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maRdulaa gaga- ka ]pnyaasa
'icatkaobara'  

maRdulaa gaga- ihndI saaih%ya ko maihlaa laoKna ka ek mah%vapUNa- hstaxar hO. krIba baIsa vaYa- phlao [naka ek ]pnyaasa ' icatkaobara ' ivavaadaoM maoM iGar kr KUba caica-t huAa qaa. prmpravaadI ihndI laoKna maoM iksaI maihlaa kqaakar Wara ivavaahotr p`oma pr ilaKo gae ]pnyaasaaoM kI p`qama pIZ,I ka ]pnyaasa qaa. haMlaaik ijasa dRSya vaNa-na pr Gaaor Aapi<a hu[- qaI vah pit–p%naI ko Sayanakxa ko dRSya qao. yahaĐ tk ik [na ASlaIlata ko AaraopaoM ko calato puilasa ]nako Gar tk Aa phuĐcaI qaI. inaÁsaMdoh yah ]pnyaasa BaartIya mayaa-daAaoM AaOr prmpraAaoM kI dRYTI sao kafI 'baaolD' ]pnyaasa qaa vah BaI Aaja sao dao dSak phlao. 

yaUM tao Aaja ko saMdBa- maoM BaI yah ]pnyaasa kafI 'baaolD' hO. halaaMik Tolaoivaja,na ivavaahotr sambaMQaaoM ko QaaravaaihkaoM sao ATa pD,a hO‚ AaOr BaartIya s~I Aba maanaisak $p sao svatn~ haokr jaInao lagaI hO. ikntu yah ]pnyaasa ek Alaga Qaratla pr calata hO ijasao maa~ 'baaolD' kh kr pirBaaiYat nahIM ikyaa jaa sakta‚ [samaoM bahut kuC eosaa hO jaao mana kao maqata hO‚ AaOr saaoca maoM Dala dota hO.

icatkaobara kI naaiyaka manau jaIvana kao ApnaI Satao-M pr jaItI hO AaOr KUba jaItI hO. p`oma ]saka mama- hO AaOr p`oma hI ]saka paiND%ya hO. p`oma kao laokr ]sako mana maoM kao[- glaaina yaa daohro maapdND nahIM hOM. manau ivavaaihta s~I hO AaOr dao baccaaoM kI maaĐ hO AaOr ek navaQanaaZ\ya tbako sao tallauk rKtI hO. vah ek bauiwjaIvaI maihlaa hO. ]sako ilayao p`oma ka sva$p bahut ]dar hO. ek iqayaoTr ga`up sao jauD, kr vah ska^TlaoND ko inavaasaI ek yaayaavar padrI ko saMpk- maoM AatI hO. AaOr vah patI hO ik irca-D ka maanava maa~ ko p`it ]darvaadI p`oma ]sako ]_ama p`oma ka pyaa-ya hao sakta hO. vao saalaaoM maoM ekaQa baar imalato hOM AaOr SarIr ko str pr jauD, kr BaI Apnao p`oma kao PlaoTaoinak p`oma kI trh jaIto hOM. Alaga–Alaga rh kr BaI vao eka%ma haokr jaIto hOM. [Qar samaaja AaOr pirvaar sao jauD,kr manau ek SarIr haonao kI ApnaI ija,mmaodairyaaĐ inaBaatI hO. ircaD- BaI ivavaaiht hO‚ dao baccaaoM ka ipta hO‚ pr maanava saovaaqa- vah caca- ko kamaaoM sao jahaĐ Akala‚ yauw AaOr Anya ivaiBaiYakaeM maanava kao Aaht krtI haoM vahaĐ yaayaavar saa GaUmata hO AaOr ]sako jaIvana ka yahI ]_oSya hO. manau ka pit mahoSa ek laGau]Vaogapit hO. bahut vyavahairk. ]sasao jauD,I manau kI duinayaa maoM irStodar hOM‚ pircat hOM‚ Aayaaojana hOM‚ ijanasao manau kao na caahkr BaI jauD,naa hI hO. Andr ircaD- AaOr isaf- ircaD- kao jaItI‚ ]sakI ek ApnaI hro jaamaunaI Aaik-D\sa sao BarI duinayaa hO.

maRdulaa jaI Apnao [sa ]pnyaasa kI BaUimaka maoM svayaM ilaKtI hOM – 

'' maOM maanatI hUĐ ik jaIvana kao ]sako samaga` AaOr ]da<a $p maoM jaananao–phcaananao ko ilayao p`oma sao AiQak ]pyau@t maaQyama nahIM imala sakta. jaao laaoga p`oma ko kqya kao maa~ s~I–puÉYa saMbaMQa tk saIimat kr laoto hOM‚ vao saaih%ya ko p`it‚ AaOr jaIvana ko p`it BaI Anyaaya krto hOM. yaa Saayad Anyaaya vao isaf- Apnao p`it krto hOM‚ jaIvana kI ]da<a Qaara sao Apnao kao kaT jaao laoto hOM‚ jaao manauYya kao ]sako AadSa- $p maoM ]d\GaaiTt kr saktI hO. p`oma s~I–puÉYa ko baIca hI haota hO‚ pr maa~ ]nako sambaMQaaoM kI Kaoja p`oma ka kqya nahIM hO. kma–sao–kma maoro ilayao nahIM hOÂ [sa ]pnyaasa –ica<akaobara– maoM tao ibalakula nahIM. p`oma ko caOtnya manaÁsamaagama ko AnauBava sao gauja,rto hue daonaaoM pa~aoM ka jaao Aa%maao%saga- haota hO‚ ]nako BaavabaaoQa maoM jaao saUxmata‚ vyaapkta AaOr gahnata AatI hO‚ ]nakI saMvaodna Sai> ijasa p`kar p`gaaZ, haotI hO‚ Apnao caaraoM trf sao GaiTt sao ijasa p`kar vao ekdUsaro ko maaQyama sao phlao sao AiQak GainaYz tartmya sqaaipt krto hOM‚ vahI p`oma ka kqya hO.''

sa%ya hO‚ jahaĐ manau ircaD- sao imalanao sao pUva- Apnao dayaraoM maoM rh rhI haotI hO‚ ircaD- ko maaQyama sao vah tmaama duinayaa ko saMGaYaao-M sao vaaikf hI nahIM haotI varna\ vah caahtI hO ik vah ircaD- ko saaqa baaMglaadoSa jaakr laaogaaoM kI pID,a kao jaanao. ircaD- ko saaqa jaba vah tna mana sao eka%ma maoM haotI hO tao vah mahsaUsatI hO – ''maoro ircaD- nahIM basa ircaD-. rot ko rotIlao p`itmaana‚ p`Saant mahasaagar kI lahraoM ko saMgaIt‚ AasT/oilayana bauSa ko saGana–saudIGa- vaRxa‚ tuma ircaD- hao. maoro ircaD- nahIM basa ircaD-.

khao na ek baar – manau…basa manau…khao na baar baar.
FlaOSa AnaTu FlaOSa…vaI Aar vana.
hma ek hOM‚ pr ek dUsaro ko nahIM.''

'' ircaD- tumhara nanha–saa spSa- maoro ilayao…saba kuC hO.''
'' manau tuma maorI pUrk hao‚ maoro SarIr ka ibaCD,a huAa ihssaa‚ ijasao maOM barsaaoM sao ZUĐZta ifr rha hUĐ.''
'' AaAao hma ek hao jaaeM.'' maOM nao kha‚ AaĐKoM baMd mat krao maorI trf doKao…hma–tuma ek hOM.'' 
KulaI AaĐKaoM kI dRiYT ek dUsaro sao baMQa ga[-. stMiBat‚ prspr sammaaoiht. saRiYT isqar hO. stbQa.
ek isasaktI saI%kar ko saaqa maOM nao ]sako BaIgao caohro kao Apnao caohro sao saTa ilayaa…AaOr AaĐKoM baMd kr hI laIM.''

mahoSa ko saaqa vah doh hO‚ pUrI trh mahoSa ko ilayao. vahaĐ yaaOna tuiYT hO‚ saamaaijak p`itYza hO‚ maanyata hO pr… …mahoSa ko ilayao '' Pyaar krnaa Kola hO‚ klaa hO‚ ja,$rt hO‚ SarIr kI maaĐga hO. Pyaar haonaa baovakUfI hO.''

mahoSa ko saaqa haonao pr manau svayaM kao doh AaOr doh kI tuiYT sao pro kuC nahIM patI.

''maorI doh AaOr ]sakI doh ko Alaavaa kmaro maoM tIsara kao[- nahIM hO – raoSanaI tk nahIM. AaĐKo KulaI rKao yaa baMd‚ AMQaora kayama rhta hO. ifr BaI baMd hI hOM AaĐKoM. caotnaa ko p`vaah maoM dRiYT khIM baaQak na hao.

mahoSa nao maorI doh maoM p`vaoSa kr ilayaa hO. puÉYa AaOr s~I ka saMBaaoga…kuC nahIM hO yah… hmaaro SarIr ek haokr ibastr maoM CTpTa rho hOM…………………ik Aavaoga kI ivaVut lahroM hmaoM CueM AaOr hma Saa^k Kakr ek lambaI saI%kar ko saaqa jaD, hao jaaeM. mahoSa saao jaae AaOr maOM Apnao AQajagao SarIr kao Alaga JaTk kr AaMKoM Kaola laUM…''

manau hmaoSaa sao jaanatI Aa[- hO ik mahoSa ko ilayao ]saka mah%va ek tyaSauda byaah sao jyaada kuC nahIM qaa. pr vah yah BaI jaana ga[- qaI ik jaba Aaz saala tk ektrfa p`oma ko saaqa ek safla p%naI banakr kaT laonao ko baad jaba vah ircaD- sao p`oma krnao lagaI qaI tBaI ]sao pta calaa ik ……….

'' maoro saaqa baD,I BaarI ivaDmbanaa GaT ga[- hO manau. Saayad zIk ]saI samaya tumanao mauJao Pyaar krnaa baMd kr idyaa …jaba maOM tumasao Pyaar krnao lagaa.'' – @yaa kh rha hO mahoSaĆ

kula imala kr yah kqaanak p`oma kI ek na[- vyaa#yaa p`itpaidt kr panao safla huAa hO. ]pnyaasa kI p`stuit TukD,aoM maoM hu[- hO pr khIM BaI yah ibaKrta nahIM . pICo CUTo saU~ Aagao khIM na khIM imala jaato hOM. svayaM laoiKka ko SabdaoM maoM – 

'' drAsala‚ bahtI nadI maoM sao iksaI iknaaro KD,o haokr panaI ipyaao – @yaa fk- pD,ta hOŃ ''

BaaYaa ko maamalao maoM maRdulaa jaI ]%kRYT hOM. BaavaaoM kao baKUbaI saaqa-k sahja SabdaoM maoM gaUMqanaa ]nakI ivaSaoYata hO. ircaD–manau ko saMvaadaoM maoM jahaĐ sahja p`oma AaOr mastI Bara f@kD,pna hO‚ vahIM Zor saara icaMtna hO. yahI icaMtna AaOr f@kD,pna‚ mastI manau kao ircaD- ko krIba laatI hO. ek jagah ircaD- khta hO – 

'' haĐ gaaĐQaI‚ Ëa[-sT AaOr maa@sa- tInaaoM maoro AadSa- hOM.''
'' tInaaoMĆ ''
'' haĐŃ kao[- eotraja,Ć''
'' pr ihMsaa–AihMsaa‚ ivad`aoh–%yaaga ek saaqa kOsaoĆ ''
'' @yaaoM pava-tI ko dao $p hOM na. p`sanna pava-tI – ]maa‚ AaOr raOd` pava-tI – dugaa-. tuma laaoga daonaaoM kao pUjato hao naĆ ''
'' haĐ''
'' jaanatI hao yaaorp ka phla kmyaUinasT kaOna qaaĆ
'' kaOna Ć''
'' jaIsasa Ëa[-sT ''
''yaaorp ka @yaaoM‚ duinayaa ka khao.''
'' nahIM–nahIM‚ ]sasao mauJao Dr lagata hO. AnauBava kI baat hO jaba BaI maOM duinayaa ko iksaI 'phlao AivaYkar' ka naama laota hUĐ tao mauJao batlaayaa jaata hO – galat‚ yah caIja, ihndustana maoM bahut phlao sao maaOjaUd qaI. maOM JagaD,a maaola nahIM laonaa caahtaÁ tuma khao tao maOM yah BaI maananao kao tOyaar hUĐ ik gaaĐQaI Ëa[-sT sao phlao pOda hue qao.''

khIM manau ko pUCnao pr CÁ BaaYaa jaananao vaalaa yaayaavar‚ gaRhsqa magar caca- ka p`itinaiQa fadr ircaD- khta hO – 

'' tuma baaMglaadoSa @yaaoM jaanaa caahto haoĆ''
'' saIQaI saI baat hO. yah ek doSa hO. vahaĐ ko laaoga mausaIbat maoM hO. ]nakI BaaYaa maOM samaJata hUĐ. mauJao jaanaa hI caaihyao.''
''Dr nahIM lagataĆ''
'' Dr tao tumasao BaI lagata hO‚ [sailayao @yaa tumhoM CaoD, dUĐĆ''
'' hr va@t maja,ak mat ikyaa krao. maOM AaOr maaOt ek caIja, hOMĆ''

basa yahI saba manau AaOr ircaD- ko p`oma ka kqya hO. ek dUsaro sao jauD,kr tmaama duinayaa sao jauD,naa. yahI tao [sa ]pnyaasa kao safla banaata hO.

[sa ]pnyaasa pr KUba ivavaad Aa jauD,o qao. magar maRdulaa jaI kI laoKnaI p`vaahmaana rhI.1996 maoM ]nakI ek AaOr ivavaadaspd pustk 'kzgaulaaba' p`kaiSat hu[-. [na saba ivavaadaoM sao jaUJato hue ]nhaoMnao k[- ivadoSaI pustkaoM ka Anauvaad ikyaa. hala hI maoM ]nhoM ek maanavaaiQakar saMrxaNa saMsqaa kI Aaor sao h^lamaona–hmaoT AvaaD- sao purskRt ikyaa gayaa . 

caaOMsaz vaYaI-ya maRdulaa jaI Aaja BaI ]tnaI hI jaIvMatta sao ilaKtI hOM. 

hala hI maoM pZ,o ]nako ek [MTrvyaU maoM ica<akaobara pr kI ga[- Aapi<ayaaoM ko p`Sna pr ]naka ]<ar qaa – 

'' ]sa Aapi<a vaalao dRSya maoM pit-p%naI ko SaarIirk sambaMQaaoM ko baIca p%naI iksaI AaOr pu$Ya ko baaro maoM saaoca rhI hO. AaOr ]sa pr hd yah ik ]sao [sa baat pr kao[- glaaina BaI nahIM. basa yahI baat BaartIya puÉYa ko AhM kao KTk ga[-.''

Apnao naarIvaadI haonao ko savaala pr ]naka javaaba qaa – 

''haĐ. maOM svayaM kao sahI maayanaaoM maoM foimainasT samaJatI hUĐ. Agar Aap samaaja maoM Apnao sqaana‚ Apnao AiQakaraoM AaOr kt-vyaaoM ko ilayao‚ samaaja ko ek sadsya kI trh jaagaÉk hOM tao Aap foimainasT hOM. AaOr Agar Aap maihlaaAaoM kI samasyaaAaoM pr Saayad hI kBaI saaoca pato hOM tao Aap basa ek maihlaa maa~ hOM.''

ica<akaobara ek bauiwjaIvaI s~I ko ]da<a p`oma ka kqya hO.  

– manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
Agast 3‚ 2001

 
KrgaaoSa Á ivaraoQaaBaasaaoM ko saMiQasqala pr iTkI ip`yaMvad kI khainayaaM
manaaohrSyaama jaaoSaI ka ]pnyaasa ' @yaap '
daraoSa – spindt yaqaaqa- kao dSaa-tI esaş Aarş hrnaaoT kI khainayaaM
baaoiQavaRxa ko naIcao – ivaSva maaohna itvaarI ka kavya saMga`h
vaYa- 2003 iba`Tona ko ihndI laoKkaoM kI mah%vapUNa- kRityaaM
tojaond` Samaa- kI khainayaaM Á yah @yaa hao gayaa
iCnnamasta Á AaOrt haonao ka saca
maudao-M ka TIlaa Á maaoAna jaao dD,ao – raMgaoya raGava ka caica-t ]pnyaasa
maoro ip`ya pVaMSa – kamaayanaI sao – sauQaa ranaI
ATla ibaharI baajapoyaI – ivalaxaNa kavya p`itBaa    
Ainava-canaIya p`oma sao baunaa rhsya laaok – 't%vamaisa'  
AaAao popo Gar calaoM : p`Baa Kotana ka ]%kRYT ]pnyaasa  
AaQao–AQaUro : maaohna rakoSa   
[smat Aapa kI khainayaaĐ AaOr BaartIya mauislama samaaja 
ek ivad`aohI svarÁ tsalaImaa nasarIna kI kivataeM 
kalaIdasakRt ' maoGadUt ' AaOr ]sakI laaokip`yata  
jalapV Á tsalaImaa nasarIna ka nayaa kavya   
'Dar sao ibaCuD,I' kRYNaa saaobatI ka bahucaica-t ]pnyaasa  
rajaoSa jaaoSaI ka kivata saMga`h – dao pMi>yaaoM ko baIca
naTnaagar kRYNa
pMcaknyaa : saargaiBa-ta s~I  
mahond` rMgaa kI ' p`oma kivataeM '    
maRdulaa gaga- ka ]pnyaasa ' icatkaobara '   
maorI ip`ya khainayaaĐ – inama-la vamaa-  
rIitkalaIna kiva ibaharI satsaM[- maoM EaRMgaar Baavanaa 
"$p" kI Ébaa[-yaaĐ   
lahraoM ko rajahMsa : dao ivaprIt maUlyaaoM ka WnW  
vaja-naaAaoM kao laaMGatI khainayaaM  
safdr Á kroMgao laaoga baatoM baaro maoM [sako 
saMjaIva ka kqaa saMsaar AaOr ' Kaoja '   

mau#apRYz . khanaI . kivata . kaya-Saalaa . kOSaaoya- . dRiYTkaoNa . naR%ya . inabanQa . dosa–prdosa
pirvaar. bacapna . Bai@t–kala Qama- . rsaao[- . laoKk . vyai>%va. vyaMgya . ivaivaQaa . saMsmarNa . saRjana . saaih%ya kaoYa 

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