saar
saar kao gaih ilayao qaaoqaa doya ]D,aya
Aaja
baat krto – krto ApnaI ek iĖiScayana daost sao maorI bahsa hao gayaI.
]saka khnaa qaa‚ ek samar – kOmp maoM vah Apnao baoTo kao Baojanaa
caahtI qaI‚ vaOsao bahut AcCa qaa samarkOmp maoM saba kuC… bahut kuC
isaKayaa gayaa baccaaoM kao pr vahaM ]sanao Apnao baoTo kao mahja ek
hI vajah
saoo nahIM Baojaa @yaaoMik vahaM ' gaIta
–
vaIta ' BaI pZ,a rho qao. kuC ivavaokanand sao irlaoToD qaa.
maOM
nao kha – " taoŃ iktnao ka^nvaonT\sa hOM jaao raoja, ihndU baccaaoM
kao
iĖiScayana p`oyasa- krato hOM‚ bailk ka^nvaonT\sa ko Alaavaa piblak
skUla‚ galaI galaI Kulao AMga`ojaI maaQyama ko skUla BaI [-Svar kI
jagah 'gaa^D' hI isaKato hOM. AaOr rhI baat gaIta kI‚ tao mauJao kao[-
BaI Qama-ga`nqa pZ,nao maoM kao[- Aapi<a nahIM rhI bailk maOM nao
SaaOk sao baa[ibala kI khainayaaM pZ,I hOM. yahaM tk kI kurana kI
BaI."
" nahIM nahIM‚ Aaya DaonT baIlaIva [na yaa^r iflaa^safI…maora
baccaa phlao Apnao
rIlaIjana maoM tao qaa^rao hao jaayaoM.baD,o haokr baat Alaga hO‚ jaba
Aap Apnao rIlaIjana maoM qaa^rao hao tao ifr iksaI BaI Qama- kI iktaba
pZ,ao Aap pr Asar nahIM haota ]sa Qama- ka‚ laa[k vana Aa^f maaya
ihndU ĶoND… SaI TaolD maI… jaba BaI ]sao kao[- p`a^blama hu[- ]sako
mana maoM jaIsasa ko ilayao p`oyasa- inaklatI qaIM‚ bacapna sao
kanvaonT maoM pZ,nao kI vajah sao."
" yah ]sakI ApnaI saaoca haogaI‚ varnaa maoro BaI baccao skUla maoM '
Aao jaIsasa'… krto hOM‚ Gar Aakr naanaI ko saaqa ' Aaoma jaya jagadISa
hro ' gaato hOM … AartI laoto hOM…. hmasao khIM j,yaada hmaaro baccao
]dar hOM."
]sanao kha ‚ " kuC
BaI hao bacapna maoM maOM Apnao iĖScaOinaTI ko Alaavaa Apnao baccaaoM
kao kao[- AaOr Qama- nahIM pZ,nao donaa caahtI. fa^r maI maaya
rIlaIjana [ja, baosT fa^r maI. maorI madr tao hmaoM ibandI BaI nahIM
lagaanao dotI qaI. SaI vaaja, maaor isT/@T dOna maI Ń "
maOM nao kha‚ " [samaoM kuC Kasa baat nahIM hrok ko ilayao ]saka Qama-
sava-EaoYz haota hO. mauJao BaI gava- hO ik maOM ihndU hUM. pr maOM hr
Qama- kI AcCI caIjaaoM maoM yakIna krtI hUŠ na hI Qama- kao laokr maOM
Aa^foinsava rvaOyaa nahIM rKtI ik tumharo yahaM kI pUjaa ko baad ka
Kanaa na Ka}M."
tba ]sanao dlaIla dI‚ " Aaya ema Aa^lsaao naa^T Aafoinsava baT Aaya
ema vaOrI maca iDvaaoToD TU maaya irlaIjana… maOM tao iksaI kImat pr
Apnaa Qama- na badlaUM."
" maOM BaI kBaI nahIM‚ bacapna sao ijasa Qama- maoM saMskairt hue vahI
Apnaa Qama-…
]sanao baat kaT kr kha… " hmaaro Qama- maoM pOsao ka kao[- kama nahIM.
garIba hao yaa AmaIr sabakI trf sao ĶI p`oyar haota hO caca- maoM.
tumharo yahaM pUjaa krvaanao ko ilayao BaI pNDa PaujaarI laaoga pOsao
maaMgato hOM. maMidr maoM jaanao kI fIsa lagatI hO."
" vaao Alaga baat hO… vah BaI kuC vaga- –ivaSaoYa ko laaogaaoM ko
svaaqa- kI vajah sao Qama- ka vyavasaayaIkrNa huAa hO. varnaa ihndU
Qama- maoM tao svayaM mana sao kI ga[- pUjaa maMidr ko drvaajao sao hI
svaIkar hao jaatI hO."
" hmaaro Qama- maoM AmaIr – garIba saba barabar hOM‚ kao[- dilat
nahIM‚ kao[- ]Mcao jaatvaalaa nahIM. tumharo Qama- ko laaogaaoM nao
Apnao laaogaaoM kao BaI naIcaI jaait ko laaoga kh kr CaoD, rKa hO…tBaI
tao tumharo garIba ihndU [-saa[- Qama- Apnaa laoto hOM."
" pOsaaoM AaOr sauivaQaaAaoM ko laalaca maoM…."
" yah tumharI
galatI
hO ik ApnaI jaait ko laaogaaoM ka #yaala nahIM rK pato. jaao ik
imaSanarI krto hOM. ivaSva ihndu pirYad yaa saMGa ko laaoga iktnaI
JaaoMpD,piT\TyaaoM maoM jaakr saovaa krto hOMĘ ihnduAaoM ko iktnao
skUla hOM jaao ĶI ejaUkoSana doto hOMĘ AaOr imaSanarI ha^ispTla…Ń
klak<aa maoM madr TOrosaa ko imaSanarI garIba laaogaaoM kI saovaa krto
hOM."
yahaM maOM caup qaI‚ @yaaoMik ]saka tk- sahI qaa.
vah khtI rhI‚ " eND
lauk eT d Dak-r saa[D… vaao fadr ga`ahma sTonsa nao ApnaI fOimalaI ko
saaqa dilataoM kI saovaa maoM ApnaI pUrI laa[f lagaa dI ]sao ihnduAaoM
nao @yaa idyaa … ]sao ]sako baccaaoM ko saaqa jalaa idyaa. saa]qa maoM
nansa ko saaqa rop huAa.… "
yahaM BaI maOM
Saima-nda qaI‚ maOM nao kha BaI‚ "Apnao ]na AiSaixat‚ rajanaOitk
ihtaoM maoM bargalaayao‚ ihMsak ihndU Baa[yaaoM pr bailk maOM @yaa
pUra doSa Saima-nda qaa ]napr… ijanhaoMnao yah kukR%ya ikyao. pr
ihMsak jaanavaraoM ka jaba ivavaok hI nahIM haota tao Qama- tao baad
kI caIja, hO. ApraiQayaaoM ka kao[- ivavaok‚ kao[- Qama- nahIM haota."
" yaU naao janarlaI
Aaya DaonT Ta^k Aa^na saca saonsaiTva [SyaUja,‚ maaya hsabaonD
Aalavaoja, sTa^Psa maI… eosaI baat pr laaoga hmaoSaa Aa^fonD krto hOM
ik tumharo imaSanarIja, hmaaro laaogaaoM ka Qama- pirvat-na krto hOM‚
[sailayao ga`ahma sTonsa AaOr nansa vaalao kosaoja, hue."
"naa Ń maOM ]na laaogaaoM maoM sao nahIM hUM‚ ik ]na ApraQaaoM kao
kao[- jaisTifkoSana dUM‚ vaao galat qao hr trh sao. laoikna iksaI ek
vyai@t kI vajah sao pUra Qama- galat nahIM hao jaata.rhI Qama-
Apnaanao kI baat jaao Qama- Aapko Apnao Andr sao svaIkRt hao vahI
Aapka Qama-.[samaoM kao[- BaI Aapkao ivavaSa nahIM kr sakta. AapkI
majaI-, Aap jaao Qama- Apnaanaa caahoM. ]samaoM pOsaaoM sauivaQaaAaoM
ka laalaca nahIM haonaa caaihyao."
" naao naao manaIYaa‚ vaI iĖiScayansa Aar maaor h\yaUmanToiryansa… vaI
kanT ikla enaI baDI fa^r rIlaIjana saok… hma tao maanava kI saovaa
krto hOM… kBaI iksaI iĖiScayana nao iksaI Aaor Qama- ko laaogaaoM kao
pUjaa krto hue nahIM maara haogaa. baT ihndUja, … do Aar kT\Tsa- …
iĖiScayana kanT ikla enaI baDI."
" yahaM mauJao Aa^bajao@Sana hOŃ mauJao basa ek baat ka ]<ar do do…
@yaa ]na doSaaoM maoM eosao
Ėa[ma nahIM haoto
jaao
iĖiScayana bahulya hOMĘ baOsaaKI kI pUjaa ko va@t jailayaaMvaalaa
baaga maoM ijasa janarla Dayar nao hj,aaraoM laaogaaoM kao maara @yaa
vah iĖiScayana nahIM qaaĘ saukrat kao ja,hr iplaanao vaalao kaOna
qaoĘ AaOr gaOilailayaao… "
Aba caup rhnao kI ]sakI baarI qaI. tba maOM nao kha —
" doK yaar… hr Qama-
maoM kuC kT\TrpMqaI haoto hOM‚ kuC ApraQaI haoto hOM… jaao Qama- kao
rajanaOitk ihtaoM ko ilayao KUna sao rMganaa caahto hOM. laoikna ]na
mauT\zIBar AcCo maanavaIyata ko pujaairyaaoM ko saharo kI vajah sao hI
kao[- Qama- calata hO…. doKnao vaalaI AaMK caaihyao‚ hr Qama- maoM
AcCa[yaaM BaI AaOr baura[yaaM BaI idK jaatI hOM. hr Qama- ka ek ]_oSya
hO…maanavaIyata kI Baavanaa kao baZ,anaa hO."
" PlaIja, DaonT
maa[nD‚ [T vaaja, jasT fa^r iDskSana saok Ń" vah baat K%ma krnaa
caahtI qaI.
" mauJao pta hO‚ maOM kBaI Qama- kao laokr Aa^foinsava nahIM haotI.
vah maora inajaI masalaa hO. pr maOM Apnao baccaaoM kao ja,$r
]darvaadI banaanaa caahUMgaI…]nhoM p`oirt kÉMgaI ik hr Qama- kI
iktabaoM pZ,ao… AaOr ' saar saar kao gaih ilayao qaaoqaa doya ]D,aya '
kI saIK mana maoM rKao."
" maInsaĘ"
" maInsa … hr Qama- maoM jaao sahI AaOr saca hO ]sao Apnaa laao‚ jaao
zIk na lagao ]sao CaoD, dao‚ jaOsao ik saUp haota hO‚ Anna ko saaf
danao rK laota hO‚ kcara – kcara ]D,a dota hO."
baat tao vahIM K%ma
hao gayaI. daostI BaI ]saI AMtrMgata sao vahIM kayama rhI. pr mana
ivakla rha @yaa hma
yao CaoTI CaoTI galatfhimayaaoM kI‚ dUsaro Qama- kao
hIna samaJanao kI‚ kT\Trvaaidta kI draroM Bar sakoMgaoĘ AaOr [na
draraoM kao paT kr @yaa hma Apnao baccaaoM kao ek nayaI ]darvaadI
saMskRit do payaoMgaoĘ
–
manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
jaulaa[- 8‚2003
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