kaya-Saalaa # 13
CaoTo papa

kuC eosao hI sao tao tuma qao bacapna maoM‚ papa ka caSmaa lagaanaa tumhoM bahut ip`ya qaa‚ AaOr mammaI ko psa- sao rMgaIna pona inakala kr dIvaaraoM pr AnagaZ, AakRityaaM banaanaa manapsand Sagala. iktnao gaupcaup qao tuma magar caUho kI trh SaOtana…QaIro QaIro ApnaI SaOtainayaaM krto qao. caSmaa lagaa kr Apnao Aap kao CaoTa papa khlavaanao maoM iktnaa maja,a Aata qaa tumhoM. mammaI ko skUla kI laD,ikyaaM tumasao pUCtI qaIM ik tuma kaOna hao tao tuma tutlaa kr batato qao ik 'maOM Caota papa hUÐ.' saba tumhoM tumharI gaupcaup SaOtainayaaoM ko karNa caUha BaI khto qao.

hma bahnaaoM AaOr hmaarI sahoilayaaoM ko gauiD,yaaoM ko Kola ibagaaD,nao maoM tuma maaihr qao…. tumanao KUba gauiD,yaaM taoD,I hOM maorI. vaOsao maOM nao BaI tumhoM KUba satayaa hO. yaad hO na raKI pr tumhoM ]tnao hI pOsao caaihyao haoto qao ijatnao mauJao imalao haoto qao. baD,o naajaaoM sao palaa gayaa qaa tumhoM‚ tIna bahnaaoM ko baad ek Baa[-. tumharo haonao pr maorI pIz pr gauD, kI BaolaI faoD,I ga[- qaI‚ maoro baad tuma jaao pOda hue qao. jaao BaI Aqa- ilayao hao yah prmpra pr mauJao k[- baar tumasao jalana haotI qaI. AaiKr hma maoM mahja dao hI saala ka tao fk- qaa.

yaad hO ek baar iktnaa laD,o qao hma ik… tumharo pICo Baagato maoM iksaI tIKo kaonao sao Tkra kr maora sar fT gayaa qaa AaOr tuma…Gabara gayao qao … Gar maoM mammaI papa daonaaoM hI nahIM qao tba tuma ApnaI CaoTI saI saayaikla pr ApnaI dsa saala kI CaoTI saI ]ma` maoM mauJao Asptala laokr gayao qao. caaho iktnaI hI hmamaoM baalasaulaBa ' isabailaMga rayavalarI' rhI hao pr ek gaaZ,a snaoh hmaoM baaMQao rKta qaa. Asptala tao na jaanao iktnaI baar tuma mauJao [tnao snaoh AaOr lagaava sao lao gayao hao‚ pUrI ija,mmaodairyaaoM ko saaqa kBaI saayakla pr‚ kBaI ApnaI baa[-k pr. mauJasao tumhara snaoh tumharI Ant-mauKI p`vaRi<a ko baavaja,Ud iCpae nahIM iCpta qaa. ifr BaI bahut saI baatoM tuma isaf- mauJao batayaa krto qao. mauJa pr pUra AiQakar jamaato qao tuma…

" eÑ Andr cala. baahr @yaaoM KD,I hOÆ ''
" kla ApnaI sahoilayaaoM ko saaqa ip@car ga[- qaI naa‚ Gar maoM JaUz baaolaa…mauJao saba pta cala jaata hO. Aagao sao ga[- tao …doKnaa pD,ogaa na ]laTo haqa ka…."

bahut saI yaadoM hOM. ikna ikna ka ija,Ë kÉMÆ bacapna laaOT kr @yaaoM nahIM AataÆ

Aaja raKI pr tuma [saI Sahr maoM hao… pr dUiryaaM bahut baZ, gayaI hOM. pta nahIM vah snaoh ikna vaOmanasya kI prtaoM maoM dba gayaa hO. CaoTI CaoTI naamaalaUma saI baatoM tumharo ilayao…tumharI SaadI ko baad bahut baD,I hao gayaI hOM ik tuma saccao snaoh kI gad- ]tarnaa hI nahIM caahto. iKMcato TUTto saU~ jaao tumharo AaOr mammaI papa ko baIca ifr sao baaMQanao ko p`yaasa maoM maoro hI sambanQa tumasao iKMcanao lagao hOM.

maanaa tumharo p`omaivavaah kao laokr vao naaraja, qao AaOr tuma SaadI haoto hI Alaga jaa iCTko pr…tumhara Bayaavah e@saIDonT hmaoM ifr krIba laayaa qaa‚ mammaI nao tumharo ilayao idna rat ek kr idyao qao‚ tna mana Qana sao tumharo ilayao ]nhaoMnao kao[- kmaI nahIM rKI. tuma ifr [sa Bayaavah pirisqait sao ]baro AaOr mammaI ko saaqa Gar laaOT Aae‚ saba KuSa qao‚ saba saaqa qao. tumharo tumharI Asahayata ko ilayao sahara doto hue hma saBaI ko haqa Aa jauD,o qao. ijasasao jaao bana pD,a ikyaa. pr na jaanao @yaaoM BaaBaI hmaoSaa AsaMtuYT rhI‚ jahaÐ tk maOM nao doKa kao[- duÁK‚ kao[- baMQana nahIM qaa BaaBaI kao mammaI ko saaqa rhnao maoM‚ pr na jaanao khaÐ tumhoM lagaa ik vah yahaÐ KuSa nahIM rh sakogaI. tuma laaK samaJaanao ko baavaja,Ud Alaga hao gayao. bahut mana TUTa qaa. tumharI SaarIirk Asahayata doK kr [sa baar tumhara jaanaa bahut AKr gayaa qaa ik kOsao Akolao svayaM kao saMBaalaaogao‚ pr tumhoM hma sabasao j,yaada ApnaI p%naI pr Baraosaa qaa AaOr tumanao Gar sao baahr kdma ]za ilayaa.

Aaja raKI pr tuma bahut yaad Aa rho hao. caaho naaraja,gaI AaOr tumhara nayaa pta maalaUma nahIM haonao kI vajah sao maOM nao raKI nahIM BaojaI hO. pr mana ko tar baar baar tumharI yaad idlaa rho hOM. rh rh kr bacapna yaad Aa rha hO ik kOsao tumhoM Apnaa pUra haqa Bar kr raKI baMQavaanaa ip`ya qaa. laala TIko AaOr Axat ko danaaoM ko baIca tumhara saaMvalaa caohra inaKr Aayaa krta qaa. hma tInaaoM bahnaoM tumhara mauMh imaza[- sao zUMsa dotI qaIM. iktnaI raOnak rhtI qaI raKI ko idna‚ saubah sao mammaI kI rsaao[- sao kosar AaOr maovaaoM vaalaI KIr kI mahk ]D,nao lagatI. tuma maja,o sao DT kr naaSta krto‚ hma tInaaoM bahnaoM raKI baaMQanao tk BaUKI rhtIM. nayao kpD,o phna hma raKI pr imalanao vaalao ÉpyaaoM sao kuC kuC KrIdnao ka Plaana banaato.

Balao hI [sa baar raKI ]dasa AaOr saUnaI saI gau,ja,r jaayao pr mauJao Aba BaI ivaSvaasa nahIM haota ik r@t ko sambanQa [tnao kccao haoto hOM ik CaoTo sao JaTko maoM TUT jaaeM. mauJao yakIna hO ek raKI ja,$r eosaI AaegaI jaba tuma ApnaI klaa[- Aagao ikyao mauskura kr raKI baMQavaa rho haogao.

– manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
Agast 21‚ 2002

laoK  
CaoTo papa – manaIYaa kulaEaoYz  
dada jaI ka caSmaa – knauip`yaa kulaEaoYz
bacapna Kaokr kBaI caOna sao na saaoyaa – p`tIk Samaa-

kivata  
ApIla ibaiTyaa ranaI kI – ivajaya zakur 
dUrdRiYT – p@ka [rada – DÐa ,Ajaya kumaar jaOna
bacapna kI yaadoM – Da^º jayaa Sau@laa
maaÐ ko mana sao – gairmaa gauPta 
mauinayaa dadI saca batlaanaa – idivak rmaoSa
haya vaao maora bacapna Pyaara – saaomaI saMjaIva

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