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vaRndavana kI gailayaaoM maoM gaUMjatI kÉNa svarlahiryaaM

vah maooro Aagao toja,I sao kdma rKtI hu[- calaI jaa rhI hO — fT – fT krtI caPplaaoM ko saaqa. vah yaaina ranaUbaalaa GaaoYa GauTnaaoM ko ja,ra naIcao tk baaMQaI ga[- AaQaI QaaotI‚ }pr sao AaQaI caadr kI trh AaoZ,I hu[-. daonaaoM ka rMga safod sao maTmaOlaa hao gayaa hO. maOM ]sako pICo hUĐ — AapdaAaoM sao inabaTkr saMBaalao hue pOraoM kao kuC BaulaatI‚ kuC sahojatI ijaMdgaI pr Aarama sao kdma rKtI hu[- maOM. vah toja,‚ AaOr toja, calaI jaa rhI hO. maOM ]sao Aavaaja, dotI hUĐ. vah pICo m,auD,kr haOlao sao mauskura dotI hO‚ laoikna caala maoM kao[- AMtr nahIM Aayaa hO. ek ]cC\vaasa inakla jaata hO. jaanatI hUĐ ik Aagao fOlao sapaT¸ spMdnahIna idnaaoM kao jaOsao – tOsao jaIkr ]sao ijaMdgaI ko AMitma pD,ava tk phMcanao kI jaldI hO. ]sako Aasa – pasa irStaoM ka Ahsaasa yaa vaOBavapNa- [ithasa jaOsaa kuC BaI tao nahIM hO‚ ijasako bahanao vah dUr tk psarI hu[- ija,ndgaI rsa laokr gauja,aro. ]sao tao imalaa hO Saapyau@t ‚ pqarIlaa‚ sapaT ek baohd nagaNya jaIvana‚ jaao ]sao iksaI trh kaTnaa hO. maOM ifr ]sao Aavaaja, nahIM dotI. maOM‚ jaao ek saBa`ant samaaja sao Aakr ]sako pICo gailayaaoM maoM cala rhI hUĐ — vaRMdavana kI gailayaaoM maoM.

mau#ya BajanaEama pICo CUT gayaa hO‚ laoikna QaImao – QaImao gaUMjato Zaola‚ maMjaIro‚ KD,tala ko saaqa inayaimat idnacayaa- maoM baMQao rsahIna svar kanaaoM sao Tkrakr maistYk maoM ApnaI p`itQvainayaaM pOda kr rho hOM —
hro ramaa‚ hro ramaaŃ  ramaa – ramaa hro– hroŃ
hro kRYNaa ‚ hro kRYNaaŃ kRYNaa – kRYNaa hro– hroŃ

kla kI Saama maoro saamanao saakar haotI jaa rhI hO. kla maOM vahaM qaI . janavarI kI ek izzurtI Saama. BajanaaEama ko mau#ya kxa ko baIca maoM raQaa – kRYNa kI maUit-yaaM AaOr ]nako saamanao dao samaUhaoM maoM baMTa vaRMdavana kI maa[-yaaoM ka hujaUma. baIca maoM Zaolak‚ maMjaIro va KD,tala bajaanao vaalaI maa[yaaM baOzI hOM. ek baar ek samah yao pMi@tyaaM gaata hO‚ dUsarI baar dUsara samaUh ]sao daohrata hO. saBaI maa[yaaM kMbala‚ Saala‚ caadroM AaoZ,o ivar@t }MGatI – saI Bajana kr rhI hOM. kuC nao AaQao ZMko hue mauMh ko saaqa GauTnaaoM kao ksakr saInao sao dbaa rKa hO— gamaI- panao ko ilayao va QaIro – QaIro gapSap krnao ko ilayao. khIM kao[- @laant‚ qakI hu[- maa[- kMbala sao AaQaa mauMh Zkkr saao[- hI ga[- hO. ijasa trh iGasaT kr vah ijaMdgaI kaT rhI hO‚ ]saI trh yahaM saubah va Saama caar – caar GaNTo Bajana krko ]nhoM ]drpUit- ko ilayao pcaasa pOsaa yaa Za[- saaO ga`ama caavala yaa gaohUM kI kmaanaa hO.

BajanaaEama ka [ithasa
BajanaaEama ka [ithasa batato hOM ]sako maOnaojar Syaama saundr paTaoidyaa — EaI gaaOraMga p`Bau Wara AaQauinak vaRndavana ka AnvaoYaNa… kuC ]nako‚ kuC raQaa – kRYNa ko AakYa-Na maoM [Qar iKMcaI AatI inaraiEat baMgaalaI ivaQavaaeM yaa Anya p`taiD,t is~yaaM. ijanako jaIvana ko saba svar Kao gayao hOM‚ vao Apnao inaraiEat jaIvana pr raQaa – kRYNa ka naama Aaraoipt kr yahaM ijaMndgaI gauja,arnao Aanao lagaIM. mana tao Bagavaana ko naama sao baaMQa ilayaa qaa‚ laoikna tna calaanao ko ilayao BaaOitk saamaga`I caaihyao hI. ]nako saaQanahIna jaIvana maoM kYT AaOr Apmaana ko isavaa qaa hI @yaaĆ [nhIM AbalaaAaoM kao AaMiSak sahara donao ka baID,a ]zayaa EaI ramakrna dasa jaI baorIvaalaa‚ dugaa-p`saad jaI baorIvaalaa va ganaptraya jaI icaD,Ivaalao nao. [nhIM maa[yaaoM ko ilayao BajanaaEamaaoM kI sqaapnaa kI ga[-. EaI jaanakIp`saad paTaoidyaa‚ navalagaZ, ł rajasqaana´ nao Apnaa sava-svał lagaBaga tIna laaK Épyaa´ [na AnaaqaaoM kI saovaa maoM lagaa idyaa. BajanaaEama maoM saubah Saama maa[yaaM Aakr Bajana krtIM qaI AaOr Baaojana – saamaga`I patI qaIM. maa[yaaoM kI saM#yaa baZ,nao lagaI‚ ikntu [Mtja,ama kovala Ch mahInao laayak hI qaa. ]sa samaya jaanakIp`saad ApnaI Asamaqa-ta sao vyaakula qao. ]nhaoMnao saba maa[yaaoM sao ivanatI BaI kI ik vao Apnaa [Mtjaama kuC AaOr kr laoM‚ laoikna tba tk BajanaaEama‚ raQaa – kRYNa naama‚ Baaojana va maa[yaaM ek saaqa maoM baMQa cauko qao. maa[yaaoM nao kha ik vao vaRndavana maoM bahtI jamaunaa ka panaI pIkr hI Bajana kr laoMgaI‚ laoikna Aba yah sahara CaoD, kr khIM nahIM jaayaoMgaI. tBaI yah Kbar paTaodyaa jaI ko ek saMbanQaI ramasahaya kao lagaI. ]nhaoMnao paTaoidyaa jaI kao klak<aa baulaa kr ifr dao laaK $pyaa ek~ krvaayaa. ifr tao ek isalaisalaa SauÉ hao gayaa. ibaD,laa va Dalaimayaa pirvaaraoM tqaa Anaok baD,o vyavasaaiyayaoaM sao samaya – samaya pr sahayata imalatI rhtI hO. EaI Bagavaana BajanaaEama kI krIba saat SaaKayaoM hOM. mau#ya BajanaaEama maoM lagaBaga 1200 maa[yaaM raoja, Bajana krtI hOM.

EaI Syaama saundr paTaoidyaa nao batayaa‚ " yahaM baahrI va sqaanaIya saozaoM ka dana inarMtr imalata rhta hO. [na maa[yaaoM ko rhnao kI vyavasqaa tao hma nahIM krto‚ laoikna [na laaogaaoM ka BarNa – paoYaNa hao AaOr Ba`YTacaar na fOlao‚ yahI hma laaogaaoM kI caoYTa rhtI hO. yahaM Ch saaO kmaro hOM‚ ijanhoM yaai~yaaoM kao ikrayao pr idyaa jaata hO. ]sa ikrayao sao BaI [nako Baoajana kI vyavsqaa haotI hO. vaRndavana maoM AaOr BaI BajanaaEama hOM."

maOM mau#yakxa maoM vaapsa AatI hUĐ. Bajana Aba BaI cala rha hO— hro ramaa…. maorI da[-M Aaor kuC p`aOZ, maa[yaaM baOzI hOM.
sauBaaiYaNaI dasaI — caohro pr caMdna itlak ko saaqa baopnaah SaaMit. baaMgalaadoSa ko 'baairsaala' kI hO. baMTvaaro ko baad svaamaI ko saaqa vaRndavana Aa gayaI qaIM. ek laD,ka BaI hO. laD,ka vaRndavana maoM kama krta hO. svayaM yahaM kI mau#ya jamadar hO.
" yahaM khaM – khaM kI maa[yaaM hOMĆ"
" yahaM saBaI sqaanaaoM kI maa[yaaM hOM — baMgaalaI‚ maarvaaD,I‚ pMjaabaI vagaOrh. laoikna nabbao p`itSat baMgaala kI hOM. ]nako baIca yahaM kao[- jaait yaa xao~ ka Baod nahIM hO. saBaI imala – jaula kr ba`javaasaI kI Baavanaa sao rh rhI hOM."

]nako pasa baOzI laMbaI‚ caust tqaa pTu idKnao vaalaI maa[- SaaMit BaT\Tacaaya- tIsa vaYa- sao yahaM hO.' icaT\zIvaalaI maa[-' ko naama sao jaanaI jaatI hOM. Bajana samaaiPt pr yahI pcaasa pOsao ka Taokna dotI hO‚ ijasasao maa[yaaM vaRndavana ko baaja,ar sao kao[- BaI saamaga`I lao saktI hOM. jaaihr hO dukanadar yao Taokna [kT\za kr ko pOsaa BajanaaEama sao lao laoto hOM.
" Aap yahaM @yaaoM Aa[-MĆ"
" hma bacapna maoM ivaQavaa hao gayaa qaa. klak<ao maoM sasaurala rhta qaa. sasaurala vaalaa kama tao KUba krata qaa‚ laoikna idla nahIM doKta qaa. [sailayao Bajana laa[na maoM Gausa gayaa." idla pr haqa rK kr tRiPt sao baaolaIM‚ kuC [sa Andaja, maoM gaaoyaa Bajana laa[na BaI iflma laa[na‚ maoiDkla laa[na‚ [MjaIinayairMga jaOsaO hI kao[- laa[na hao. ifr Ék kr kha " hmaara [Qar saUKa raoTI maoM idla Bar gayaa. hma AcCa caIja, nahIM maaMgata. basa Bajana krko gaujaara haota hO.
" [tnao kma pOsao maoM yaa Anaaja maoM Aapka gaujaara hao jaata hOĆ"
" hma jaOsaaoM ka Aarama sao gaujaara haota hO‚ laoikna ijanakao baccaa hO‚ vao ifr [Qar – ]Qar bat-na saaf krnao ka yaa kao[- AaOr kama lao laota hO."

maa[yaaĐ Á saba trh kI duiKyaairyaaĐ
" yahaM iksa trh kI maa[yaaM hOMĆ"
" [Qar saBaI trh kI maa[- hOM‚ laoikna jyaadatr ivaQavaa hI hOM. SaadIvaalaa basa vaao hOM ijanaka svaamaI Kanaa nahIM dota hOÂ maarta hO‚ yaa dUsara SaadI banaa ilayaa hO. vao hI [Qar Baaga AatI hOM."
" maa[-Ń saca – saca batanaa‚" maOM maa[yaaoM kI BaID, maoM yauvaa caohraoM kao Kaojato hue pUCtI hUĐ‚ " yah kccaI – kccaI ]ma` [nasao galat kama nahIM krvaatI haogaIĆ"
" haota hO‚ @yaaoM nahIM haotaĆ… saba kama ja,$rI hO." vah ek ZIz saI hMsaI hMsa dotI hO." CaoTI – CaoTI ]ma`vaalaa haogaa tao‚ galat kama maoM jaayaogaa hI. hmakao pta lagata hO tao hma ]nakao gaMdgaI maoM sao KIMca laota hO‚ nahIM tao AadmaI sao imalakr ]nakI SaadI krvaa dota hO. pta hO [Qar ka baabaa laaoga @yaa khta hO…Ć " vah dor tk hMsatI rhtI hOM — " saaOlah saOa gaaopI Bagavaana ikyaa qaa. jaugala na haonao sao Bajana AcCa nahIM haota." ]nakI hMsaI qamatI hO‚ " hma zIk hOM‚ tao zIk sao rhogaa. ifr BaI hma sasaurala sao tao bahut sauK sao hOM. basa duK tba haota hO jaba maa[- laaoga hmaaro baIca maoM sao ]z jaata hO. kla ek maarvaaD,I maa[- hmasao pOsaa ilayaa AaOr Aaja mar gayaa." qaaoD,I dor phlao kI izzaolaI ka khIM pta nahIM. ek Avasaad ]nako caohro pr ApnaI prt caZ,a gayaa hO.

" saBaI maa[yaaoM ko baala kTvaanaa ja,$rI haota hOĆ"
" maa[- baala nahIM kTvaayao tao @yaa kroĆ baala nahIM kTvaayao tao caohra sauMdr lagaogaa AaOr Kraba AadmaI laaoga kI naja,r maoM Aayaogaa."
tBaI ek ptlaI jaja-r 77 vaYa- kI maa[- JaukI kmar ko saaqa DMDa ToktI ]nako pasa AatI hO. ]nasao Apnaa pcaasa pOsao ka Taokna laotI hO. SaaMit ]sao doKkr khtI hOM‚ " hma tao [sasao baaolata rhta hO‚ maa[- bahut jaI ilayaa‚ Aba jamanaa maoM jaaAao. laoikna yah hr idna Bajana krnao calaa Aata hO." hiD\DyaaoM pr isaf- Kala icapkI rh ga[- hO. maOM svayaM saaocatI hUĐ — yao iksailayao AaOr @yaaoM ija,nda hOĆ
bahut mauiSkla sao vah bata patI hO ik vah naopalaI hO. yahaM hirip`yaa dasaI naama rK ilayaa hO. Gar ko saba vyai@t mar gayao hOM. naopala sao phlao Asama phuMcaI‚ ]sako baad yahaM. baImaar Alaga rhtI hOM. [saIilayao vao tqaa Anya maa[yaaM jaao dUsaro GaraoM maoM kama krtI hOM‚ Bajana samaaPt haonao sao AaQaa GaMTa pUva- hI Taokna laokr inakla jaatI hOM.

[sa baar kMbala maoM Apnao kao dbaatI SaaMit baa[- AatI hO. baIsa vaYa- kI Avasqaa maoM hI ]saka pit mar gayaa. ek baoTo ka sahara qaa‚ vah BaI Azarh vaYa- kI Avasqaa maoM svaga-vaasaI hao gayaa. gvaailayar sao BaTktI – BaTktI vao yahaM Aa phuMcaIM. vao baD,o Eawa Baava sao haqa jaaoD,kr batatI hOM‚ " jaao raQaaranaI do‚ hma tao vahI KaeM‚ [nakI kmaa[- hI KaeM. duKĆ …saba duK hI duK hO. naaona raoTI hI tao Aba Ka paeM. dUQa doKnaa na jaanaoM‚ GaI caKnaa na jaanaoM. kaozrI ka ikrayaa – BaaD,a baD,I mauiSkla sao do payaoM.
" Aap laaoga dao – tIna maa[- imalakr ek saaqa @yaaoM nahIM rhtIMĆ"
" na baabaaŃ hmasao eosaa na hao pae. sabana ka jaat Alaga – Alaga hO‚ sabana ka kama Alaga – Alaga." ]ma` ihsaaba sao maR%yau kI kgaar pr hOM. duKaoM ko baaoJa sao baaoiJala… baopnaah Akolaapna hO‚ laoikna jaait kao laokr icaMta ABaI BaI hO.

naaOkrI nahIM‚ maa[yaaoM kI saovaa
icalaicalaatI QaUp maoM tptI saImaonT kI saD,k pr naMgao pOr BaagatI‚ baairSa maoM BaIgatI yaa said-yaaoM maoM izzurtI maa[yaaM jaba BajanaaEama maoM daiKla haotI hOM‚ tao saaiva~I gaaosvaamaI [nhoM BatI- Taokna dotI hOM‚ yahaM sao vaapsa jaato samaya ijasao donao pr pOsao ka Taokna yaa Anaaja imalata hO. kuMdlata dasaI BaI yahaM kI sauprvaa[ja,r jaOsaI hOM. Gar pirvaar yahIM hO. yahaM maa[yaaoM kI saovaa krko pnd`h saaolah $pyaa patI hOM. pUCnao pr khtI hOM‚ " naaOkrIĆ naaOkrI maoM kao[- [tnaa kma pgaar dota hOĆ vah tao maa[yaaoM kI saovaa haotI hO‚ [sailayao [Qar kama pr Aata hO."

saBaI maa[yaaoM kI idnacayaa- ek jaOsaI hO. saubah ]z kr naha kr gauÉ ka TIka lagaakr ł yahaM maa[yaaM Apnao Qama- gauÉAaoM ko Anausaar dao trh ka TIka lagaatI hOM — ek‚ safod caMdna ka dUsara‚ kalaa´ yahaM Aa jaatI hOM. ifr yahaM Bajana krko caavala loakr Gar jaatI hOM. Bagavaana ka Baaoga lagaakr Kanao ko baad vaapsa Bajana krnao yahaM Aa jaatI hOM. yaid gaohUM imalata hO tao dao tIna idna ka [kT\za krko ipsavaatI hOM. kuC pMDo [na baobasa‚ laacaar AnapZ, maa[yaaoM ka SaaoYaNa krnao maoM kao[- ksar nahIM ]za rKto .  ijana maa[yaaoM ka inaiScat izkanaa nahIM hO‚ vao iksaI pMDo ka pta dokr Apnao irStodar sao Épe maMgavaatI hOM. vao yaa tao saara Épyaa hD,p jaato hOM‚ yaa ÉpyaaoM kI saM#yaa kma batakr ]naka AMgaUza lagavaa laoto hOM.

paMcaUbaalaa dasaI ka duK daogaunaa hO. ek tao ApnaI inaraiEat ijaMdgaI‚ }pr sao saaqa maoM tIsa vaYa- kI gaUMgaI baoTI jayaa. ptlaI – CrhrI jayaa ko caohro ko saaqa AMaKoM BaI mauskura rhI hOM. ]sakI maaM batatI hO — " svaamaI ko marnao ko baad hma daonaaoM [Qar Aa gayaa. basa kaoYT hI kaoYT hO. laD,ka ko ilayao baaohU Aa gayaa. Aba baaohU ]Qar Kanao kao dota‚ tBaI tao hma ]Qar rhogaa. yahaM makana ka ikrayaa laD,ka Baoja rha hO. poT tao hma Bajana krko Barta hO."
" kBaI laD,ka ikrayaa na Baojao taoĆ"
" haĐ‚ eosaa ek baar huAa. laD,ko nao ikrayaa nahIM Baojaa‚ tao BajanaaEama sao imalaI na[- rjaa[- baocakr tIna maah ka ikrayaa Bara. nahIM tao saD,k pr Aa jaata." ]nakI bauJaI AaMKaoM maoM JaaMknao kI maorI ihmmat nahIM hO.
SaaMit BaT\Tacaaya- ibalakula hI JaukI kmarvaalaI maa[- kao Taokna do rhI hO. maOM pUCtI hUĐ‚ " yao saba tao garIba Gar kI maa[yaaM hOM‚ @yaa AmaIr Gar kI AaOrtoM yahaM nahIM AatIMĆ"
" KUba Aata hO. Aksar Apnao svaamaI yaa pu~ sao laD,a[- haonao pr [Qar Aata hO. baad maoM ZUMZta – ZUMZta ]naka Garvaalaa laaoga BaI pICo Aa jaata hO. ]nhoM hma laaoga samaJaata hO ik [tnaa kYT ka ija,ndgaI vah nahIM gauja,ar payaogaa‚ tao dao tIna idna rh kr calaa jaata hO. kuC tao yahIM naama badla kr rh jaata hO."

ek baar EaI nailanaId<a dubao‚ jaao samaajaSaas~ va saMskRt maoM emaş eş hOM‚ nao batayaa qaa‚ " caOtnya mahap`Bau‚ raQaa – kRYNa kI Bai>
sao iva*vala haokr klak<aa sao navaWIp haoto hue vaRMdavana pQaaro. ]sa samaya vaRndavana tulasaIvana qaa. ]nhaoMnao yahIM Apnaa jaIvana ibatayaa.yahaM ko maMidr baMgaailayaaoM maoM KUba p`isaw hue — madnamaaohna maMidr‚ gaaopInaaqa‚ gaaoivand dova‚ raQaa – damaaodr‚ raQaa – Syaamasaundr‚ mahap`Bau maMidr Aaid. caOtnya mahap`Bau ko karNa baMgaailayaaoM ko mana maoM vaRMdavana ko p`it AakYa-Na baZ,a. ]namaoM sao bahut sao Gar – pirvaar CaoD,kr hI yahaM Aa gayao. AcCo – AcCo iSaxakaoM nao BaI vaOragya QaarNa kr ilayaa. pD,aosaI rajya haonao ko karNa ]D,Isaa pr BaI p`Baava pD,a. [sailayao daonaaoM jagah kI maa[yaaM hI AiQak hOM."
" [na maa[yaaoM ko ivaYaya maoM kuC bata[yao."
" maOM tao [nhoM tIna BaagaaoM maoM ivaBaaijat krta hUĐ. p`qama vao hOM‚ jaao savaoro ]zkr‚ pUjaa krko ApnaI caaya – panaI kI dykana pr baOz jaatI hOM‚ yaa baID,I ka ]Vaoga krtI hOM‚ yaa GaraoM maoM kama krtI hOM. [nako pityaaoM maoM pcaasa p`itSat ir@Saacaalak hOM. dUsarI vao‚ jaao BaIK maaMga kr basar krtI hOM. mana huAa tao Bajana kr ilayaa. [namaoM sao Anaok BaTk BaI jaatI hOM. vaOsao ' iBaKarI ]nmaUlana yaaojanaa' ko Ant-gat maMidraoM ko pasa iBaKarI maa[yaaoM va baccaaoM kao raoknao ka p`yaasa BaI ikyaa gayaa‚ laoikna p`yaasa Asafla rha. yao BaIK maaMganao kao hI Apnaa poSaa samaJatI hOM. tIsarI EaoNaI kI maa[yaaM saca hI maoM Bagavaana ko saharo Apnaa jaIvana kaT rhI hOM. [nhoM Aap sanyaaisanaI BaI kh sakto hOM."

maa[yaaoM ka inavaasa
haM‚ tao saubah maOM ranaU ko pICo jaa rhI hUĐ ]saka Gar doKnao va Anya maa[yaaoM sao ]nako GaraoM maoM imalanao. saubah – saubah vaRndavana kI gailayaaoM maoM GaI maoM banatI jalaobaI va tola maoM banatI kcaaOiryaaoM kI mahk rhtI hO. rMga jaI ko maMidr ko kMgaUro idKa[- donao band hao gayao hOM. Aba galaI Aagao band haonao jaa rhI hO‚ laoikna AMQaora nahIM hO. ek baD,I naIma kI ThinayaaoM sao CnatI QaUp Aa rhI hO. tBaI ranaU nao saamanaovaalao makana ka ]Z,ka drvaaja,a Kaolaa. CaoTo sao AaMgana ko baad baramado maoM ek laa[na maoM k[- kmaro banao hue qao. ranaU AaMgana sao hI icallaa[-‚ " Aao maa[-‚ ek BaaBaI lao Aayaa hUĐ. ł BaaBaI [sailayao ik ranaU sasaurala maoM bat-na saaf krtI hO.´
]Qar maa[- nao saunaa nahIM. isaf- ek kmaro ka drvaaja,a Kulaa hO‚ baakI band hOM. ranaU Apnaa kmara Kaolakr idKatI hO. AcCa Kasaa kmara hO. ek kaonao maoM caadr va drI lapoT kr rKI hu[- hO. dUsaro kaonao maoM AMgaIzI va dao caar bat-na hOM. dao – tIna kpD,o KUMTI pr TMgao hue hOM. yah hO ]sakI pUrI gaRhsqaI. ranaU maoro baOznao ko ilayao baaorI ibaCa dotI hO.
" tumhara kmara tao bahut AcCa hOŃ"
" BaaBaI Ń hmakao va caar dUsarI maa[- kao ek pOsaovaalaa baMgaalaI maa[- nao yah makana rhnao kao idyaa hO‚ hmasao ikrayaa nahIM laotI. hmakao bahut maanata hO. saBaI maa[- eosaI jagah qaaoD,I rh pata hO."
" tuma yahaM kba sao haoĆ"
" hmaara naaO saala maoM SaadI huAa. dsa maoM hma ivaQavaa hao gayaa. hma ifr iptajaI ko pasa calaa Aayaa. vah BaI hmakao CaoD, kr calaa gayaa. tuma jaanaao hma iktnaa duKI hao gayaa.hmaaro irStodaraoM nao baaolaa ik dUsarI SaadI banaa laao‚ laoikna hma manaa kr idyaa. hma Apnao Qama-gauÉ EaI maurarI maaohna ł vaQa-maana´ ko pasa calaa gayaa. ]Qar bahut hllaa ikyaa ik vaRMdavana jaayaogaa. gauÉ baaolaa — ']Qar ko maa[yaaoM – baabaaAaoM ka hala zIk nahIM hO. phlao tuma baD,a‚ samaJadar hao jaaAao‚ tba ]Qar jaaAao.' baarh vaYa- pUva- gauÉ nao hmakao [Qar Aanao kao baaolaa. hma tBaI sao yahaM hO."

vaRndavana Á raQaaranaI kI BaUima
" tuma vaRndavana hI @yaaoM rhnaa caahtI haoĆ maqaura BaI tao kRYNasqalaI hOĆ"
" maqauraĆ na baabaaŃ hma tao raQaaranaI kI BaUima maoM hI rhogaa. duYT kMsa kI BaUima maoM nahIM rhogaa. ek baar BaaBaI‚ hmakao kuC laaoga dsa Épyaa raoja pr maqaura Apnao Gar SaadI maoM kama krnao lao gayaa qaa. baiZ,yaa – baiZ,yaa Kanao kao qaa‚ pOsaa qaa ifr BaI hma ]qar nahIM rha. idla hI nahIM lagaa. hma dUsaro hI idna ]Qar sao Baaga Aayaa — baabaa tuma Apnaa kama saMBaalaao‚ hma calao vaRMdavana…."
yah baat saca hO. yahaM kI maa[yaaM iGasaT – iGasaT kr ija,ndgaI kaToM yaa BaUKI PyaasaI rhoM‚ laoikna ]nakI ek ek saaMsa vaRndavana m,aoM rca basa ga[- hO. ]nakI ]%kT [cCa rhtI hO ik ]nakI saaMsa yahIM TUTo.
" maa[yaaoM kI maR%yau ko baad [naka AMitma saMskar kaOna krta hOĆ"
" yao maa[- laaoga Apnao makana maailak ko pasa pOsaa jamaa krtI rhtI hOM ijasasao zIk sao ]naka AMitma saMskar hao. marnao ko baad yaid BajanaaEama ko pasa pOsaa inaklata hO tao vao laaoga saMskar kr doto hOM‚ nahIM tao jamaunaa jaI maoM baha doto hOM. maMqargait sao bahtI yamaunaa maoM safod kfna maoM ilapTa laavaairsa maRt SarIr AaMKaoM maoM itr jaata hO.

" jaya raQaoŃ " ranaU AaOr maOM ]zkr baahr Aa gayao hOM. vah ]sao maoro baaro maoM batatI hO.
" maa[- tumhara naama @yaa hOĆ"
" maora naama…" vah Ct kI Aaor [Saara krtI hO. maOM samaJa nahIM patI. vah hMsatI hu[- batatI hO‚ " maora naama ibajalaI GaaoYa hO." Aba maora Qyaana baramado maoM lagao balba kI Aaor jaata hO‚ maOM zgaI saI rh jaatI hUĐ. [na kiznatma‚ ËUrtma pirisqaityaaoM maoM BaI sarsa hasya kI QaaraeM ivalauPt nahIM hOM.
ibajalaI GaaoYa kI khanaI BaI Alaga nahIM hO. svaamaI vakIla qaa. baMTvaaro maoM saara pirvaar ]Qar rh gayaa. baad maoM ]naka pta nahIM lagaa. Aba basa ek laD,kI AaOr damaad hOM. damaad ja,bardstI Apnao saaqa Gar lao gayaa‚ laoikna yao ifr vaRndavana Baaga Aa[-M.

baakI band drvaajaaoM kI maa[yaaM Bajana krnao gayaI hOM. maorI va ranaU kI yaa~a ifr SauÉ hao jaatI hO— gailayaaoM hI gailayaaoM maoM. ek baD,a saa puranaa jaja-r makana saamanao hO. makana maoM kdma rKto hI saIlana BarI badbaU naqaunaaoM maoM daOD, jaatI hO.[sa Gar maoM Aaz pirvaar rh rho hOM.naIcao kao paMca kaoziryaaM maoM na ibajalaI hO‚ na hvaa‚ na QaUp. ikrayaa paMca sao saat Épe hO. Andr ek CaoTI saI baohd AMQaorI kaozrI idKa kr homalata dasaI batatI hO ik vah ]saka 'Gar' hO. saubah ko samaya BaI raoSanaI na haonao ko karNa baramado maoM isagaD,I rKkr vah Baat pka rhI hO.

hma laaoga makana sao baahr Aato hOM. baahr Aato hI ranaU ek maa[- sao khtI hO —" jaya raQaoŃ " vah mauJao batatI hO‚ " yah maa[- Bajana nahIM krtI. isaf- BaIK maaMgakr hI poT BartI hO."
" @yaaoM maa[-Ń tuma BajanaaEama maoM Bajana krnao @yaaoM nahIM jaatIMĆ"
" ]Qar kaOna jaayaogaaĆ dao GaNTa baOza – baOza ‚ JaUza – JaUza bajana krao‚ ifr BaI vaao laaoga pcaasa pOsaa dota hO. [Qar kBaI kBaI kao[- danaI imala jaayao tao ek baar maoM ek $pyaa BaI do jaayao. hma baMQakr ek jagah nahIM baOz sakta. hma tao GaUma GaUma kr galaI galaI maoM raQao kI Bai> krta hO."
gaima-yaaoM maoM vaRndavana maoM eosaI iktnaI hI maa[yaaM gaaoivandjaI‚ rMgajaI‚ SaahjaI Aaid maMidraoM maoM va Qama-SaalaaAaoM ko saamanao saD,k pr saaotI imala jaayaoMgaI.
" laaoga tao kRYNa kao pUjato hOM‚ tuma laaoga raQao kI jaya – jayakar AiQak @yaaoM krtI haoĆ" maOM ranaU sao pUCtI hUĐ.
" raQaa s~I hO. s~I kao mamata AiQak haotI hO. raQao hI hmaara kYT jaanaogaa – samaJaogaa‚ tBaI hmaara ijamDgaI gaujar haogaa…" AaScaya- haota hO‚ [na isqaityaaoM maoM yao iksa Aasqaa ko tht Bagavaana sao jauD,I hOMŃ

AMQaorI kaozrI‚ jaja-r ijaMdgaI
Aba haD,abaaD,I ka maMidr saamanao hO. War sao Andr jaakr baD,a p`aMgaNa hO‚ ijasamaoM tulasaI saiht kuC poD, lagao hOM. AD,talaIsa vaYa- sao hirdasaIł phlao kI hirmatI´ yahaM rh rhI hO. sa<ar vaYa- kI ]ma` haonao pr BaI Bajana maoM yahI Zaolak bajaatI hOM‚ ijasaka p`itmaah Alaga sao Ch Épyaa imalata hO. AiQakaMsa maa[yaaoM kI trh [nako daMt BaI tMbaakU Kanao sao kalao pD,o hue hOM. hirip`yaa dasaI‚ ibaMda dasaI‚ gaaOr dasaI‚ naIlaa dasaI‚ saaonaa GaaoYa dasaI‚ saUya-baalaa dasaI — ek – saI khanaI‚ yaatnaaeM‚ kYT ifr BaI ijajaIivaYaa.  saUrja kI ]dar raoSanaI ko baavajaUd kalaI – AMQaorI‚ saIlana AaOr badbaU sao BarI kaoziryaaM. qaaoD,a saa saamaana AaOr AaMKaoM maoM imaTI – bauJaI ijajaIivaYaa ko saharo iGasaTto jaja-r @laant SarIr.
maOM caar – paMca baramado par krko kBaI daeM kBaI baaeM GaUmatI bahut Andr phuMca caukI hUĐ. ek vaOsaI hI kaozrI maoM yahaM qaaoD,a ]jaalaa hO. saamanao baOzI hOM — naIlaa dasaI. lagata hO kMkala kao ek kmaanaI TUTa caSmaa Daora baaMQakr phnaa idyaa gayaa hO. ]ma` ek saaO paMca vaYa-. pUCnao pr ]MgalaI ko [Saaro sao bahut mauiSkla sao bata patI hO. batatI hO caar kuMBa sao vaRMdavana maoM rh rhI hOM.[nakI kmar saIQaI nahIM hao saktI‚ [sailayao KD,o haonao pr SarIr hmaoSaa nabbao iDga`I ka kaoNa banaayao rhta hO. AaOr yao QaIro QaIro laazI ko saharo pga ToktI BajanaaEama phuMca patI hOM. Bajana tao @yaa kr patI hOM‚ isaf- vahaM baOzo – Bar rhnao ko pOsao imala jaato hOM.

jaanao iksa ijajaIivaYaa ko saharoŃ
AMdr ek AMitma dalaana hO. ]sako baad kccao AaMgana maoM dao kaoziryaaM banaI hu[- hOM. daonaaoM maoM dao dao maa[yaaM rhtI hO. maOM naIlaa dasaI ko kYT kao hI carma maana rhI qaI‚ laoikna maora yah Ba`ma iCnna hao jaata hO. jaIvana kI AaOr daÉNa isqaityaaoM kao JaolatI CivayaaM yahaM maaOjaUd hOM‚ na jaanao iksa ijajaIivaYaa ko saharoŃ
saamanao hOM iba_a dasaI. kBaI bahut gaaorI rhI haoMgaI‚ yah caohra bata rha hO. AaMKoM baD,I – baD,I‚ laoikna kYTaoM kI tIxNa Qaar ilayao. caalaIsa vaYa- pUva- AapdaAaoM nao [nhoM vaRndavana laa pTka. baIsa – pccaIsa vaYa- phlao hI [nakI kmar Jauk ga[- qaI. laazI ko saharo QaIro QaIro BajanaaEama phuMcatI qaIM‚ laoikna Aba tao dsa idna sao yao KD,I BaI nahIM hao saktIM. pOraoM pr baOzkr haqaaoM ko saharo iksaI trh roMgatI saI BajanaaEama tk phuMca patI hOM. jaanaa ja,$rI hO. vahaM baOzao tBaI Anaaja yaa pOsao imalato hOM. saaqa vaalaI maa[- saudovaI kI BaI vahI halat hO.
dUsarI kaozrI kI dIvaaroM BaI [nhIM krahaoM sao ptI hu[- hOM. saUya-baalaa dasaI ek baar rasto maoM igar ga[-M. ]ma` vahI saaO sao }pr. Aba Apnao SarIr kao ApnaI [cCa sao nahIM calaa saktIM. ]nhoM ina%yainavaRi<a ko ilayao BaI baOznaa haota hO. ]nakI saovaa kr rhI hO sauica~a dasaI‚ ]nakI saaiqana maa[-.

maOM qarqara ]ztI hUĐ. @yaa kYTaoM kI kao[ saImaa hao saktI hOĆ iksako [Saaro pr yao jaja-r SarIr isaf- saaMsa Aanao jaanao sao ija,nda laaogaaoM maoM Saumaar haonao kao majabaUr hOMĆ jaba BajanaaEama nao [tnaa ikyaa hO‚ tao SarIr sao laacaara eosaI maa[yaaoM ko ilayao kuC AaOr nahIM kr saktaĆ @yaa Ch saaO kmaraoM maoM sao kuC [nako ilayao nahIM hao sakto ijasao vahaM ko saovak [nakI doKBaala kr sakoM‚ [nakI [tnaI dUr tk Aanao kI yaatnaa samaaPt haoĆ yahaM Aanao vaalao tIqa-yaa~I p`itmaaAaoM kao hI Qana Aip-t krto rhoMgaoĆ

maOM baaoiJala mana sao baahr sahna maoM Aa ga[-. bahut saI maa[yaaM inakla Aa[- hOM. mauJao Gaor ilayaa hO — " Amaar naama laOKao…Amaar naama laOKao … e[Ta ilaKlao — Amaar kaoYT dUr haoya jaabao."
— Amaar jaaona nao ekTa laop pzabao‚ KUba zMDa laagao…ł hmaaro ilayao ek rjaa[- iBajavaanaa‚ bahut zND lagatI hO´
— baao[- to ilaKbao vaRMdabanaao maa[yaaM KUba kaoYTo baasakaoD,oł pustk maoM ilaKnaa‚ vaRMdavana kI maa[yaaM bahut kYT maoM jaI rhI hOM.´

maOM haD,abaaD,I sao baahr Aa rhI hUĐ‚ ApnaI duinayaa kI Aaor kBaI – kBaI p`kRit ko saamanao Apnao Aapkao baohd nagaNya mahsaUsa kr jaao CTpTahT haotI hO‚ vahI mahsaUsa krto hue. baohd xaaoBa haota hO. vaak[- maOM [nako ilayao kuC nahIM kr saktI… kuC BaI tao nahIM. [nakI gailayaaoM AaOr ApnaI duinayaa ko baIca isaf- kalao AaKraoM kI ek lambaI EaRMKlaa hI ibaCa saktI hUĐ… basaŃ

naIlama kulaEaoYz
frvarI 1‚ 2005

 

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