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[sa baar saRjana ilaKto–ilaKto tIna saala phlao ilaKI ApnaI hI DayarI ka ek pnnaa Kula gayaa. Aapsao AvaSya baaMTnaa caahUMgaI.

dor rat tk krvaToM badlatI rhI hUÐ maOM‚ drAsala baat hI kuC eosaI hO. rat kao maihlaaAaoM pr haonao vaalao ApraQaaoM pr AaQaairt ek kaya-Ëma maoM 6 maah sao laokr 60 vaYaI-ya maihlaaAaoM pr haonao vaalao yaaOna ApraQaaoM kI fohirst doKI AaOe mana hI mana kaMp ]zI. dao maasaUma baiccayaaoM kI svayaM maaÐ jaao hUÐ. ivatRYNaa‚ AatMk‚ ivavaSata‚ ËaoQa ka imalaa–jaulao BaavaaoM sao mana pk rha qaa.

' @yaa ja,maanaa Aa gayaa hO' kOsao khtIÆ jamaanaa tao eosaa hI qaa vaYaao-M sao. maorI maaÐ ko samaya sao hI tao‚ jaba ]nako skUla ko rasto maoM ek vaRw AMga`oja rolavao ka AiQakarI‚ qaaoD,a Aagao jaa kr skUla jaanao vaalaI laD,ikyaaoM ko JauND ko Aagao ApnaI pOnT ]tar idyaa krta qaa. AaOr maoro ipta ka ek Aivavaaiht ima~………jaba gaaod maoM ]za kr Pyaar krta mauJao ivaica~ lagata ]sako Pyaar ka trIkaÆ khaÐ badlaa ja,maanaaÆ eosao yaaOna ApraQaI Aaja BaI zsako sao samaaja maoM rhto hOM. vah yaaOna ApraiQayaaoM maoM payaa jaanao vaalaa ]nmaadI jaIna tba BaI qaa AaOr Aaja BaI payaa jaata hO bailk dugaunaa–itgaunaa haokr. ibanaa iksaI Kasa phcaana ka‚ ibanaa iksaI caohro Aakar vaalaa‚ iCpa saa‚ yah jaIna iksaI ko BaI BaItr hao sakta hO.

saaocaa saubah ]zto hI baiccayaaoM kao samaJaa}MgaI. @yaa samaJaatI caar AaOr CÁ saala kI baiccayaaoM kaoÆ ik dUr rhnaa tqaakiqat AmklaaoM sao‚ Anajaanao caohraoM sao‚ pu$Ya AQyaapkaoM sao‚ skUla ko capraisayaaoM sao‚ maalaI sao‚ dUQa vaalao‚ AKbaar vaalao sao‚ AlaaM–flaaM saBaI puÉYaaoM saoÆ iksaI sao Ta^fI na laonaa‚ ApnaI pOnTI na CUnao donaa‚ Apnao gaala–haoMz na caUmanao donaa.

iksa–iksa sao dUr rhnao kao khUMÆ saba saamaanya AaOr kama–kaja krto caohro hOM. pr na jaanao kba kaOnasaa caohra badlao‚ AaÐKoM ivakRt haoM‚ haoMz laar sao gaMdlaa jaaeM‚ haqa kaMpnao lagaoM AaOr nanho baccao iksaI pra[- @yaarI maoM lagaI tajaa iKlatI kilayaaoM sao jyaada ]nhoM kuC na lagaoM………………….

@yaa samaJaa}MÆ hmaoM tao maaÐ nao kBaI nahIM samaJaayaa. na ]nhaoMnao kBaI yah saaocaa BaI haogaa ik nanhIM baiccayaaM BaI yaaOna laaolaupta ka iSakar hao saktI hOM. vao tao basa hmaoM ?tus~ava haonao ko baad basa hma]ma` laD,kaoM sao baca kr rhnao kI ihdayatoM dotI rhI. BaUla ga[-M ]na p`aOZ, AMklaaoM‚ p`aofosaraoM‚ papa ko AaOr Apnao sahkima-yaaoM kI laaolaup dRiYT ko baaro maoM kBaI nahIM samaJaayaa. ja,maanaa qaa ik Apnao saaqa ko laD,kaoM sao baat tk naa krao AaOr baD,I ]ma` ko AmklaaoM ko saaqa Aarama sao eDimaSana krvaanao Baoja idyaa jaata. basa baca hI gae samaJaao‚ ekaQa AnaaiQakRt spSaao-M‚ yaa gaMdI inagaah ko Alaavaa kuC Jaolaa nahIM……………maaÐ nao nahIM samaJaayaa qaa tao @yaa janmajaat s~I hOM‚ inagaah ka saccaa AaOr baura Baava AaOr spSa- ka Aqa- samaJa Aata qaa.

maorI saholaI ka AnauBava yaad Aa gayaa. ek baar ha^sTla maoM eosaI baat calaI tao ]sanao batayaa qaa‚ '' hlka saa yaad hO ‚
tIna–caar saala kI qaI. pD,aosa ka ek baD,a laD,ka jaao ]sao baD,o Pyaar sao 'Da^la' khta‚ caUmata–dularata‚ ek idna Apnao Gar lao gayaa. maaÐ nao BaI daophr maoM dao pla laoT laonao ko maaoh maoM ]sao ]sako saaqa Baoja idyaa. idna Bar Kola kUd kr tqaakiqat BaOyaa ko ibastr pr AaMK laga ga[-. kuC jyaada tao nahIM hlka saa yaad hO – ek AjaIba igalaigalaa spSa- AaOr naIMd ka Kulanaa‚ BaOyaa ka JaoMpnaa………………ifr maora Gar Aanao kI ijad maoM raonaa.' ]sanao na maaÐ kao batayaa na maaÐ kao saunanao kI fusa-t hI qaI.

kuC idna phlao hI tao imaisaja, Aga`vaala bata rhI qaIM ik vao ApnaO dao saala kI baoTI kao laokr iksaI piricat sao imalanao ga[-M. piricata AavaBagat AaOr vah baataoM maoM laga ga[-‚ baccaI vahaM Kolanao maoM rma ga[-. jaba jaanao ka samaya Aayaa tao baccaI Aasa–pasa nahIM. ZUMZa tao vah saIZ,IyaaoM maoM piricata ko pit kI gaaod maoM caa^klaoT Ka rhI qaI‚ piricata ko pit ka AjaIba saa caohra doK daonaaoM is~yaaoM kao ATpTa‚ ]sanao turnt baccaI kao ilayaa‚ caa^klaoT foMkI AaOr ibanaa iksaI AaOpcaairk ivada ko vahaM sao calaI Aa[-. AaOr bahut idnaaoM tk ApnaI laaprvaahI pr pScaatap krtI rhI ik khIM kuC hao jaata taoÆ

]fÑ @yaa–@yaa yaad Aa rha hO‚ svayaM ApnaI laaprvaaihyaaM‚ naa – Aba jaa^ba krnao kI ija,d nahIM‚ nahIM krnaI pI eca DI BaI. baoiTyaaoM kao Kud laonao jaa]MgaI‚ Kud CaoD,nao. ijana paTI-ja, maoM baccao Alaa]D nahIM haoMgao vahaM nahIM jaanaa ekdma nahIM.

mauJao tao samaJa Aa gayaa Apnaa daiya%va. Aap BaI samaJaoM.

– manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
isatmbar 9‚ 2001

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