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p`Baa Kotana ka ]%kRYT ]pnyaasa
AaAao popo Gar calaoM

'AaAao popo Gar calaoM' bahut phlao maOM nao pZ,a qaa‚ AcCa lagaa qaa. saMyaaoga sao ek baar ifr [sao pZ,nao ka Avasar imalaa tao mauJao lagaa ik [sa ]pnyaasa ko baaro maoM kuC ilaKUĐ tao maOM nao Pa`Baa Kotana jaI kao kuC hI idna phlao Kt ilaKa ik maOM ' AaAao popo Gar calaoM ' pr Apnao kuC ivacaar ilaKnaa caah rhI hUĐ. [sa pr jaldI hI ]nakI sahYa- Anaumait hI nahIM ek snaoihla p~ BaI mauJao p`aPt huAa AaOr Aaja maOM [sa ]pnyaasa pr ApnaI p`itiËyaa laokr Aapko saaqa hUĐ.

p`Baa jaI ihndI saaih%ya maoM tao ek sauiva#yaat naama hOM hI‚ vao ek vyast ]VmaI AaOr safla vyavasaayaI hOM. mannaU BaMDarI jaI kI yah p`itBaavaana iSaYyaa ApnaI tmaama vyasttaAaoM ko baavaja,Ud ihndI laoKna kao p`aqaimakta dotI hOM. ]nako AQyayana tqaa saRjanakma- maoM ]nakI vyasttaeM tqaa ija,mmaodairyaaĐ kBaI baaQak nahIM banaIM. caaho ]nhoM ApnaI }jaa- ka Barsak p`yaaoga krnaa pD,a hao. saaih%ya ]naka Ananya p`oma hO.
p`Baa jaI kI Aitcaica-t kRit rhI hO‚ isamaaona d baao]vaar kI ' d saOkoND saO@sa ' ihndI Anauvaad ' s~I ]poixata'. yahaĐ ]llaoKnaIya hO ik ' saa~- ' na kovala p`Baa jaI kI pI eca DI ka ivaYaya rho hOM varna\ saa~- ko icantna pr ]nhaoMnao bahut kuC ilaKa BaI hO.

klak<aa caombar Aa^f ka^masa- kI p`qama maihlaa AQyaxaa haonao ka gaaOrva haisala kr caukIM tqaa Apnao ]Vma AaOr vyavasaaya maoM vyast yao maarvaaD,I maihlaa na jaanao iktnao tao saMsqaanaaoM maoM saiËya BaUimaka inaBaa rhI hOM‚ naarI ivaYayak kayaao-M maoM [nakI pUrI BaagaIdarI rhtI hO. AaQaa dja-na sao j,yaada doSa ko p`itiYzt purskaraoM kao p`aPt kr caukI p`Baa jaI AsaaQaarNa p`itBaa kI QanaI hOM.

p`Baa jaI ka yah ]pnyaasa 1990 maoM ilaKa gayaa yah ]pnyaasa ek caica-t kRit rha hO. maUlatÁ s~I jaIvana kao kond` maoM rK kr calata yah ]pnyaasa 1966 ko ]nako AnauBavaaoM ko p`kaSa maoM Amaoirka kI pRYzBaUima maoM ilaKa gayaa hO. [samaoM p`Baa jaI svayaM ]pisqat hOM‚ prdosa maoM Anajaanao laaogaaoM ko baIca Apnaapna ibaKortIM‚ ]naka dd- JaolatI AaOr jaItI hu[-M. tba p`Baa jaI kovala 22 vaYa- kI qaIM AaOr sTUDonT e@sacaonja p`aoga`ama ko tht Amaoirka byaUTI qaOropI ka kaosa- krnao ga[- qaIM. saba kuC AinaiScat qaa‚ ivadoSaI maud`a pr pabandI haonao kI vajah sao pasa maoM kovala pOMtalaIsa Da^lasa- qao.

]nhaoMnao svayaM svaiPnala Amaoirka ko kzaor sa%yaaoM AaOr AsaMgaityaaoM kao krIba sao doKa AaOr jaanaa.

vaastva maoM yah khanaI ek ekakI vaRwa 'Aa[ilana' kI AaOr ]sako baohd ip`ya ku<ao 'popo' kI khanaI hO‚ ijasako [d- igad- Anya pa~ jauD, Aato hOM. p`Baa svayaM [sa icaZ,icaZ,I vaRwa Aa[-ilana kI po[-MgagaosT hOM‚ jaao ik BaItr sao baohd Aa%masammaanaI tqaa maanavaIya saMvaodnaaAaoM sao BarpUr hO‚ pr baohd sa#t imajaaja, AaOr maUDI hO.

maUlatÁ [samaoM is~yaaoM ko Aist%va kao laokr p`Sna ]zae gayao hOM‚ BaartIya nahIM AaQauinak Amaoirkna is~yaaoM ko Aist%va sao jauD,o p`Sna‚ damp%ya maoM KIMcatana AaOr AsaMgaityaaoM ko p`Sna. jaao ik Aaja BaI ApnaI ]saI mauKrta ko saaqa jvalant hOM. Amaoirka hI nahIM ivakisat AaOr ivakasaSaIla doSaaoM kI is~yaaoM ko ilayao BaI AaOr tIsarI duinayaa kI ]pr ]ztI yaa ]pr ]znao ka svaPna doKtI AaOrtaoM ko ilayao BaI yah p`Sna ApnaI laIlanao vaalaI KamaaoSaI ko saaqa jalato hOM.

vaRwa Aa[ilana tqaa popo ko saaqa p`Baa ko sambanQaaoM ko p`saMgaaoM ko dayaro maoM Anya is~yaaĐ BaI hOM. imasaoja, DI yaanao eilaja,a hOM‚ jaao Apnao nama- vyavahar AaOr saaOjanyata ko calato‚ saup`itiYzt Da^@Tr pit ko ivavaahotr p`saMga kao jaanato baUJato ]nasao p`oma krnaa CaoD, nahIM patI AaOr mana hI mana GauTtI rhtI hOM. baohd p`aofoSanala vaaD-raoba maOnaojar tlaakSauda marIla hO‚ ijasako ilayao pOsaa kmaanaa hI Qyaoya hO‚ daonaaoM ikSaaorI baoiTyaaoM sao vah hmaoSaa Kfa rhtI hO. Da^@Tr DI kI sampnna AaOr SaaoK p`oimaka @laara ba`a}na hO‚ ijasako ilayao nayao nayao p`omaI‚ gahnao kpD,o hI jaIvana ka saar hOM.

holgaa hO‚ caar baccaaoM kI jaIvana sao AsaMtuYT maaĐ‚ AcCa Kasaa kmaanao va pirvaar sao snaoh krnao vaalao Da^ baorI kI p%naI. holgaa kao ApnaI phcaana AaOr Apnaa ]_oSya Pyaara hO‚ vah kovala maaM AaOr p%naI kI BaUimaka sao AsaMtuYT hO. vah Apnao Qaaima-k AaOr jaaitgat ]_oSyaaoM ko ilayao Apnao janma sqaana [ja,rayala laaOT jaanaa caahtI hO‚ Saaint kI tlaaSa maoM. ija,ndgaI ko hadsaaoM nao ]sao [tnaa ]dasa kr idyaa hO ik pit AaOr baccaaoM sao BarIpUrI KuSahala gaRhsqaI kao BaI vah ek inaraSaajanak ]dasaInata ko saaqa calaa rhI hO. halaaMik vah Apnao ek rosTaoronT kI maalaikna hO. holgaa vayask haotI laD,ikyaaoM kI maaM hO pr ]sao ]nasao ek saImaa tk hI lagaava hO. vah ]na saBaI kao CaoD, jaanao ka lagaBaga inaScaya kr baOzI hO. ek kOqaI hO mastmaaOlaa‚ Da^ DI kI ]dasa va htaSa p%naI eilaja,a kI bahna‚ ijasao s~I ko samaJaaOto krnao sao icaZ, hO‚ vah ija,ndgaI kao BarpUr jaInaa caahtI hO. [na sabako baIca hO p`Baa‚ ' iryala Amaoirka ' kao jaanatI hu[-‚ jaItI hu[-. [na is~yaaoM kI samvaodnaaAaoM sao jauD,tI hu[-‚ [nako duÁKaoM‚ sauKaoM kao idla sao lagaatI hu[- ek yauvatI.

prdosa maoM jahaĐ Apnao ek BaartIya p`vaasaI piricat ko yahaĐ p`Baa kao ]poxaa imalatI hO vahIM prdosaI laaogaaoM ko baIca Apna%va va sahara imalata hO. imasaoja, D\yaUpa^NT‚ Da^ş DI kI snaoihla p%naI ]f- eilaja,a p`Baa kao ApnaI gama- hqaoilayaaoM AaOr pardSaI- naIlaI AaĐKaoM ko AaSvaasana ko saaqa AaEaya dotI hOMM AaOr ApnaI vaaD-raoba maOnaojar ko saaqa bataOr AisasTonT kama pr BaI rK laotI hOM. yahIM ]sao sa<ar saala kI bauiZ,yaa Aa[ilana imalatI hO‚ jaao ik phlaI baar maoM tao p`Baa sao baurI trh poSa AatI hO‚ pr vah prdosa maoM AkolaI AaEayaivahIna laD,kI kao jald hI Kulao mana sao Apnaa laotI hO. p`Baa Aa[ilana ko pagalapna sao k[- baar ~st BaI hao jaatI hO‚ bahsa BaI kr baOztI hO. Aa[ilana ko Gar phuĐcato hI Aa[ilana ka k_avar ku<aa popo p`Baa ka svaagat krta hO p`Baa SauÉ sao hI popo sao DrI rhtI hO AaOr baad maoM BaI ]sasao tartmya nahIM ibaza patI. Aa[-ilana Aba BaI Apnao ek dsa saala CaoTo p`omaI raoja,r kI p`tIxaa krtI rhtI hO.

" yah kmara raojar ka hO. raojar maora p`omaI."
" khaĐ hO vahĆ "
" Aajakla iSakagaao maoM hO. bahut vyast rhta hO fursat imalato hI Aaegaa."
" tumanao SaadI @yaaoM nahIM kIĆ"
" raojar mauJasao dsa saala CaoTa hO AaOr SaadISauda hO. ]sakI baIvaI tlaak nahIM do rhI. @yaa kro baocaara."
" iktnao saalaaoM saoĆ"
" yahI ipClao caar saalaaoM sao."
maorI fOlatI hu[- AaĐKaoM kao doKkr ]sanao kha‚" @yaaoM sa<ar vaYa- kI ]ma` maoM AaOrt Pyaar nahIM kr saktIĆ"
" hmaaro doSa maoM tao nahIM."
" Apnao baoTaoM‚ paotaoM kI doKroK AaOr p`Bau ka Bajana."
" AaOr maaOt kI p`tIxaaĆ" ×××
×××× raojar maora paMcavaa p`omaI hO. kulaimalaa kr maoro jaIvana maoM dao pit AaOr paMca p`omaI."

P`aBaa samaya samaya pr Amaoirkna jaIvanamaUlyaaoM sao BaartIya jaIvanamaUlyaaoM kI tulanaa krtI hO. k[- baar vah [sa tulanaa maoM BaartIya s~I kI baocaargaI pr trsa KatI hO‚ k[- baar Amaoirkna is~yaaoM ko [sa Aist%vavaadI KaoKlaopna sao ivatRYNaa krtI hO. khIM BaI tao sauKI nahIM s~I‚ kOsao BaI tao sauKI nahIM.

ek jagah vyavasaayavaadI marIla p`Baa sao khtI hO‚ " ija,ndgaI jaba tumhoM zgaogaI‚ baar baar zgaogaI tba @yaa kraogaIĆ gaalaI nahIM bakaogaIĆ ABaI bahut CaoTI hao‚ AaOrt ko saInao maoM dd- ka kaOnasaa laavaa KaOlata hO yah Aaja tuma @yaa jaanaaoŃ"
tba p`Baa ka ]<ar haota hO — " eosaI baat nahIM hO marIla. saaZo, naaO kI ]ma` maoM Acaanak maoro ipta jaI cala basao. saat Baa[- bahnaaoM maoM AaiKrI santana maOM. yaUM BaI paMcavaI baoTI ko janma pr kaOna saa jaSna manaayaa jaata hO hmaaro samaaja maoMĆ AaOr ifr SaadI nahIM kI‚ maaM sao laD, JagaD, kr ivadoSa calaI Aa[- hUĐ‚ tuma @yaa saaocatI hao mauJao sauK hI sauK imalaa hOĆ"

Amaoirka kI eoSaao Aarama AaOr BaaOitkta pUNa- jaIvana ko samaRw pirdRSyaaoM sao p`Baa caikt haotI hO magar p`Baaivat nahIM. vahaĐ BaI ]sao CUUUkr gauja,rto hOM tao s~I ko mana ko QaQakto samvaodna. yahIM Aakr p`Baa jaI kI icantna samaRw p`itBaa ka ivastar Aakar laota hO.

jaba Aa[ilana p`Baa kao Da^ş DIş AaOr @laara ba`a}na ko sambanQaaoM ka [Saara dotI hO tba BaI p`Baa ko mana maoM ek hI p`Sna ]zta hO ijasaka javaaba AnauBavaI Aa[ilana ko pasa imalata hO.

" tumharo doSa maoM BaI AaOrtoM i~SaMku haokr jaI laotI hOMĆ"
" khaĐ nahIM jaItIM vaoĆ duinayaa ka eosaa kao[- kaonaa bataAao jahaĐ AaOrt ko AaMsaU nahIM igaroĆ"

p`Baa jaI nao [sa ]pnyaasa maoM s~I kI Aaiqa-k svatn~ta kI ihmaayat kI hO. jaba vao ivadoSa jaanao sao phlao ApnaI p`QaanaaQyaaipka jaI sao imalatI hOM tao ]nasao vao p`Sna krtI hOM ik iflaa^safI maoM ema e krko yao byaUTI qaOropI maoM iDPlaaomaa @yaaoM Ć [sa pr vao khtI hOM ik ]nhoM pOsaa kmaanaa hO. tba p`QaanaaQyaaipka ApnaI trh kma Kca-o tqaa saadgaI sao rhnao ka ]pdoSa dotI hOM AaOr pOsao kI hvasa ko pICo na Baaganao kI salaah dotI hOM. tba p`Baa ka javaaba haota hO‚ " Aap calaa saktI hOM‚ @yaaoMik Aap baMgaalaI samaaja kI hOM jahaĐ iSaxaa ka sammaana hO AaOr maOMĆ ]sa samaaja kI hUĐ jahaĐ AadmaI kI ek hI ivaSaoYata haotI hO — vah laaK Épyao ka AadmaI hO yaa kraoD, kaĆ " ×××× nahIM‚ maorI laD,a[- [saI samaaja ł maarvaaD,I´ Aap nahIM jaanatI bahna jaI‚ AaOrt kI svatn~ta ]sako psa- maoM inaiht hO."

Saayad yahI vajah hO ik p`Baa jaI nao Apnaa [sa AnauBavajainat ]pnyaasa kao p`kaSa maoM laanao maoM krIba pccaIsa vaYa- lagaa ilayao… jaba tk ik [sa caunaaOtI kao saflata pUva-k pUra na kr idKayaa. jaba ik ]nakI kqanaI AaOr krnaI ka fk- imaT gayaa…jaba ik vao ek safla vyavasaayaI saaibat hu[-M.

[sa baIca Aa[ilana ko saaqa rhto rhto k[- baar ]sako sambanQaaoM maoM KIja AatI hO‚ k[- baar p`oma AaOr Aa%maIyata pnaptI hO. k[- baar popo ko p`it p`Baa ko Dr AaOr ku<aaoM sao CuAaCUt ko karNa p`Baa kao Aa[ilana ko kTaxaaoM ka saamanaa krnaa pD,ta hO. Aa[ilana ka sanakIpna‚ rataoM kao jaaganaa‚ raojar ko faona kI p`tIxaa‚ TIvaI ka Saaor ]sakI bakJak p`Baa ko ilayao raoja, ka ikssaa hO‚ pr tba hd hao jaatI hO jaba vah zND maoM pUla maoM nagna haokr nahatI hO‚ p`Baa ka jaugauPsaa haotI hO.

Amaoirka maoM baar baar p`Baa ka mana ]caTta hO. vahaĐ kI BaaOitktavaadI daOD, AaOr pOsaa BaI ]sao baaĐQa nahIM pata. vah tao byaUTI qaOropI ko xao~ maoM na[- tknaIkoM‚ maSaInaoM Baart lao jaanaa caahtI hO. [sa xao~ maoM ek baD,I AaOr AaQauinak saMsqaa Kaolanaa caahtI hO. vah nahIM caahtI Amaoirka rhnaa iksaI Sat- pr BaI nahIM. marIla kI ibaja,naosa paT-nar banakr BaI nahIM. halaaMik vah [sa doSa kI ek baat sarahtI hO‚ yahaĐ saBaI kama krto hOM saubah sao Saama tk kao[- KalaI nahIM baOzta.

vah caah kr BaI popo ko p`it Apnao Dr kao kma nahIM kr patI AaOr [sa baat kao laokr Aa[ilana sao ]saka JagaD,a rhta hI hO. ikntu Aa[ilana ko mana maoM maanavaIyata AaOr Aa%maIyata tqaa [sa prdosaI baccaI ko p`it maaoh maayaa BaI kma nahIM hO. ek baar pOsaaoM kI kmaI kI vajah sao p`Baa dor rat tk marIla ko idyao gayao blaa]ja, p`Baa kZ,a[- krtI hO tba Aa[ilana ]sao eosaa na krnao ka AadoSa doto hue 400 Da^lasa- pkD,a dotI hO AaOr ]sako Aa%masammaana kI rxaa ko ilayao ]sao popo ka ka^lar kaZ,nao ko ilayao khtI hO. jaba p`Baa kaZ, dotI hO tao baD,o snaoh ko saaqa ]sao vah popo ko galao maoM baaMQatI hO. yahaĐ sao p`Baa AaOr popo ko baIca snaoh ka saotu baMQata hO. [Qar Aa[ilana AaOr ]sako tIna caar ku<aaoM ka saMvaodnaSaIla saMsaar hO‚ ABaava BaI hOM‚ tao ]Qar @laara ba`a]na kI paTI-ja, maoM pOsaa‚ BaaOitkta‚ Bavyata hO.

" maorI ija,ndgaI kI vah phlaI paTI- qaI jahaĐ maOM nao saura‚ saundrI AaOr panaI kI trh bahayaa jaata pOsaa doKa‚ pr ijasanao kBaI hIra na doKa hao‚ ]sako saamanao Aap hIro ko iktnao BaI kaoNa banatao rhoM‚ ]sao vah camakdar TukD,o ko Alaavaa AaOr kuC nahIM lagaogaa."

@laaraba`a]na kI hI paTI- maoM p`Baa eilaja,a kao Aaht haoto doKtI hO‚ jaba [sa paTI- maoM maja,ak ko tht p`omaI jaaoD,o Da^şDIş AaOr @laaraba`a]na kao DaMsa krto krto svaIimaMgapUla maoM Qa@ka do idyaa jaata hO. Aa[ilana sao ijaË calaatI hO.

" imasaoja, DI @yaaoM sahna kr rhI hOMĆ"
" sahna nahIM kroMgaI tao jaaeMgaI khaĐĆ "
" @yaa baaola rhI hao‚ ]nako pasa jaanao kI jagah nahIM hO @yaaĆ
" AaOrt jaba Apnaa idla KUMTo sao baaMQa dotI hO‚ tba saarI ija,ndgaI raotI hO."
" ×××baocaarI imasaoja, DI maOM tao saaocatI qaI yah saba kuC Baart maoM hI GaTta hO."
" Aro nahIM‚ maaya hnaIŃ maaya iDyarŃ AaOrt khaĐ nahIM raotI AaOr kba nahIM raotI. vah ijatnaa BaI raotI hO AaOrt haotI jaatI hO."

ek baar Aa[ilana kI maaOt ko baad eilaja,a p`Baa sao Da^ş DIş AaOr Apnao sambanQa maoM baat krtI hO AaOr pUCtI hO ik

" tumharo doSa maoM ek Aama s~I @yaa krtI hOĆ"
" vah AaMsaU bahatI hO‚ bahatI rhtI hO. caohro pr svaIkRit ka mauKaOTa lagaayao rKtI hO. pr svaIkartI nahIM. haM AsvaIkar BaI nahIM kr patI."
"tlaak nahIM dotIĆ"
" nahIM kma sao kma dUsaro lagaava ko karNa tao nahIM." " eosaa @yaaoMĆ"
" hmaaro puraNaaoM maoM hr jagah bahup%naI%va ka p`saMga hO. yah saba kuC hmaaro saamaUihk Avacaotna maoM hO. Saayad [saIilayao BaartIya s~I tmaama dd- sahto hue BaI p%naI%va ka hk nahIM CaoD,tI."

basa eosao hI p`Baa ka kaosa- cala rha haota hO.

Aa[ilana ka Gar‚ ]sako kama maoM haqa baMTanaa‚ marIla ka AisasTonT bana pOsao Aija-t krnaa ifr byaUTI qaOropI ka kama saIKnaa. yahaĐ doKtI hO p`Baa AsalaI p`aofoSanailaj,ma ijasakI Baart maoM bahut baD,I kmaI mahsaUsa krtI hO. yahaĐ ]sao ga`oTa gaarbaao kao fosa pOk lagaanao ka maaOka imalata hO‚ magar pcaasa Da^lar kI iTp kao ]saka BaartIya Aa%masammaanaI mana svaIkar nahIM kr pata.

[k<aIsa idsambar kI rat Aa[ilana ko saaqa p`Baa kI AMitma rat haotI hO‚ ]sa idna vao daonaaoM dao ima~aoM kI trh rat Bar DaMsa krto hOM AaOr navavaYa- kI pUva-saMQyaa saaqa manaato hOM. Agalao hI idna Aa[-ilana yah saMsaar CaoD, jaatI hO AaOr popo Akolaa hao jaata hO. p`Baa BaI svayaM kao [sa prdosa maoM Akolaa mahsaUsa krtI hO. ]sao baad maoM pta calata hO ik Aa[ilana kao lyaUkoimayaa qaa. AaOr raoja,r tao bahut phlao ]sakI ija,ndgaI sao calaa gayaa qaa jabasao ]sakI baImaarI ka pta calaa qaa. popo AaOr Anya ku<aaoM kao ku<aaoM ko Anaaqaalaya maoM do idyaa jaata hO.

ifr ËmaSaÁ marIla AaOr holgaa ko saaqa rh kr p`Baa ]nako jaIvana kI ~asaidyaaoM kao krIba sao doKtI hO. TUTo hue AaOr TUTnao kI kgaar pr KD,o GaraoM ko ikSaaor AaOr vayask haoto baccaaoM‚ Kasakr laD,ikyaaoM kI ibaKrtI manaÁisqait doKtI hO.

" [sailayao tao maOM AaOrt pr SaaoQa kaya- krnaa caahtI hUĐ. @yaaoM hr maaM ApnaI baoTI sao haoD, krtI hOĆ @yaaoM vah nafrt krtI hOĆ"
" naOnsaI yah va@t ivaSlaoYaNa ka hO @yaaĆ tuma ApnaI raotI hu[- bahna kao caup nahIM kra saktI @yaaĆ"
×××× " hma saba Apnao Aap sao nafrt krto hOM. hmaarI TUTI hu[- tsvaIr‚ mammaI kI elaIT saaosaayaTI‚ [nakao idna rat KraoMcatI hO. DOD @yaaoM calao gayao‚ yah sabakao pta hO. mamaa kBaI ek puÉYa ko saaqa saala Bar nahIM gauja,ar saktI‚ ifr SaadI ka ZaoMga @yaaoMĆ "
" naOnsaI tuma ApnaI maaM sao nafrt krtI haoĆ"
" nahIM‚ drAsala hma saba ek baImaar vyavasqaa kI ]pja hOM."

AaohŃ yah zNDI samaJa. yah GaRNaaŃ @yaa [sao pirvaar khUĐĆ ek maaM ijasakI dao baoiTyaaM AaOr iksaI ka iksaI sao lagaava nahIM. baahr laaogaaoM ko saamanao hMsatI hu[-‚ javaana idKtI marIlaŃ baoiTyaaoM ko saamanao baotrh haMftI marIlaŃ

PaoilaSa yahUdI s~I holgaa ka jaIvana ko p`it Apnaa dSa-na hO. ApnaI naslavaaidta kao laokr proSaana. ijasako ilayao vah baccao‚ pit‚ Gar ‚vyavasaaya saba CaoD, [ja`ayala calao jaanaa caahtI hO. Da^ baorI sao ]sakI maulaakat dUsaro ivaSvayauw maoM jahaja pr hu[- qaI. vahaĐ vah Gaayala Asahaya qaI‚ Da^ baorI nao sahara idyaa‚ ivavaah ikyaa. ijasao vah dyaalauta ko Aitir@t p`oma na maana sakI. baccaaoM sao BaI vah p`oma na kr sakI.

kt-vya ja,$r pUro krtI rhI vah. pr Aba vah jaanaa caahtI hO. ]sao gahra Avasaad haota hO yah jaanakr ik Aaja yahUidyaaoM ka Apnaa kao[- doSa nahIM hO. vah mahja kuC BaUimakaAaoM maoM baMT kr nahIM jaInaa caahtI vah ApnaI nasla ko ilayao kuC krnaa caahtI hO. ]sao Apnao ipta kI h%yaa ko KUnaI dRSya sao Bara AtIt ]sao vat-maana sao kaTta hO. eosao maoM p`Baa BaI ]sao Apnao vyavasaayaI ipta kI h%yaa ko baaro maoM batatI hO‚ maarvaaD,I vyavasaayaI pirvaaraoM kI ivaDmbanaa ko baaro maoM‚ ipta kI maR%yau ko baad Apnao ABaavaaoM ko baaro maoM batatI hO. ikntu p`Baa holgaa ko TUTto pirvaar ko baaro maoM basa p`aqa-naa hI kr patI hO ik 'ho [-Svar holgaa kao sad\bauiw donaa.' Amaoirka p`vaasa ko Aintma idnaaoM maoM vah eilaja,a kI bahna kOqaI sao imalatI hO‚ jaao eilaja,a sao ekdma ivaprIt hO. pit ko pOsaaoM kao Kca- krnaa‚ ek ek pla jaInaa.

byaUTI qaOropI ko xao~ maoM nayaa &ana‚ AaQauinak maSaInao‚ bahut sao sabak‚ ija,ndgaI kI ivasaMgaityaaM‚ is~yaaoM kI maanaisakta kI tulanaa krtI p`Baa…Aa[ilana AaOr popo kI Aa%maIya yaadoM ilayao laaOT AatI hO.

kula imalaa kr yah ]pnyaasa baohd idlacasp hO AaOr GaTnaa dr GaTnaa baaMQao rKta hO. kqaanak maoM khIM ja,ra saa BaI ZIlaapna nahIM. ek ek GaTnaaËma maanaao sau[- sao ipraoyaa huAa. [sa idlacasp kqaanak maoM icantna AaOr manaaoiva&ana kao [sa baarIkI sao Zalaa hO ik s~I ko Aist%va ko‚ sahI maayanaaoM maoM svatn~ta ko p`Sna na jaanao kba Aakr mana kao maqa jaato hOM pta hI nahIM calata. Apnao Aap hI jaOsao saaro savaala AaOr javaaba hI [saI kqya maoM imalato calato hOM.

]sa pr BaaYaa [tnaI ApnaI saI ik khIM ]laJanao ka savaala hI nahIM. ApnaI saI BaaYaa maoM hI saara kqaanak‚ samvaad hI samvaad ko jairyao icantna‚ dSa-na AaOr dao doSaaoM ko pirvaoSaaoM kI tulanaa krta huAa pUro ko pUro pirvaoSa AaOr GaTnaaËma ko jairyao ApnaI ]MgalaI pkD,a saaqa ilayao calata hO. pa~ saBaI Apnao Aap kao mauKr krto baohd spYT‚ Apnao Aap maoM iBanna. caaho vah holgaa kI pu~I ibaiTnaa hao yaa Aa[ilana ka popo jaao Aa[ilana kI maR%yau ko baad BaI ]sako Aa^ifsa Aata rhta hO.

yah ]pnyaasa Apnao Apnao pirvaoSa maoM‚ Apnao Apnao jaIvana maUlyaaoM ko saaqa‚ Apnao ZMga sao jaI rhIM is~yaaoM pr baIttI ~asadI AaOr ivasaMgaityaaoM sao samaJaaOtaoM ko baIca ZlaI ek KamaaoSaI kao mauKr krta hO. p`Baa jaI ka yah ]pnyaasa Apnao Aap maoM ek maIla p%qar hO.

– manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
jauna 7‚ 2002

 
KrgaaoSa Á ivaraoQaaBaasaaoM ko saMiQasqala pr iTkI ip`yaMvad kI khainayaaM
manaaohrSyaama jaaoSaI ka ]pnyaasa ' @yaap '
daraoSa – spindt yaqaaqa- kao dSaa-tI esaş Aarş hrnaaoT kI khainayaaM
baaoiQavaRxa ko naIcao – ivaSva maaohna itvaarI ka kavya saMga`h
vaYa- 2003 iba`Tona ko ihndI laoKkaoM kI mah%vapUNa- kRityaaM
tojaond` Samaa- kI khainayaaM Á yah @yaa hao gayaa
iCnnamasta Á AaOrt haonao ka saca
maudao-M ka TIlaa Á maaoAna jaao dD,ao – raMgaoya raGava ka caica-t ]pnyaasa
maoro ip`ya pVaMSa – kamaayanaI sao – sauQaa ranaI
ATla ibaharI baajapoyaI – ivalaxaNa kavya p`itBaa    
Ainava-canaIya p`oma sao baunaa rhsya laaok – 't%vamaisa'  
AaAao popo Gar calaoM : p`Baa Kotana ka ]%kRYT ]pnyaasa  
AaQao–AQaUro : maaohna rakoSa   
[smat Aapa kI khainayaaĐ AaOr BaartIya mauislama samaaja 
ek ivad`aohI svarÁ tsalaImaa nasarIna kI kivataeM 
kalaIdasakRt ' maoGadUt ' AaOr ]sakI laaokip`yata  
jalapV Á tsalaImaa nasarIna ka nayaa kavya   
'Dar sao ibaCuD,I' kRYNaa saaobatI ka bahucaica-t ]pnyaasa  
rajaoSa jaaoSaI ka kivata saMga`h – dao pMi>yaaoM ko baIca
naTnaagar kRYNa
pMcaknyaa : saargaiBa-ta s~I  
mahond` rMgaa kI ' p`oma kivataeM '    
maRdulaa gaga- ka ]pnyaasa ' icatkaobara '   
maorI ip`ya khainayaaĐ – inama-la vamaa-  
rIitkalaIna kiva ibaharI satsaM[- maoM EaRMgaar Baavanaa 
"$p" kI Ébaa[-yaaĐ   
lahraoM ko rajahMsa : dao ivaprIt maUlyaaoM ka WnW  
vaja-naaAaoM kao laaMGatI khainayaaM  
safdr Á kroMgao laaoga baatoM baaro maoM [sako 
saMjaIva ka kqaa saMsaar AaOr ' Kaoja '   

mau#apRYz . khanaI . kivata . kaya-Saalaa . kOSaaoya- . dRiYTkaoNa . naR%ya . inabanQa . dosa–prdosa
pirvaar. bacapna . Bai@t–kala Qama- . rsaao[- . laoKk . vyai>%va. vyaMgya . ivaivaQaa . saMsmarNa . saRjana . saaih%ya kaoYa 

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