apnao AaOr Anya saBaI Qamaao-M kao sahI maanaaoM maoM jaanaao‚ samaJaao. yah dusaraoM sao jalana‚ D,r‚ WoYa @yaaoMÆ yah saMkuicatta‚ k+rta‚ BaodBaava @yaaoMÆ

mauJao iktabaaoM‚ maUit-yaaoM maoM hI nahIM‚ bailk maorI hr rcanaa maoM‚ ek–dUsaro maoM paAaogao. maOM tao AnaMt hUЂ AsaIimat hUÐ. mauJa idvya sava-vyaapI kao doKnao‚ panao ko ilae tumhoM ApnaI dRYTI kao BaI piva~ evaM ivaSaala banaanaa haogaa. AapsamaoM jauDnao sao hI‚ yaaoga sao hI maOM imalaUÐgaa . Qama-‚ mat‚ jaait‚ BaaYaa‚ doSa jaOsao }prI BaodaoM maoM‚ dayaraoM maoM mat ]laJaao. hrok ko Amtr maoM samaae mauJasao saMpk- krnaa isaKao. Apnao dayaro kao hI sava-EaoYz‚ ekmaova sa%ya maanato hao tao saunaao‚ yah dayaro‚ maoro Avatar tao maoro AnaMtta ka kovala ek kNamaa~ hOM. Agar p`gaitSaIla badlaava sao‚ ivaSaalata sao‚ ivaivaQataAaoM sao D,raogao‚ tao maoro ivaraT sa%yasva$p ko dSa-na sao vaMicat rhaogao‚ mauJasao dUr hI rh jaaAaogao. ihMdU ga`MqaaoMmaoM vaiNa-t maoro dSaavataraoM kI EaRMKlaapr gahra[- sao saaocaaogao tao paAaogao ik hr Avatar AacarNa‚ xamata‚ vaR%tI maoM p`gaitSaIla badlaava dSaa-ta hO. Agar BaodBaava‚ Alagaava hI krnaa caahto hao tao ]saka p`yaaoga baahrI duinayaamaoM nahIM‚ varna\ Apnao BaItr krao. Apnao Aist%va maoM kayaa‚ vaacaa‚ mana‚ Aa%maa$p ka Baod krao. kayaa‚ vaacaa‚ mana Aaid saaQanaaoMsao pro jaao idvya tuma hao‚ vahI tao maOM hUЂ tumhara rama‚ tumhara Kuda‚ tumhara p`Bau. maora saccaa inavaasa‚ maMidr‚ maisjad tao tumhara mana hO. maora Gar Asala maoM tba TUTta hO jaba galat [cCaeЂ inaraSaa‚ dUsaraoM ko p`it duBaa-vanaa‚ Dr‚ AhMkar Aaid kao tuma Apnao mana maoM sqaana doto hao‚ tba tuma mauJao ifr vanavaasa Baojato hao.

maoro baMdo‚ saovak bananaa caahto hao tao maMqara ka nahIM‚ hnaumaana ka AadSa-‚ AacarNa ApnaaAao. maMqara nao Apnao AaOr ApnaI svaaimanaI ko iht ko naamapr saMkuicatta kao caunaa tao kOkyaI kao vaOQavya AaOr Bart kao glaaina‚ rama kao ivarh sahnaa pDa. hnaumaana nao sada ramakao‚ ]sako maUlyaaoM kao‚ [cCaAaoM kao samaJaa AaOr ]nako Anausaar AacarNa ikyaa. Apnao manamaMidr maoM ApnaI [cCaAaoM kao nahIM‚ varna\ Apnao ramakao SaaSvat sqaana idyaa. inassaMdoh hnaumaana hr yaugamaoM hOM. [saka AnauBava maanavata kao bacaato hnaIf Baa[- ko $pmaoM‚ tao kBaI iMmaiqalaoSa yaadva ko $pmaoM imalata hO.

Qama- tao saIimatta ko B`amasao inaklakr AsaIimat [-Svart%va kao phcaananao‚ panao ka naama hO‚ AcCa[- kao Apnao baaola‚ kRit‚ ivacaaraoM maoM laanaoka naama hO. jaao sa%ya hO‚ maMgala hO‚ ]da%t hO‚ vah maOM hUÐ. saccaa ku$xao~‚ Qama-yauw tao tumharo hI mana maoM hO. nayaa SauBaarMBa krao. Akolao‚ nanho hI sahI‚ pr saIimatta ko‚ baura[- ko AMQaoraoM sao saMGaYa- krto dIp banaao‚ sadOva p`yaasa krao. svayaMkao sahI Aqaao- maoM maoro maanava banaaAao. tumharo p`kaSa sao AaOr BaI dIp p`kaiSat haoMgao. maOM tao tumamaoM sao hrok ko AMtrmaoM hUÐ. hr xaNa Alaga Alaga $paoM maoM‚ AcCo ivacaar‚ BaavanaaAaoM ko $p maoM tumasao saMpk- krta rhta hUÐ. mauJao phcaanaao‚ AnauBava krao‚ mauJapr vaad nahIM. maoro saaqa calaao‚ maOM sada tumharo saaqa rhUÐgaa …

tBaI Acaanak baabaajaInao ek caIK saunaI. doKa tao‚ ek ku%to ka baccaa GaaTkI isaZIyaaoM sao naIcao igar rha qaa. baabaajaIo JaTsao ]sao bacaanao daOD,o AaOr ApnaI baaMhaoMmaoM saÐBaala ilayaa. tBaI ]nako kanaaoM maoM pD,I‚ ek nanhIsaI Aavaaj,a "bacaa ilayaa‚ bacaa ilayaa". ]nhaoMnao doKa‚ ek nanha maunnaa tojaIsao saIiZ,yaaÐ ]trto Aa rha hO. ]sakI maasaUma maQaurta doKkr baabaajaI kao Acaanak yaad Aayaa ik vah tao svayaM BagavaanajaIsao baatoM kr rho qao. ipllaokao bacaato samaya ]nhoM pta BaI nahIM calaa qaa pr ]naka kmaMDlaU‚ isagaroT‚ maaobaayla naIcao igar gae qao. hDbaD,ImaoM vah mauDnao hI vaalao qao ik tBaI ]nako kanaaoM maoM vah naad maQaur Aavaaja gaUÐjaI "baabaajaI‚ vahaÐ khaÐ jaa rho hao Æ maOM tao AapmaoM hI hUЂ Aapko saaqa‚ Aapko caaraoM Aaor‚ hr $pmaoM‚ hr jaro-maoM." baabaajaI AaSvast Baava sao mauskurae. vah Dro–sahmao ipllaokao Pyaarsao sahlaanao lagao. tba tk vah baccaa ]nako pasa phuÐca cauka qaa. AaÐKaoM maoM hYa-ka saagar ilayao Sarmaa[-saI AavaajamaoM vah baaolaa "baabaajaI‚ Aap bahut AcCo hao." tBaI ]sakI naj,ar ]nako haqapr ga[- . vah baaolaa "yaa Allaah‚ baabaajaI… Aapkao tao caaoT Aa[- hO. Aa[e‚ maorI AmmaI Aapko ilae hldIvaalaa dUQa banaa doMgaI‚ ifr yao caaoT Baaga jaaegaI. doiKe baabaajaI‚ caunamauna kao BaI AapkI ifË, hao rhI hO." baabaajaInao doKa‚ tao sacamauca caunamauna BaI ]nakI caaoT kao caaTkr ApnaI icaMta jata rha qaa. baabaajaInao BaavaivaBaaor Baava sao manamaoM kha "p`Bau‚ Aap maora iktnaa Kyaala rKto hOM". baccao kI naj,ar dUr igarI caIjaaoMpr ga[-‚ ]sanao kha "baabaajaI‚ yao AapkI hOM naa Æ maOM Aapko ilae samaoT dota hUÐ". baabaajaI manamaoM baaolao "p`Bau‚ baahrI caIjaaoMkao nahIM‚ Aba tao maOM isaf,- Aapka ohI caunaUÐgaa. maoro manakao BaI sada sadako ilae Apnaa maMgala inavaasa banaae‚ p`Bau".

baabaajaInao baccaosao kha "rhnao dao maunnao‚ Aba mauJao ]nakI j,a$rt nahIM rhI". ]nhaoMnao ]sako sar pr Pyaar sao haqa forkr kha "calaao baoTa‚ maOM tumhoM tumharo Gar CaoD dUÐ." baccaonao iKlaiKlaakr kha "maoro saaqa Aa[e‚ baabaajaI. maOM | Aapkao Apnao Gar lao jaata hUÐ."

baabaajaIka haqa baDo Pyaarsao pkDkr baccaa Aagao Aagao cala rha qaa AaOr baabaajaI dusaro haqamaoM caunamauna kao ]zae AanaMidt sao pICo pICo. dUr AakaSa maoM pMCI idnaBar yahaÐ vahaÐ BaTk kr qako–haro pr ifr BaI ek Ad\Baut lagana maoM baZ,o jaa rho qao vaapsa Apnao zaOr kI trf …

– rajaoSvarI hommaaDI
jaUna 2‚ 2002