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mau#a pRYz 
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dosa–prdosa 
pirvaar 
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Bai@t–kala Qama- 
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ivaivaQaa  
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ek dIpavalaI papa ko ibanaa… 

dIpavalaI hI kI Saama kI tao baat qaI jaba vah papa kao doKnao Aa[- saI yaU maoM gayaa qaa. papa Saant saaoyao qao‚ dvaaAaoM ko naSao ko p`Baava maoM‚ khIM khIM dd- kI roKa caohro pr sqaa[- hao gayaI qaI. sabanao manaa ikyaa qaa AssaI saala ko ipta Aa^proSana nahIM Jaola sakoMgao. pr vah ]nako jaIivat rhnao ka maaoh CaoD, hI nahIM pa rha qaa. kOsao CaoD, dotaÆ [nhIM ipta nao jaIvana Bar hma baccaaoM ko ilayao saMGaYa- ikyaa AaOr Aaja jaba vah }Mcao Aaohdo AaOr AcCI isqait maoM hO tao Aaja [nhoM calaa jaanao doÆ jaIvana ko kuC vaYa- imala jaaeM tao [nhoM kuC tao sauK do sako. na[- KrIdI kar maoM ibaza sako AaOr saaro ABaavaaoM ka Ahsaasa imaTa sako. vah ipta ko Jauir-yaaoMdar caohro maoM Apnao bacapna ko ipta kao ZUMZ rha qaa.tBaI nasa- kI zNDI Aavaaja, nao ]sao caaOMkayaa vah ATONDonT kao kh rhI qaI –

'' saunaao kuC Doqa saiT-ifkoT lao Aanaa."
" ABaIÑ iksailayao."
" AroÑ Aa[- saI yaU hO‚ kba iksako ilayao ja$rt pD, jaae."

]sakI nasaaoM maoM baf- saI bah calaI. naIma ]dasa hao vah Gar laaOTa. baD,I baoTI papa papa krko ilapT ga[-‚ CaoTI baoTI kao gaaod maoM laokr maorI p%naI pUjaa kI tOyaairyaaoM maoM lagaI qaI.

" Aaja bahut dor hao ga[- Asptala sao Aanao maoM. saba zIk tao hO naÆ"
"haM."
" naha kr Aa jaaAao pUjaa ko ilayao."

pUjaa ko baad Aasa pasa ko baccaaoM ko saaqa ApnaI baoTI kao pTaKo calaato doKta rha. maora mana bacapna maoM laaOT Aayaa. papa…jaao jamaIMdar Garanao sao qao‚ papa ijanaka bacapna Saana sao baIta‚ papa jaao dadajaI kI maR%yau ko baad irStodaraoM ko haqaaoM Clao gayao AaOr ApnaI jaayadad gaMvaa baOzo. Paapa ijanhaoMnao Apnao Baa[-yaaoM kI naaOkrI SaadI krato hue svayaM kao BaUla gayao qao. papa ijanhaoMnao 38 saala kI ]ma` maoM SaadI kI AaOr 55 saala ko haoto haoto hma 6 baccaaoM ko ipta banao @yaaoMik baccaaoM sao ]nhoM baohd Pyaar qaa. papa jaao mammaI ko pasa baOz kr kaoyalao sao Apnao Gar ka na@Saa banaato qao AaOr mammaI kao AcCo idnaaoM ko sapnao idKato qao…papa jaao Gar na banaa sako‚ Apnaa KrIda Plaa^T Baa[-yaaoM kI pZ,a[- maoM baoca idyaa. papa jaao ek idna AQaUro sapnaaoM kao jaaoD,tI mammaI kao Kao baOzo jaba maOM caaOqaI maoM pZ,ta qaa AaOr mauJasao dao CaoTaoM maoM ek calanaa saIKa qaa‚ ek gaaod maoM qaa. Akolao irTayaD- papa AaOr hma CÁ baccao. poSao sao AQyaapk hI tao qao AaOr [tnao ]darmanaa ik Aaiqa-k KIMcatana maoM BaI iksaI ja,$rtmaMd kao Apnao basa maoM jaao haota lauTa Aato. papa ijanhaonao ivarasat maoM hmaoM ]cca iSaxaa AaOr }Ðcao sapnaaoM ka paz idyaa.

mauJao yaad Aata hO papa hma daonaaoM Baa[-yaaoM kao kaMQao pr ibaza dIpavalaI kI raoSanaI idKanao lao jaato qao. Kud ABaavaaoM maoM rh laoto pr hmaoM AcCa iKlaato AcCa pZ,ato pr haM vyaqa- Kcaao-M ko ilayao khaM sao bajaT laato saao hmanao kma pTaKaoM maoM AcCI dIpavalaI manaanaa saIK ilayaa qaa. hma ZoraoM dIyao jalaa kr Apnaa Gar raoSana krto.papa ijanhaoMnao kBaI mammaI kI kmaI ka Ahsaasa nahIM haonao idyaa. papa ijanhaoMnao baD,I dIdI kao baoTa maanaa AaOr ]nhoM ]cca iSaxaa do kr Apnao irTayarmaoMT tk [sa laayak banaa ilayaa ik vao ]nakI jagah lao sakoM. jaba vah ApnaI dUsarI baoTI ko janma kI Kbar laokr papa ko pasa gayaa qaa tao hMsa kr ]nhaoMnao kha qaa‚ " maorI tao caar laixmayaaM hOM‚ tU dao maoM Gabara gayaaÆ "

papa ijanasao maOM AcCI AMga`ojaI tao saIK saka pr ]dU- saIKnaa caah kr BaI na saIK saka‚ jaba ]nako pasa samaya qaa maoro pasa na qaa‚ jaba maoro pasa fursat hu[- tao vaao calao gayao. 

[nhIM papa kao vah baD,I dIdI ko pasa sao [sailayao laayaa qaa ik Aba vah papa kao Apnao pasa rKogaa laoikna tBaI sao papa baImaar cala rho qao. maanaa AssaI saala ko hOM pr vah ]nhoM vah saba sauK dogaa. yahI saaoca kr ]nakI AvaÉw AaMtaoM ka Aa^proSana krvaa cauka hO vah‚ saja-na nao kha hO Aa^proSana safla hO. vah bacaa laogaa papa kao AaOr na[- kar maoM Gar laayaogaa.

vah Anamanaa hO‚ baccaI AaOr p%naI ko %yaaOharjainat ]%saah maoM vah saaqa BaI nahIM do pa rha AaOr ]nhoM Apnao mana ka Anamanaapna bata BaI nahIM pa rha qaa. bahut sauÉica sao banao Kanao kao Kato maoM ]sao Kanao ko SaaOkIna papa yaad Aa rho qao. vah rat Bar saao nahIM saka‚ papa ko saaqa ABaavaaoM AaOr ]Mcao jaIvana maUlyaaoM vaalaa pUra bacapna vah daohra gayaa hO ik kOsao papa iksaI SaadI maoM BaI ]nhoM skUla ko SaUja, phnanao kao kh doto qao ijasa pr vahI kija,nsa hMsaa krto qao jaao Aaja @lakI- sao ]pr nahIM ]z sako AaOr vah mana masaaosa kr rh jaata qaa. ek baar bacapna maoM kOsao vah trsa gayaa qaa vaa^Tr klar KrIdnao kao. pr papa hmaoSaa sahI qao ]nhaonao sadOva saaro baccaaoM kao }McaI maMijalaaoM ko sapnao idKayao AaOr pZ,a[- kI mah<aa kao samaJaayaa. ]sao baar baar papa ko mauK sao daohra[- gayaI vahI khavat yaad Aa rhI qaI ik‚ "jaba daMt haoto hOM tao canao nahIM‚ jaba canao haoto hOM tao daMt nahIM." 

Aaja papa ko saaro baccao }Mcao AaohdaoM pr hOM. AaOr papa … nahIM‚ nahIMÑ  [nhIM smaRityaaoM maoM BaTkto saubah haonao lagaI qaI ik GaNTI bajaI‚ ]sako mana nao AnahaonaI BaaMp laI qaI.

]sako Aa^ifsa ka ek @lak- Aayaa qaa –

" sar kOsao khUMÑ "
"……"

ek jaIvana gaaqaa samaaPt hao gayaI qaI. AaMgana jalao pTaKaoM ko Zor AaOr bauJao dIpkaoM AaOr ipGalao maaoma sao Bara qaa. 

AMSau
navambar 11‚ 2001

 


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