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Aaja BaI bahut dUr hO… 2
 jaba ]sao ivaSaoYa kama imalata tao ApnaI pUrI saMtuiYT ko ilayao
qamaao-kaola‚ ga<ao‚ PlaaisTk yaa maaicasa kI tIilayaaoM sao [-maart ka
pUra maa^Dla banaa laotI.
maohula ]sao icaZ,ata BaI qaa‚ " lagata hO
tuma tao sapnao maoM BaI maa^Dla banaatI rhtI hao. [Qar na@Saa tOyaar
ikyaa ]Qar fTafT maa^Dla tOyaar. Apnao kao tao pOinsala sao na@Saa
banaanao ko baad eosaa lagata hO ik jaana CUTI."
tba SaInaa baIca maoM
kUd pD,tI hO‚ " tumhoM tao gava- haonaa caaihyao ik tumhoM [tnaI
jaIinayasa Aaik-TO@T ko saaqa kama krnao ka maaOka imala rha hO."
naIlaoSa cauTkI laota hO‚ " yah [tnaI maohnat [sailayao kr rhI hO
ijasasao baa^sa sao AiQak sao AiQak baaonasa caOk JaTk sako.Kud ka ek
nyaara baMgalaa banaa sako."
vah [%maInaana sao qamaao-ka^la ko TukD,aoM
pr iKD,kI ko iDja,a[-na banaatI ]<ar dotI‚ " tuma daonaaoM baccao kafI
samaJadar hao‚ tumanao zIk phcaanaa. mMaora sabasao baD,a sapnaa hO ik
maora BaI ek Pyaara saa baMgalaa hao caaho CaoTa hI sahI. saD,k pr
jaanao vaalaa hr ek vyai@t ek baar tao izzk kr saaocao ik yah iDj,aa[-na
iksanao tOyaar kI hO. vaOsao GabaraAao mat‚ Apnao baMgalao kI ]d\GaaTna
paTI- maoM tuma sabakao baulaanaa nahIM BaUlaUMgaI."
saba ek svar maoM baaolao qao‚ " tumharo Gar ko vaastu maoM hma saba
ja,$r AaeMgao‚ Apnao saaro kama CaoD,kr."
]sakI AaĐKoM hOrt sao fT ga[-M‚ " saara kama CaoD, kr @yaaoMĆ"
" @yaaoMik tumharo vaastu maoM ' caaĐdlaa' ł BaoMT ko $pyao´ nahIM donaa
pD,ogaa."
" nahIM nahIM. tuma laaogaaoM kao Apnao p`doSa ka irvaaja, nahIM
CaoD,naa caaihyao. tuma saba caaĐdlaa laokr ja,$r Aanaa. maOM tuma
laaogaaoM ka Apmaana nahIM krnaa caahtI‚ AaOr iksaI sao caaĐdlaa laUM na
laUM‚ tumasao ja,$r laUMgaI."
ija,ndgaI jaOsao hĐsatI‚ iKlaiKlaatI
sarsaratI bahI jaa rhI qaI. basa kBaI kBaI ]sao lagata ik ]sako caIf ]samaoM
ja,$rt sao jyaada idlacaspI lao rho hOM. vah ]nasao kuC eosao
dRZ,ivaSvaasa sao vyavahar krtI ik vao kuC hlkI fulkI baat krnaa BaI
caahto tao vah turnt makana kI iDja,a[-na kI $KI saUKI baatoM krnao
lagatI.
caIf ]na idnaaoM bahut KuSa qao. Sahr ko bahut baD,o sTIla ko vyaaparI
dadUBaa[- [nTrp`a[-ja,oja ka kama haqa lagaa qaa. vah pUrI trh
saavaQaanaI sao Timavak- krnaa caahto qao. khIM BaI kao[- Zila nahIM
CaoD,naa caahto qao ik ]na laaogaaoM kao iSakayat ka maaOka imalao. na@Sao
kI iDja,a[-inaMga ko saaqa saaqa ]sako '[nTIiryar DokaoroSana' ka kama ]sao
hI saaOMpa qaa.
dadU Baa[- nao ja,maIna GaUmaGaama kr idKa[- qaI ik vao khaĐ @yaa
banavaanaa caahto hOM. ]sa KulaI KulaI ja,maIna kao doK kr ]saka mana
BaI maugQa hao gaya qaa. ]nako hI sapnaaoM maoM ]laJa rhI qaI. saMjaya
ka vyavasaaya yaid jama jaae‚ vah AaOr maohnat kro tao kBaI eosaI baD,I
KulaI jagah pr Apnaa Gar banavaaegaI.
caIf ApnaI kar maoM laaOtto hue bahut KuSa qao.
]nhaoMnao gaunagaunaato
hue GaaoYaNaa kI qaI‚ " Aaja tuma sabaka laMca maorI trf sao."
naIta nao kaohnaI maarI qaI‚" [sa ma@KIcaUsa maQauma@KI ko C<ao sao
Acaanak Sahd kOsao Tpk pD,aĆ
maMhgao haoTla maoM Kanaa Kanao ko baad naIta va maohula baa^sa ko maUD
ka pUra pUra fayada ]za Apnao Gar ko pasa haonao ka bahanaa laokr rasto
maoM ek ek kr ]tr ko iKsak ilayao.
]saka idmaaga ABaI tk dadU Baa[- [nTrp`a[-ja,oja ko na@Sao maoM ]laJaa
qaa. kuC baatoM ABaI BaI saaf nahIM qaIM. vah bahut gaMBaIrta sao caIf
sao ]na pr bahsa krnaa caahtI qaI. qaaoD,I dUr jaanao pr caIf nao kar
QaImaI kr dI. kar ko isTyairMga pr haqa rKo hue ]nhaoMnao pICo GaUma kr
doKa‚
" vaao saamanao sao jaao tIsara
ska[-sËopr doK rhI hao naĆ"
"jaI."
" [saI maoM maOMnao ek nayaa FlaOT KrIda hO."
" iryalaI. kaĐga`oT\sa‚ laaokoSana bahut AcCI hO." vah ]sao taOlatI
naja,raoM sao doKnao lagao qao.
" maOM nao ApnaI fOimalaI ABaI vahaĐ iSaFT nahIM kI hO. Aapka maUD hao
tao vahaĐ calaa jaayao. caabaI maoro pasa hO."
]nhaoMnao ek haqa sao
isTyairMga saMBaalaI dUsara pOnT kI jaoba maoM Dalakr FlaOT kI caabaI ]sako
saamanao laTka dI. vah htp`Ba @yaa ibalakula kaz hao gayaI. ]nhaoMnao
eosaa saaoca BaI kOsao ilayaaĆ ek gaussao kI icanagaarI sao ]sako haoMz
fD,fD,a ]zo‚
" vaa^T DU yaU maIna baa[- maUDĆ Aapnao mauJao samaJa @yaa
rKa hOĆ"
" maOM nao tao tumhoM bahut kuC samaJa rKa hO‚ laoikna Saayad tuma hI
kuC samaJanaa nahIM caahtI yaa jaanabaUJa kr bana rhI hao."
" vaa^T DU yaU maInaĆ"
" [tnao saaro mauJasao baaonasa caOk lao caukI hao AaOr Aaja matlaba pUC
rhI haoĆ "
" baaonasa caOk donaa Aa^ifsa ka inayama hO. iba[-Mga e fa[-na Aaik-TO@T
Aa[- iDjava- fa^r dOT."
" tuma ' iDjava-' tao bahut kuC krtI haoŃ kBaI Apnao Aapkao phcaanaa hOĆ"
]nhaoMnao ]sa pr Ba_I dRiYT DalaI.
" mauJao pta haota ik baaonasa caOk maoro kama ko ilayao nahIM imala rho‚
bailk maohrbaanaI krko Aap mauJao do rho hOM‚ tao maOM ]saI samaya [nhoM
faD,kr Aapko mauMh pr foMk jaatI imaş maUlagaaMvakr."
" @yaa tuma samaJatI nahIM qaI @yaa ik [tnao BaarI Barkma caOk @yaa
falatU hI kao[- lauTata rhogaa @yaaĆ"
" maorI yah phlaI naaOkrI hO. Aagao ko ilayao yah baat samaJa maoM Aa
jaayaogaI. ja$rI qaaoD,o hI hO‚ saba Aap jaOsao hI haoM. Aa[- ema
vaik-Mga [na yaaor Aa^ifsa eja, e psa-na naa^T eja, e fImaola. GaaD,I
toja kiryao saIQao Aa^ifsa cailayao."
]sako GaRNaa sao labaalaba Baro
svar maoM pta nahIM kOsaa Aa%maivaSvaasa qaa ik maUlagaaMvakr nao
isaTipTa kr e@salaroTr pr paMva rK idyaa.
Aa^ifsa sao Apnaa skUTr ]za kr rasta par krtI vah Aaja iksa trh Gar
phuMcaI hO ]sao haoSa nahIM. Aaja phlaI baar plaMga pr ]laTI laoT vah
isasak rhI hO. ek tIKI GaRNaa nao ]sao Andr tk ihlaa idyaa hO. vah Andr
tk baohd Aaht va Apmaainat mahsaUsa kr rhI hO.
Saama kao saMjaya Aa^ifsa sao Aakr ]sakI saUjaI AaĐKoM doK kr caaOMk ]zto
hOM‚ " yah @yaa halat banaa laI hOĆ"
vah ]sako galao maoM baaMhoM Dalakr ihcakI Bar Bar kr rao ]ztI hO. ]nhIM
isasaikyaaoM ko baIca ]sanao ]nhoM vah saba kuC kh saunaayaa. saMjaya
sao p%naI ka Apmaainat caohra doKa nahIM jaa rha qaa‚ laoikna ]nhaoMnao
Apnao kao sahja banaato hue kha‚
" [tnaI saI baat ko ilayao rao rhI haoĆ
maOM tumhoM AaOraoM sao Alaga samaJata qaa. Ba[-‚ maOM tao yahI maanata
hUĐ ik igarto hOM Sahsavaar hI maOdanao jaMga maoM."
" tuma Saayad maorI pID,a maora Apmaana nahIM samaJa sakto. Aaja maOM
nao jaIvana maoM phlaI baar jaanaa hO maOM s~I hUĐ‚ maa~ ek s~I. maOM
maUlagaaMvakr Aaik-TO@T\sa maoM Aba ifr paMva BaI nahIM rKUMgaI."
" tuma [tnaI @yaaoM htaSa hao rhI haoĆ tao tumasao khta kaOna hO ik
naaOkrI krao."
" tuma jaanato hao maOM Gar pr KalaI nahIM baOz saktI."
" jaba mana isqar hao jaae tao dUsarI naaOkrI ZUĐZ laonaa."
saMjaya
ApnaI baaMhaMo sao ]sako knQao Gaor laota hO. vahI sahara ]sao baohd
raht phuMcaata hO. ]sao phlaI baar lagata hO‚ @yaaoM isaf- naarI bahna
ko $p maoM Baa[- kI klaa[- pr raKI baaMQatI hO. @yaaoM isaf- naarI pit
puÉYa ka fUlaaoM ko har sao baaMQanao kI phla krtI hO. ]sao lagata hO
vah [saI saudRZ, saharo pr iTkI eosaI isqaityaaoM sao jaUJatI khIM dUr
inakla jaaegaI.
[sa GaTnaa ko baad Agalao hFto vah rsaao[- maoM sabako ilayao naaSta
tOyaar kr rhI hO. mammaI vahIM Aakr khtI hOM‚
"Aaja maoro ilayao caaya va
naaSta mat banaanaa. Aaja maora krvaacaaOqa ka v`at hO."
" mammaI Aaja maOM BaI krvaacaaOqa ka va`t rKUMgaI." vah naIrIh dRiYT
sao ]nhoM doKtI hO."
" @yaaĆ tuma…tuma krvaacaaOqa ka va`t rKaogaIĆ " ]naka caohra ek ]<aoijat
KuSaI sao ClaClaa Aayaa hO‚
" …laoikna tumhoM @yaa ja,$rt pD, ga[- v`at
krnao kIĆ"
" basa‚ eosao hI Andr sao mana hao rha hO."
" zIk hO‚ tao tuma jaakr Aarama krao‚ maOM naaSta banaa dotI hUĐ."
vao
]%saah sao ClaktI hu[- ]sao rsaao[- sao baahr kr dotI hOM.
vah rat kao SaadI ka gaaoTa jaD,a laMhgaa phnao‚ maaqao pr baD,I saI
camaktI ibandI lagaayao‚ pOraoM maoM Aalata sajaayao‚ saasa ko saaqa
payala CnakatI saIiZ,yaaoM pr caZ, jaatI hO.
caaĐd kao doK kr AsamaMjasa kI isqait maoM hO. iktnaI baar kMkD,‚ p%qar‚
gaD\Zo vaalao caaĐd kao AQya- dotI maaĐ ka maja,ak ]D,ayaa hO.
maaĐ
hmaoSaa vahI ]<ar dotI qaIM‚ " hao Aayaa haogaa AadmaI caaĐd pr. hma tao
[sa janama maoM vahaĐ pr phuĐcanao vaalao nahIM hOM. rai~ ko AMQakar kao
ApnaI caaĐdnaI sao naYT krnao vaalao caaĐd kao yaid maOM saRiYTkta- ka
$p maana maOM‚ Apnao sauhaga kI kamanaa krto hue jala caZ,a rhI hUĐ tao
@yaa baura kr rhI hUĐĆ"
" Aba bahUŃ tuma BaI yahaĐ jala caZ,a dao." saasa ko svar sao ]sakI
tnd`a TUTtI hO.
vah BaI ZoraoM caUD,I phnao hue haqa sao krvao sao caaĐd ko saamanao
jala caZ,anao lagatI hO. ]sao lagata hO krvaa caaOqa yaa rxaabanQana ]sakI
baoiD,yaaM nahIM hO. isaf- ]sa QaarNaa ko p`tIk icanh hOM‚ jaao yauga
yaugaantr sao Aivart calaI Aa rhI naarI ko [d- igad- naarI%va kI saUxma
SaaSvat saImaa – roKa KIMcato Aayao hOM. ijanako par skUTr yaa
hIraohaoNDa pr baOz kr toja gait sao Aaja BaI jaayaa nahIM jaa sakta.
cand`maa ko Qavala $p pr kajala lagaI najar iTkayao ]sako mana maoM dd-
kI BaarI lakIr lahk rhI hO. saRiYT ko jananahar saRiYTkta- nao ]sakI doh
kao savaao-cca sammaana idyaa hO. vahI jananaharI ApnaI doh rcanaa ko
karNa kBaI BaI Apmaainat kI jaa saktI hO. baD,a ivad`Up majaak saa
lagata hO naŃ laoikna jaIvana ka yahI inayama hO‚ jaIvana kI kao[- BaI
baD,I ]plaibQa Apnaa pUra pUra maaola laotI hO naŃ
– naIlama kulaEaoYz
maaca- 10‚ 2002
BaartIya s~I
saRjana – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
ek ilajailajaa ehsaasa – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
kD,I dr kD,I – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
caaĐd Aaja BaI bahut dUr hO… – naIlama kulaEaoYz
caIK –
]ima-laa iSarIYa
pMcaknyaa : saargaiBa-ta
s~I – p`dIp Ba+acaaya-
BaartIya samaaja
AaOr s~I – AartI $kDIkr
BaartIya s~I ica~ laoK ko
maaQyama sao
mayaUrpMKI ro sapnao – saImaa Safk
yaaogadana – sauYamaa maunaInd`
kivataeM
]sa idna – jayaa jaadvaanaI
kao[- ek rMga maora BaI – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
gaumaSauda – svaPna maMjaUYaa SaOla
nava AaYaaZ, kI badlaI – Aalaaok Aga`avat
xaiNaka – Aasqaa
[saI saMdBa- maoM
Á phlao
p`kaiSat AMkaoM sao
khanaI
Andr ko painayaaoM maoM ek sapnaa kaĐpta hO
Á jayaa jaadvaanaI
icaiD,yaa AaOr caIla Á sauYama baodI
iftnaa Á saImaa Safk
Sauturmauga- Á hrISa cand` Aga`vaala
maihmaa maiNDt Á sauYamaa maunaInd`
iTThrIÁ manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
kivataeM
AsaIma – maIra
caaOQarI
Aavaoga samvaogaÁ maIra caaOQarI
]va-rtaÁ manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
gaBaa-Saya Á jayaa jaadvaanaI
maayaa Á rajaond`
kRYNa
laD,ikyaaoM kI ija,ndgaIÁ AiBanava Sau@laa
saaih%yakaoSa
$p kI Ébaa[yaaM
pirvaar
AaohŃ Aap kuC nahIM krtIM isaf- gaRhNaI hOMĆ
Á rajaI taomar
knyaa Ba`UNa ko p`it ËUr rvaOyyao ka kaOna
ija,mmaodarÁ sauQaa ranaI
saMsmarNa
daohrI KuSaI ko plaÁ dIipka
jaaoSaI
saRjana
laD,kI haonaaÁ manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
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