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[sa baar jaba maOM ApnaI naanaI ko Gar pr jayapur maoM gaima-yaao-M kI Cui+yaaM ibata rhI qaI Apnao papa mammaI ko saaqa tba papa mammaI nao rNaqamBaaOr naoSanala pak- GaUmanao jaanao ka kaya-Ëma banaayaa. rNaqamBaaOr Baart ka p`isaw Ta[-gar irjava- naoSanala pak- hO. AaOr jayapur sao 180 ikmaI kI dUrI pr hI hO. mammaI vahaĐ phlao jaa caukI qaIM saao ]nhaoMnao batayaa ik vahaĐ baaGa yaanao Ta[-gar‚ tondue yaanao laopD- AaOr BaalaU Kulao jaMgala maoM ivacarto idKa[- doto hOM. maOM tao KuSa qaI magar yah sauna maorI CaoTI bahna Avaina raonao lagaI‚ "nahIM‚ maOM nahIM jaa}MgaI‚ Ta[-gar mauJao kaT laogaa."

hma saba hMsanao lagao.

AaiKr Sainavaar Aa hI gayaa AaOr hma inakla pD,o‚ ma[- ka mahInaa qaa saao gamaI- bahut qaI. pr yahI tao idna hOM jaba jaMgalaI jaanavar panaI kI AaOr CaMva kI tlaaSa maoM panaI ko naalaaoM AaOr talaaba tqaa gaD\ZaoM ko Aasa pasa AasaanaI sao idK jaato hOM.

said-yaao-M maoM tao ]nhoM ]Mcao sqaanaaoM pr hI panaI tqaa iSakar imala jaata hO. yah saba mauJao papa mammaI kI baataoM sao pta lagaa. rasto maoM mammaI nao batayaa ik hma ijasa irsaao-T maoM zhroMgao vahaĐ kI [ncaaja- saaoinayaa AanTI kI dao hmaarI hma]ma` baoiTyaaĐ hOM‚ hmaoM AaOr maja,a Aa gayaa ik GaUmanaa ka GaUmanaa AaOr Kolanao kao dao hma]ma` sahoilayaaM BaI.

jayapur sao saIQao hma savaa[-maaQaaopur phuĐcao vahaĐ sao 18 ikmaI dUrI pr rNaqamBaaOr ko }baD,KabaD, kccao rasto maoM hI hmaara irsaao-T qaa‚ 'Ta[-gar maUna' rNaqamBaaOr naoSanala pak- ko ekdma pasa hI‚ ek gaaĐva ko baIcaaoM baIca. maOM nao gaaĐva kI ijandgaI AaOr KotaoM AaOr gaaMva ko baccaaoM kao krIba sao doKa‚ baOlagaaiD,yaaoM pr ]ClakUd macaato hue. jaba hma irsaao-T phuĐcao tao bahut AcCa lagaa‚ Ganao poD,aoM ko baIca k[- ka^Tojaoja, banaIM qaIM…vao kuC eosao banaIM qaIM ik baahr sao laga rha qaa ik iFlanasTaona ko Sahr maoM phuĐca gayao hOM. p%qar kI banaI ka^Tojaoja, magar Andr sao saarI AaQauinak sauivaQaaAaoM vaalaI. hmanao qaaoD,a Aarama ikyaa.

daophr ko dao baja gayao qao‚ ja,aoraoM kI BaUK laga Aa[- qaI‚ caar bajao sao naoSanala pak- ka Saama kI ivaija,T ka samaya SauÉ haota qaa…saao hmaaro pasa samaya nahIM qaa‚ hmanao naha Qaaokr vahaĐ ko Kulao DayainaMga ha^la maoM Kanaa Kayaa…ijasako pasa isvaimaMgapUla qaa. magar ]sa samaya bahut garma hvaaeM cala rhIM qaIM…magar AaOr kao[- caara nahIM qaa‚ Kanaa Kato hI hmanao bahut saara panaI ilayaa‚ ApnaI hOT\sa laIM‚ kOmara ilayaa tba tk ijaPsaI Aa ga[- qaI ijasamaoM hmaoM jaMgala GaUmanaa qaa. yah ijaPsaI Alaga saI qaI ijasakI saIT\sa }McaI qaIM taik dUr sao jaanavar idKa[- do jaayaoM AaOr Aap faoTaoga`afI BaI kr sakao. ijaPsaI calaanao vaalaa D/a[-var jaMgala ko rastaoM sao AcCI trh pircat qaa‚ saaqa maoM gaa[-D BaI qaa. daonaaoM AcCo vyai@t qao.

]fŃ BayaMkr laU cala rhI qaI‚ AaOr toja, QaUp qaI inaklato hI gaala jalanao lagao qao‚ AaOr hma daonaaoM bahnaaoM nao panaI panaI icallaanaa SauÉ kr idyaa tba papa nao kha‚ "ABaI hmaoM pUra jaMgala GaUmanaa hO‚ Saama saaD,o saat tk panaI kao bacaa bacaa kr ipyaao." ek baD,o sao drvaajao ko baad jaMgala SauÉ hao gayaa‚ yah baD,a gaoT rNaqamBaaOr ko eoithaisak iklao ka qaa. jaMgala imalaa jaulaa saa qaa…saUKI JaaiD,yaao‚M saUKo poD,aoM ko saaqa saaqa baD,o hro poD, BaI qao. khIM ekdma saUKa‚ khIM panaI ko talaaba‚ JaIlaoM….

rasto maoM hmaoM vahaĐ caItla‚ saaMBar‚ icaMkara‚ naIlagaaya‚ baarhisaMGaa Aaid idKnaa SauÉ hao gayao jaao JauND maoM Gaasa car rho qao. laMgaUr AaOr maaor tao vahaĐ ZoraoM qao. ek talaaba ko iknaaro hmanao magarmacC kao saustato doKa. ifr Aagao dUr ek CaoTo sao naalao ko iknaaro pr jaMgalaI sauAr kao panaI pIto doKa. hmaara gaa[-D jaao hmaoM ZoraoM baatoM batata cala rha qaa ]sanao batayaa ik jaMgalaI sauAr baD,a KUMKar haota hO‚ baaGa sao nahIM Drta…ek jaMgalaI sauAr dao baaGaaoM ko baIca jaakr panaI pI sakta hO magar baaGa dao jaMgalaI sauAraoM ko baIca jaakr panaI pInao ka saahsa nahIM kr sakta. maOM yah saunakr AaScaya- krnao lagaI.

k[- k[- iklaaomaITsa- baaGa kI tlaaSa maoM calato calato hmaaro haoMz saUK gayao qao panaI BaI kma hao gayaa qaa. gaa[-D nao batayaa ik ek ek baaGa ka Apnaa 10 sao 15 ikmaI banaayaa huAa xao~ łTOroTrI ´ haota hO‚ ijasamaoM dUsaro baaGa kao nahIM Aanao dota hO vah. tao hma ijasa xao~ maoM GaUma rho qao vah ek Ta[-ga`osa ka xao~ qaa jaao ik Aajakla Apnao tIna baccaaoM ko saaqa rhtI hO…. KUba Aagao jaakr hmanao payaa ik bahut saarI TuirsT ijaiPsayaaM ek naalao ko pasa KD,I hOM…jahaĐ Ganaoro poD, hOM…KUba panaI hO. hmaarI ijaPsaI BaI Ék ga[-‚ hmaaro gaa[-D nao rajasqaanaI maoM pUCa ik @yaa kuC idKa. tba pta calaa ik yahaĐ tIna CÁ mahInao ko baaGa ko baccao hOM…naalao ko ]sa Caor pr poD,aoM ko Ganao saayao ko baIca…hmanao tIna AakRityaaĐ tao doKIM ihlatI DulatI‚ magar bahut saaf nahIM qaa. ]nakI maaĐ ]nhoM saurixat bahut Ganao poD,aoM ko pICo ibaza kr ga[- qaI. hmaaro gaa[-D nao batayaa ik‚ "pta hO baccaaoM‚ ]nakI maaĐ ]nhoM jahaĐ ibaza kr jaatI hO‚ vahaĐ sao vao ek dao maITr sao j,yaada nahIM ihlato. bahut khnaa maanato hOM maaM ka…ABaI vaao iSakar pr ga[- hO. [nhoM yahaĐ CaoD, kr." ifr ]sanao papa sao kha ik‚ " sar yahaĐ Ta[-ma vaosT krnaa baokar hO…baccao baahr tao AaeMgao nahIM…zIk sao idKoMgao BaI nahIM…maora pUra ivaSvaasa hO ik Aba Saama Zlanao lagaI hO…[nakI maaĐ hmaoM laaOTtI ja,$r idKogaI." Paapa samaJa gayao ik yah AnauBavaI hO [saka khnaa sahI hI haogaa.

hma krIba dsa ikmaI AaOr calao…rasto maoM gaa[-D nao batayaa ik baaiGana Apnao baccaaoM kao phlao dao tIna maah tao Apnaa dUQa iplaatI hO AaOr jaMgala maoM @yaa AcCa @yaa baura yah samaJaatI hO…Apnao saaqa iSakar pr nahIM lao jaatI hO. ifr Agalao tIna mahInaaoM tk vao maaĐ ka laayaa iSakar Kato hOM. ifr Agalao kuC AaOr mahInaaoM maoM maaĐ ]nhoM iSakar vaalaI jagah tk lao jaakr maara huAa jaanavar iKlaatI hO. ifr ek saala ko haonao ko baad Apnao saaqa iSakar pr lao jaanao lagatI hO. ]nhoM isaKatI hO iSakar krnaa. ABaI vaao baaiGana [na baccaaoM kI maaM laaOTtI hI haogaI‚ AMQaora Canao pr iSakar imalao na imalao vah laaOT AatI hO baccaaoM ko pasa. mauJao yao baatoM [tnaI maja,odar lagaIM ik maOM panaI panaI icallaanaa BaUla ga[-. hmaara panaI basa K%ma hI hao calaa qaa. D/a[-var nao ApnaI panaI kI ek baa^Tla mammaI kao hma baccaaoM ko ilayao do dI. papa nao pUCa ik @yaa yah ja,$rI hO ik vah [saI rasto sao gauja,roĆ tba gaa[-D nao kha ik baaGaaoM ko pMjao bahut maulaayama haoto hOM saao vao yah kccaa imaT\TI vaalaa banaa banaayaa T/ok hI caunato hOM‚ pgaDMiDyaaĐ yaa jaMgalaI rastaoM pr kma hI jaato hOM vahaĐ kaMTo‚ p%qar‚ ThinayaaĐ jaao haotI hOM.

kuC Aagao cala hI rho qao ik hma saba ek saaqa caaOMk pD,o‚ gaa[-D nao jaao kha vah saca inaklaa…hma saba KamaaoSa hao gayao…ek baD,I‚ saundr naarMgaI rMga kI tqaa gahrI kalaI QaairyaaoM vaalaI baaiGana qakIharI calaI Aa rhI qaI‚ hmaarI ijaPsaI ko ibalakula saamanao sao ]saI T/ok pr. hmaara D/a[-var ijaPsaI kao baOk maoM QaIro QaIro calaanao lagaa…Aba vah hmasao basa paĐca ifT kI dUrI pr qaI. papa KTaKT faoTao lao rho qao. yah dRSya bahut raomaaMcakarI qaa‚ hmaaro D/a[-var nao ijaPsaI rasto ko iknaaro kr laI QaIro sao…tba vah hmaarI ijaPsaI ko ekdma pasa sao Apnao qakI hu[- inagaahaoM sao doKtI hu[- Aagao calaI ga[-…ijaPsaI ko ]saI iknaaro pr baOzI maorI CaoTI bahna kI jaana inaklaI jaa rhI qaI…vah kaĐp rhI qaI. hma Aba BaI ]sa baaiGana ko pICo QaIro QaIro caupcaap ijaPsaI kao slaao kr cala rho qao. ]sanao pICo doKa AaOr ]sa naalao kI Aaor poD,aoM ko pasa sao naIcao ]tr ga[- ijasa trf vah Apnao baccao CaoD, Aa[- qaI. Aba maorI bahna isasak kr rao rhI qaI…papa nao hMsa kr caup krvaayaa.

Aba samaya hao calaa qaa jaMgala sao baahr inaklanao ka… hma ja,ra saa calao qao ik ek maaoTa kalaa lambaI qaUqana vaalaa slaaOqa baoAr ApnaI Alamast caala sao calaa jaa rha qaa…AaOr hma ifr QaImao hao gayao ]sako pICo pICo calanao lagao. vah baar baar pICo mauD,kr hmaoM [sa trh sao doKta ik jaOsao kh rha hao…' @yaa hO yaar maora pICa @yaaoM kr rho hao ' bahut hI Pyaara saa qaa vah. j,yaada huAa tao vah pgaDMDI CaoD, caZ,a[- vaalao rasto pr caZ, gayaa.

rasto maoM hmaoM kuC AaOr TuirsT vhIkla imalao ]nako yaai~yaaoM kao jaba hmanao batayaa ik hmanao baaiGana AaOr slaaOqa baoAr doKa tao vaao Afsaaosa krnao lagao @yaaoMik ]nhaoMnao Apnaa samaya ]na baaiGana ko baccaaoM kI AakRityaaM doKto hue ]nako baahr Aanao ka [Mtja,ar krto hue ibata idyaa qaa.

Aba hmaoM laaOTnaa qaa ifr ]saI eoithaisak iklao ko baD,o drvaajao sao…Apnao irsaao-T kI Aaor…tba maorI bahna nao kha…" mauJao tao laopD- psand hO Aapnao vah tao idKayaa hI nahIM." gaa[-D nao kha laopD- AiQaktr rat kao inaklato hOM. AaOr Aap jahaĐ zhro hao na ' Ta[-gar maUna' maoM vahaĐ tk BaI phuĐca jaato hOM." hma hOrt maoM pD, gayao.

jaMgala sao baahr inaklanao pr rasto maoM ek AadmaI taSa baoca rha qaa ijanapr jaanavaraoM ko ica~ banao qao…hmanao baD,o caava sao KrIdo. hmanao Ta[-gar kI bahut saI poinTMgsa BaI KrIdIM.

saat bajao irsaao-T phuMcao tao hmaoM caOtI AaOr saahnaa imalaIM ijanako saaqa hmanao isvaimaMgapUla maoM mastI kI‚ pUra irsaao-T GaUma Dalaa. saaqa iDnar ikyaa. maOM nao caOtI AaOr saahnaa sao kha ik Aap laaoga iktnao lakI hao jaao yahaĐ rhto hao [tnaI saundr jagah. tba ]nhaoMnao batayaa ik haĐ jagah tao saundr hO laoikna yahaĐ AcCo skUla na haonao kI vajah sao vao daonaaoM baa^mbao baaoiD-Mga maoM pZ,tI hOM‚ basa Cui+yaaoM maoM AatI hOM‚ ]nako papa mammaI [sa irsaao-T kao saMBaalato hOM.

hma bahut BaagyaSaalaI qao jaao hmaoM ek hI ivaija,T maoM Ta[-ga`osa doKnao kao imalaI…laaoga pUra pUra saPtah ibata jaato hOM‚ Ta[-gar nahIM idKta. Agalaa idna hmanao puranaa eoithaisak iklaa doKnao ko ilayao irjava- rKa‚ @yaaoMik maorI mammaI kao eosaI caIjaaoM maoM bahut idlacaspI hO. vao KUba }pr caZ, kr gaNaoSa maindr BaI jaanaa caahtI qaIM. phlao tao maOM baaor hu[- pr vahaĐ jaanaa vyaqa- nahIM huAa. hma saubah saubah saat bajao iklao pr caZ,nao ko ilayao ]saI jaMgala ko kccao rasto ko pOrolala banao p@ko rasto pr inaklao tao hmanao vahaĐ sao ek naalao ko par tIna vayask haoto baaGa ko baccaaoM kao ek gaaya kao Gaorto hue dUr sao doKa. pr hma ApnaI psa-nala gaaD,I maoM qao AaOr jaMgala maoM Gausanao tqaa rasto maoM Éknao kI manaahI qaI.

iklao pr dao saaO saaz saIiZ,yaaM caZ,kr jaanaa qaa‚ hma haĐfto‚ Aarama krto‚ kBaI pOdla kBaI papa ko knQao pr caZ,kr AaiKrkar iklao pr phuĐcao…iklaa KNDhr hI qaa‚ magar Ganao jaMgala ko baIca bahut saundr lagata qaa. vahaĐ }pr sao dUr dUr tk Ganaa jaMgala fOlaa idK rha qaa. gaNaoSa maindr bahut saundr qaa. vahaĐ laMgaUraoM kI Barmaar qaI. laMgaUraoM ko dao samaUhaoM maoM laD,a[- iCD,I hu[- qaI. dSa-na krko‚ p`saad kao laMgaUraoM sao bacaato hma gaNaoSa maindr sao laaOTnao lagao…ifr sao saIiZ,yaaĐ ]trnaa mauJao baaoiJala laga rha qaa laoikna papa nao [sao BaI maja,odar banaa idyaa hmasao yah kh kr ik ]trto jaaAao AaOr iganato jaaAao ik iktnaI saIiZ,yaaĐ hOM. yaUM BaI ]trnao maoM kma enajaI- AaOr samaya lagata hO. hma KTaKT ]tr gayao. irsaao-T phuMca kr hmaoM saamaana baaMQanaa qaa. maOM nao laaOT kr Avaina sao pUCa ik daostaoM kao @yaa bataeogaI yahaĐ ko baaro maoM tao ]saka javaaba qaa ik " maOM naa‚ sabakao bata]MgaI ik hmanao DIyar doKa‚ maMkI doKa‚ baoAr doKa AaOr Ta[-gar doKa…AaOr naa ]sanao naa hmakao ka||Ta BaI nahIM." hma hĐsato hĐsato laaoTpaoT hao gayao.

maora yahaĐ sao jaanao ka mana nahIM qaa magar hmanao saaoinayaa AaNTI‚ caOtI‚ saahnaa kao said-yaaoM maoM ifr sao Aanao ka vaada kr ivada laI. yah Aba tk maorI saarI yaa~aAaoM maoM sabasao maja,odar yaa~a qaI.

jaMgala kI raomaaMcak yaadaoM ko kuC AaOr ica~ 

knauip`yaa kulaEaoYz
jaUna 2‚ 2002



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