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 yaaogadana
 dUsaro idna saubah sao maM~I pUjaa kI tOyaarI haonao lagaI. saMjaya AaOr
saMdIp laa[-T AronjamaonT AaOr pNDala kI vyavasqaa doK rho qao. damaad
tao eosao AvasaraoM pr zaz Baaoganao Aato hOM. AiQak sao AiQak vyavahar
maoM Aanao vaalaaoM ilafafaoM AaOr ]pharaoM kI saar saMBaala kr doMgao‚
iksanao @yaa idyaa‚ [sakI saUica banaa doMgao. nailanaI vaaNaI kao lao
byaUTIpala-r iKsak gayaI. daonaaoM jaIijayaaM kaD- baaMTnao. jayamaalaa
ko knQao pr nanho iSaSau ka Baar qaa‚ }pr sao ijazanaI AaOr nanadoM
Apnao baccaaoM kao nahlaanao Qaulaanao AaOr naaSta donao ka vaRhd kama ]sao
hI saaOMp gayaI qaIM. ek gaaOrI hI bacatI qaI. naha Qaaokr pakSaalaa
maoM Gausanao lagaI‚ tba ]sao Qyaana Aayaa‚ ABaI caadr‚ saaD,I‚ payala
Ammaa kao do do tao vao sahoja kr vaaNaI ko baOga maoM rK doMgaI. ifr ]sao
rsaao[- sao AvakaSa nahIM imalaogaa. vah t%prta sao saamaana inakala
laayaI —
" Ammaa‚ yao vaaNaI kao do rhI hUÐ — doKao zIk tao hO naÑ mana
tao bahut kuC donao kao hO pr hOisayat…"
" Aba hOisayat na saunaa. yao BaI rK lao. vaaNaI ko ilayao kmaI nahIM hO."
Ammaa nao p`xaopas~ dagaa —
" ek nailanaI AaOr jayamaalaa hOM. nanad ko ilayao Kca- ikyao ibanaa [nasao
rha nahIM jaata. Baa[-‚ tU yao BaI rK lao. maOM inazllaaoM sao AaSaa
nahIM krtI."
gaaOrI dInata kI maUit- banaI kuC dor saamaana ilayao KD,I
rhI‚ ifr AmmaaM ko saamanao rK rsaao[- maoM jaa GausaI.
saaMJa iGarto tk nailanaI AaOr jayamaalaa vaaNaI ko haqaaoM maoM maoMhdI
lagaanao baOz gayaI. lagao haqa Apnao BaI haqa rcaa ilayao. baccaaoM ko
haqaaoM maoM baola baUTo saja gayao. Ammaa nao gaaOrI kao phlao hI
samaJaa idyaa qaa — " gaaOrI‚ tU maoMhdI rcaa ko na baOz jaanaa. kama
bahut hO. tU yahaM rhtI hO. tuJao hI maalaUma hO‚ kaOnasaI caIjaoM khaM
rKI hOM. maoMhdI GaulaI rKI rhogaI. ibada ko baad lagaa laonaa."
ivavaah ko idna gaaOrI ca@kriGannaI saI GaUmatI rhI. ]Qar saMjaIva Saama
paMca bajao tk BaI nahIM naha payaa qaa. ]sakao maOlaa kuta- pjaamaa
phnao doK gaaOrI baaolaI qaI‚
" naha laao‚ Saova kr laao‚ Qaulao vas~
phna laao. saMjaIva AaOr saMdIp BaOyaa kao doKao kOsao banao znao hOM."
" Aro hmaara sajanaa Qajanaa kaOna doKogaa. laD,kI ka Baa[- hUЂ dUlho
ka ima~ nahIM jaao saubah sao saUT Ta[- baaMQanao lagaUM."
AmmaaM baIca maoM kUd pD,IM‚" haÐ haÐÑ ifr yao kOsao pta calaogaa ik
tumanao bahna ko byaah maoM KUba kama ikyaa hO. jaaAao tinak huilayaa
sauQaar laao. barat maoM baD,o baD,o Afsar laaoga Aa rho hOM. AaOr
gaaOrI‚ tU Aba tk baala iCtrayao GaUma rhI hO. jaa‚ tOyaar hao JaTpT.
ApnaI nanadaoM‚ ijazainayaaoM sao kuC tao gauNa saIK. saba tOyaar hao
rhI hOM‚ pr tuJao kuC prvaah nahIM. toro daonaaoM baccaaoM kao gaNaoSaI
nao tOyaar kr idyaa hO‚ BaUt banao GaUma rho qao."
Ammaa ek Aaor calaI
gayaIM. gaaOrI ka jaI caaha‚ yahIM baIca maNDp maoM Qamma sao baOz
jaayao AaOr jaI Bar ko rao lao. vah BaarI mana sao haqa mauMh Qaaonao
calaI gayaI.
jaba tk baarat ivada nahIM hu[- ]sako pOr nahIM qamao. Pau~I kao ivada
kr raotI klaptI AmmaaM ek kaonao maoM Zh gayaIM. nailanaI‚ jayamaalaa‚
gaNaoSaI‚ p`Baa Apnao [Qar ]Qar ibaKro kpD,o la<ao‚ jaUto caPplaoM
sahojanao baTaornao lagaIM. ek dao idna maoM ]nhoM jaanaa haogaa AaOr
fOlao Gar maoM saamaana ZUMZnaa @yaa kma EamasaaQya haota hOÆ
saMjaIva gauma hue baa]la‚ cammaca‚ igalaasa ZUMZta ifrta rha tao gaaOrI
baca gayao ikranao ko saamaana ko gaiNat maoM lagaI rhI. hala ka hala
bacaa saamaana vaapsa hao jaayaogaa tao zIk haogaa. Baaojana bahut baca
gayaa qaa. mahrI‚ naa[-na‚ jamaadairna ABaI Aa DTI qaIM. gaaOrI kao hI
maaqaa Kpanaa pD,a. baaqa$ma rgaD,naa Qaaonaa qaa‚ saao Alaga. vahaM [tnaI
ifsalana hao gayaI qaI ik baabaUjaI ifsalato ifsalato bacao. laaprvaahI
va safa[- pr bahut dor tk baaolato rho. ]Qar rat ko gairYz Baaojana sao
]ktayao bauja-ga Aitiqa tajao dala caavala Kanao kI [cCa vya@t kr rho
qao.
sauK duK ka AnauBava samaoTo vaaNaI sasaurala phuMcaI tao rat hao caukI
qaI. prCna ko baad ]sao Gar ko BaItr lao jaayaa gayaa. dUsaro idna
saubah sao hI kqaa va Baaoja kI tOyaarI haonao lagaI. AfratfrI macaI qaI.
pUro gaaMva kao Baaoja idyaa jaa rha qaa‚ pMgat baOz caukI qaI. tBaI
eknaaqa kI maaM daMt pIsatI hu[- baaolaI‚
" yao laao Acaar K%maÑ Aba @yaa
praosaoM‚ Apnaa maUZ,Æ khtI qaI naa‚ baccaaoM kI phuMca ko }pr rKao
barinayaaM. Par yahaM tao caar idna phlao sao Acaar iKlaayaa jaa rha hO.
Aba naak gayaI."
Syaamaa fusafusaayaI‚ " AmmaaM‚ bahU ko saaqa Acaar Aayaa hO‚ ]sao @yaaoM
nahIM praosavaa dotIM."
AmmaaM kI jaana maoM jaana AayaI. kqaa ko baad vaaNaI kao ijasa kmaro
maoM ibazayaa gayaa qaa‚ dhoja ka saara saamaana vahIM zuMsaa qaa.
AmmaaM Acaar kI barinayaaM ZUMZtI vahIM phuMcaI. Aama ko Acaar kI barnaI
KaolaI.
" vaah‚ @yaa baiZ,yaa KuSbaU hO. bahU‚ gaaOrI nao banaayaa hO AcaarÆ"
" jaI haÐ."
" vah bahut baiZ,yaa Acaar banaatI hO. isaMGaaD,o ka‚ saoma ka‚ AalaU
ka. ]saka basa calao tao Gaasa fUsa ka BaI banaa Dalao AaOr yao papD,…iktnao
ptlao banao hOM. ]saI nao banaayao haoMgao. baD,I inapuNa hO gaaOrI‚
ABaI kuC idna phlao maamaa ko Gar byaah maoM‚ imalanaa huAa‚ tba ]sakI
furtI doKI maOM nao. saara kama saMBaalao hu[- qaI‚ varnaa Aajakla ko
naatodar ApnaI saaja sajjaa AaOr maojabaana kI nau@tacaInaI hI AiQak
krto hOM. yahIM doK laao. kama kma hao rha hO‚ hayatOabaa AiQak macaI hO."
Ammaa barnaI laokr calaI gayaIM. vaaNaI ko saamanao p`Snaicanh CaoD,
gayaIM. yao laaoga gaaOrI BaaBaI kao kOsao jaanato hOM. ]nhaoMnao tao
kBaI batayaa nahIM ik [na laaogaaoM sao kuC sambanQa hO. navavaQaU ko
saMkaoca ko karNa vah iksaI sao [sa ivaYaya maoM pUC na sakI.
khIM kh na do‚ 'tumhoM yah BaI nahIM maalaUmaÆ '
Kanaa Kanao ko baad ]sao naIMd Aa gayaI. saaMJa Zlao ]sao Syaamaa nao
jagaayaa‚
" vaaNaI‚ poTI sao kao[- caadr inakala dao‚ ibaCa dUM. tumhara
kmara tOyaar kr rhI hUM naaÑ"
vaaNaI nao Syaamaa kao baa^@sa kI caaBaI qamaa dI. dao baa^mbaoDa[-Mga
kI caadroM qaIM AaOr ek gaaOrI kI dI hu[-. Syaamaa nao vahI AasamaanaI
caadr inakala laI —
" iktnaI saundr hO. roDImaoD hOÆ "
" nahIM. gaaOrI BaaBaI nao banaa[- hO."
" iktnaI safa[- hO gaaOrI ko haqaaoM maoM.yahaM BaI ]sako haqa sao sau[-
Qaagaa CUTta nahIM qaa."
Syaamaa caadr maoM TMko fUlaaoM kao baarIkI sao doKtI hu[- caadr laokr
calaI gayaI. vaaNaI kao rh rh kr ËaoQa Aa rha qaa‚ gaaOrI pr — AjaIba
maUK- hO. basa mauMh isayao baOzI rhogaI. bata nahIM saktI qaI ik yahaM
]naka kOsaa irSta hO. vaaNaI ËaoQaavaoSa maoM BaUla rhI qaI ik ]na
laaogaaoM nao gaaOrI kao kuC batanao ka Avasar hI kba idyaa. vah tao
sabakI sauna saktI hO‚ baaola nahIM saktI. baaolaI ik vyaMgya baaNaaoM
ka maaOilak kaoSa Kulaa. vaao AaOr ]sako maayako vaalao sadOva daoyama
drjao ko p`aNaI samaJao gayao. vaao ibacaarI kuC batatI tao kOsaoÆ AaOr
saunata kaOnaÆ
vaaNaI sauhagakxa maoM lao jaa[- gayaI. doKa‚ sauhagasaoja pr baD,I Aana
baana Saana sao vah AasamaanaI caadr ibaCI qaI. vaaNaI kao ivatRYNaa saI
hu[- ik iÍja‚ TI vaI‚ AaOr jahaM doKao‚ vahaM yah caadr hI idK rhI hO. ]saka
jaI caaha [sa dao Tko kI caadr kao KIMca kr hTa do AaOr dUsarI caadr
ibaCa do. pr eosaa kr na sakI. eknaaqa kmaro maoM Aayaa tao ]sakI dRiYT
sabasao phlao caadr pr hI gayaI‚ ]sakI samaJa maoM nahIM Aa rha qaa‚
baat khaM sao AarmBa kro. vah caadr hI jaOsao EaI gaNaoSa krnao ka
maaQyama bana gayaI —
" baD,I saundr caadr hO. Syaamaa dIdI bata rhI
qaIM ik gaaOrI nao banaayaI hO."
gazrI saI banaI vaaNaI nao svaIkRit maoM gardna ihlaayaI. @yaa mausaIbat
hOÑ maQauyaaimanaI ka EaIgaNaoSa BaI [sa caadr p`saMga sao hao rha hO.
" AaohÑ bahut saundr caadr hO." eknaaqa vaaNaI ko inakT baOz kr caadr ko
fUlaaoM pr haqa fornao lagaa…" pr gaaOrI khaM Ant-Qyaana qaIÆ ek baar
BaI nahIM idKI. tumhoM doKnao Aayaa qaa tba BaI nahIM. byaah maoM BaI
nahIM."
" kma pZ,I ilaKI hO‚ [sailayao laaogaaoM ko saamanao Aanao maoM iJaJaktI
hO. nailanaI BaaBaI AaOr jayamaalaa BaaBaI kao hI baahr ka saMBaalanaa
pD,ta hO."
" yah gaaOrI hO hI iJaJak vaalaI. baocaarI kao Aagao pZ,nao ka Avasar
nahIM imalaa‚ varnaa AMk bauro nahIM laatI qaI. skUla maoM maOM AaOr
vaao kuC saala saaqa pZ,o hOM." khkr eknaaqa nao p`saMga badlaa — "
tumharo $p laavaNya AaOr dhoja kI KUba sarahnaa hao rhI hO. baabaUjaI
nao naahk [tnaa kuC ikyaa. ]nakI
Aaiqa-k isqait @yaa hmasao iCpI hOÆ isar pr ?Na caZ,a ilayaa haogaa."
" nahIM tao. maoro saMjaya BaOyaa AaOr saMdIp BaOyaa ka BarpUr
yaaogadana qaa‚ ?Na @yaaoM laoto."
" kOsaa yaaogadanaÆ "
" iÍja saMjaya BaOyaa nao‚ TIvaI saMdIp BaOyaa nao‚ sTIiryaao p`Baa
jaIjaI nao AaOr…."
" AaOr gaaOrI naoÆ"
" yao caadr doK tao rho hao. ]nasao ]mmaId hI nahIM krto hma laaoga."
vaaNaI nao svar kao pyaa-Pt inayaMi~t ikyaa‚ pr vyaMgya ]Bar hI Aayaa.
eknaaqa kuC dor ApnaI saVÁprIiNata p%naI kao inaharta rha‚ t%pScaat
baaolaa — " sabasao baD,a yaaogadana tao gaaOrI ka hO vaaNaI. vah maoro
dUr ko irSto kI bahna hO. irSta tao eosaa gahra nahIM hO pr vah sabakao
Apnaa banaa laotI hO. pirEamaI eosaI hO ik ]sanao kBaI tuma laaogaaoM
kao kBaI iSakayat ka Avasar nahIM idyaa haogaa. ijasako BaI Gar jaatI hO‚
kama saMBaala laotI hO. ABaI kuC idna phlao vah Apnao pit ko saaqa Apnao
maamaa kI baoTI ko ivavaah maoM AayaI qaI. maOM BaI Ammaa kao laokr
gayaa qaa. iktnaI duba-la hao gayaI hO gaaOrI. hMsakr khnao lagaI — "
dubalaI kOsao na hao jaa}M‚ gaRhsqaI calaanaa hMsaI Kola nahIM hO. Aba
tuma BaI gaRhsqaI basaa laao eknaaqa. khao tao ek AcCI saI laD,kI bata}M.
maorI nanad hO vaaNaI. $pvatI‚ gauNavatI‚ bauiwmait. baabaUjaI AiQak
dhoja nahIM do pa rho varnaa laD,kI tao hIra hO‚ hIra ijasako Gar
jaayaogaI‚ svaga- banaa dogaI. tuma ]sao ek baar doK laao‚ tao manaa
nahIM kr paAaogao." maOM nao pUCa — "tumharI trh inapuNa hO naÑ " khnao
lagaI‚ " maOM tao ]sako saamanao kUD,a krkT hUM‚ ]sao doK laao‚ varnaa
baad maoM pCtaAaogao. AaOr haM dhoja ko ilayao laar na Tpkanao laganaa.
varnaa maOM War sao hI kh dUMgaI‚ Aagao jaaAao baabaa." kh kr hMsanao
lagaa eknaaqa — " eosaI masaKrI krtI hO ik pUCao matÑ "
gaaOrI BaaBaI hasa pirhasa BaI jaanatI hOÆ vaaNaI caikt hu[-. ]sanao tao
]nhoM sadOva marI baiCyaa kI BaaMit mauMh laTkayao hI doKa hO. eknaaqa
Aagao baaolaa — " gaaOrI nao tumhara eosaa ivastRt vaNa-na ikyaa ik maOM
tumhoM doK laonao ka laaoBa saMvarNa na kr saka. AaOr jaba doKa‚ tao
doKto hI Zor hao gayaa. phlaI naja,r maoM hI Apnaa idla har baOza. lagaa‚
gaaOrI nao tumhara vaNa-na zIk hI ikyaa qaa. AaOr jaba tumhara banaayaa
maojapaoSa doKa‚ gauiJayaa KayaI tao lagaa‚ jaOsao mauJao maora ABaIYT
imala gayaa. gaaOrI nao tumharo baabaUjaI kI Aaiqa-k isqait phlao hI
bata dI ‚ AtÁ dhoja maaMganao ka tao p`Sna hI nahIM qaa."
vaaNaI kao jaOsao kaz maar gayaa. ijavha talaU sao icapkI jaa rhI qaI.
eknaaqa nao inakT iKsak kr ]sako p`kimpt haqa qaama ilayao‚ " yao @yaaÆ
[tnaa Gabara @yaaoM rhI haoÆ mauJasao Dr rhI hao @yaaÆ Ba[-‚ maOM baD,a
sajjana vyai@t hUÐ. ekdma saIQaa sarla‚ inaYkpT. ga`amaINa pirvaoSa maoM
plaa baZ,a. [cCa qaI‚ gaaOrI jaOsaI saIQaI sarla‚ GarolaU p%naI imalao‚
jaao Apnao dao dxa haqaaoM sao maoro Gar kao saMvaar do. p%naI caunanao
ko maapdND p`%yaok vyai@t ko iBanna iBanna haoto hOM. mauJao KuSaI hO ik
tuma maoro maapdND maoM KrI ]trI hao."
vaaNaI kuC dor caup baOzI rhI. jaOsao Sabd hI ivalauPt hao gayao haoM.
ifr doh kI samast }jaa- kNz maoM saMga`hIt kr iksaI p`kar baaolaI‚ " pr
…gaaOrI BaaBaI nao kBaI nahIM batayaa‚ ik [sa ivavaah ko ilayao ]nhaoMnao
p`yaasa ikyaa qaa."
" ]sakI Eaoya laonao kI Aadt nahIM hO. ]sanao p~ ilaK kr mauJao BaI
manaa ikyaa qaa ik tumhoM kuC na bata}M. khIM tuma yao na samaJa laao ik
tumhoM maOM nao gaaOrI ko dbaava maoM Aakr psand ikyaa hO. eosao inaYkpT‚
inaYklauYa‚ inasvaaqa- laaoga BaI hOM [sa QartI pr."
vaaNaI inaÉ<ar hao gayaI. @yaa khtI‚ BaaBaI kI saarI caoYTayaoM hmaaro
Gar maoM baurI trh Asafla isaw hu[- hOMÆ kao[- BaI ]nasao p`sanna nahIM
hOÆ p%naI kao caup doK kr eknaaqa mauskurayaa‚ " tuma saaoca rhI haogaI‚
p`aNanaaqa yao @yaa lao baOzo. iktnaa saaocaa qaa‚ kma sao kma Aaja kI
rat iksaI Anya ka p`saMga na ]za]Mgaa. basa‚ ApnaI khUMgaa‚ tumharI
saunaUMgaa. Par [sa caadr nao saba gaD,baD, kr idyaa. caadr doKI tao
Anaayaasa gaaOrI kI yaad Aa ga[-‚ KOr…Aba maasa parayaNa ka ek AQyaaya
samaaPt AaOr dUsara AQyaaya SauÉ…."
vah ba<aI bauJaanao ko ilayao ]z KD,a huAa. [Qar vaaNaI‚ gaaOrI ko
yaaogadana kI samaIxaa maoM DUbaI qaI.
– sauYamaa maunaInd`
maaca- 10‚ 2002
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Á phlao
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Andr ko painayaaoM maoM ek sapnaa kaÐpta hO
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